Total pages in book: 32
Estimated words: 30161 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 151(@200wpm)___ 121(@250wpm)___ 101(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 30161 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 151(@200wpm)___ 121(@250wpm)___ 101(@300wpm)
“I don’t understand.”
“It’s been a sweet kind of hell sharing a bed with you but being unable to make love to you. It tested all of my control, and truthfully, after your confession last night I’m all out of control now.”
“But I want that.” I don’t understand this man. I’ve wanted this since that first day he brought me here. “Stop holding back from me.”
“You don’t understand, Bunny. I had to be sure. I already don’t think I can let you go, but if I take you, there will be no going back.” He carries me back toward the bedroom. My heart starts to race, knowing where this is finally going.
“I don’t want to go back. I want to stay right here. For this to be my home too.”
“This house isn’t a home without you.” He lays me down on the bed. “You’re what makes this home. For me, Bunny, you’ll always be home. I love you so damn much it scares me. I don’t know what I’ll turn into if you want to leave. You’ve owned me since I found you. I’ve only been trying to give you time to catch up to where I am.” He runs his finger down my jaw.
“Me catch up to you!? I’ve become a stage five clinger who freaks out if you’re out of my line of sight. I’ve been here from the start.” He drops his forehead to mine, pinning me to the bed.
“You look to me for safety. I’m scared that hero complex you have for me will fade and you’ll want to go back.”
“It’s not a complex. You are my hero, and I’m not going anywhere.” I run my hands up his bare chest. “Sometimes I think I don’t let myself remember my past because it means I’ll have to go back.”
“Can’t go back now. Cleared out your place.” Right. He’s been making his own moves to make sure I stay here. With my fears of Ben not loving me fading away, I’m starting to see things a whole lot more clearly. He’s been where I’ve been this whole time. In fact, he’s been steps ahead.
“Would you even let me if I tried?”
“No,” he growls. “And that’s the problem. I’m no different than that fucker who took you.” I gasp. No, he did not just say that.
“You are no such thing! I can’t believe you’d say that. You’re a part of my soul. You have to be. From the start, I knew you were safe. That you meant something big to me. You felt it too.”
“I did,” he agrees. I bet before that Ben didn’t believe in things like soulmates or fairy tales.
“Make love to me, Benny. No more holding back. If you want all of me, you have to give me all of you. I want to feel you everywhere.”
“Careful what you wish for, Bunny. I’ll have you feeling me for days.” I love the sound of that. I want to feel him with every step I take. He pulls the shirt from my body, leaving me naked in the center of the bed. “But first I’m going to kiss every inch of you.”
“No,” I protest with a pout as his mouth travels down my neck. Although I love his kisses, I want more. I don’t want him to sidetrack me.
“No?” He wraps his lips around my nipple. My only response is a moan. He releases it to give the other the same attention. “You don’t want my mouth, Bunny?” He trails open-mouth kisses down further to my stomach.
“I love your mouth but I want you inside of me.” I spread my legs wider even as I say the words to make room for him. His mouth feels too damn good.
“You’ll get my cock soon, greedy girl. Right now, I need to get this sweet pussy ready. I don't want to hurt you any more than I have to.” I sink my fingers into his hair as he settles in between my thighs. “Such a pretty pussy, and you’re trying to not let me have a taste. Why would you deny me this, Bunny? I’m going to write it into our wedding vows that I can eat your cunt whenever I want.”
“Benny.” I whimper. I’d laugh at how ridiculous that sounds if I wasn’t so turned on. His warm breath tickles my clit. My hips lift off the bed on their own, trying to get closer.
“I’ve got you.” His tongue slips through the folds of my sex, toying with my clit before he slides it down farther. His hands grip my ass, lifting me off the bed as he thrusts his tongue inside of me.
“Oh!” I gasp at the sensation of his tongue thrusting in and out of me. “Benny.” He’s relentless, his tongue moving in and out before he returns his attention back to my clit. It’s all too much. I’m already on the verge of an orgasm.