Total pages in book: 112
Estimated words: 112567 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 563(@200wpm)___ 450(@250wpm)___ 375(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 112567 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 563(@200wpm)___ 450(@250wpm)___ 375(@300wpm)
Who was I to demand it now, greedily for myself?
Even. . .beg for it?
But. . .he was the one that said no holding back.
What did he really mean by that?
“So. . .” My body hummed with need.
Meanwhile, he watched me with amusement.
I held out my hands. “Penetration is. . .putting. . .your dick. . .inside of me.”
He appeared ready to laugh, yet he held it back. “Yes. I am aware of what that is.”
“Alright. True.” I raised my hands up slightly from my side as if as if I could actually reach for the right words in the invisible pool of vocabulary between us. “But let’s go deeper. Here we go.”
He grinned.
I touched my chest. “I really like penetration.”
His face went neutral. It was so odd and fast it caught me completely off guard. In one second, he seemed to be amused with my discomfort in talking about this. In the next second, he shut away all expression on his face as if guarding his thoughts.
Did I sound crazy to him? Did I go too far? What the fuck? Say something.
I waited.
He studied me.
Why did you change your look? Now it’s awkward silence. Fuck. Oh well. Somebody has to take the conversation there.
“You know what. . .I’ve already said that so I’m just going to really not hold back.” I shrugged. “And if you are uncomfortable with anything I’m saying, then let me know. I will stop. Are you cool with that?”
He kept that neutral mask on his face and nodded.
“Alright. You tell me when I go too far.”
Silent, he watched me.
I punctuated each word with my finger. “I. Like. Dick.”
He blinked, yet the mask remained on his face.
“I like dick moving deep inside of me with my hands pinned above my head. I like dick filling me up. I like being bent over with the dick slamming and pounding so much that my ass cheeks are wiggling from all the movement. And my back is blown the fuck out.”
He widened his eyes.
And due to him not responding and my already saying a lot. . .I continued, “And I like to bounce on the dick until I cum.”
He drew in a sharp breath.
I had no idea if that was a good or bad reaction.
I crossed my arms over my bra due to my nipples now stiffening and pushing against the fabric. “And. . .after a few drinks and a really good evening of dinner and dancing. . .hey. . .I like dick in my ass.”
That neutral mask cracked. This fierce hungry look peeked out. He fisted his hands at his side.
Oh. That’s a good response. Right?
I swallowed. “I even like dick when I’m on my back, and my legs are in the air, and the guy pulls the dick out fast, and it’s all dripping wet with my arousal, and he slaps the head against my clit like. . .bitch don’t ever play with me, and then slams the dick back into me and starts pounding real hard until I scream.”
His lips parted in shock.
Monique, you said too much. Some of that could have been watered down. What the hell is wrong with you?
Maybe it was all the damn sexual tension making me crazy. For god’s sake, the man had kissed me like a beast last night TWICE, and then slept next to me all sexy and muscular like it was just fine.
Like I wasn’t a warm-blooded woman with sexual needs!
Now we were half naked by a stream and shit, and he kissed me again, so hot that it vibrated through my body.
I was not Mother Theresa or any other godly female saint.
Plus, I hadn’t gotten dick since the night of my mother’s funeral. I was desperate for some, and he was right there in front of me—huge bulge, thick, long.
What would any other logical woman do?
Additionally, once Lei did that Azure Dragon’s Spiral move, it was hard for me to not scream, ‘Why don’t you get all dragon spirally in this pussy?!’
I pursed my lips together.
He just stared at me with his mouth open and his hands fisted.
I cleared my throat. “Did I go too far?”
“No.” He shook his head and blinked twice. “I’m just trying not to cum all over myself.”
“Oh.” A wicked smirk spread across my face.
“Don’t look like that.”
“How can I not? It’s sexy.”
“It’s not sexy. I should have more control than that.”
“Hey, if you want to cum all over yourself.” I chuckled. “We are best friends. No judgement. Take it out and let me see.”
“You are very funny.”
But I wasn’t trying to be funny. . .
Lei let out a long breath, yet a small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “I wasn’t expecting you to. . .bring this part of comforting up.”
“No?”
“No, but let’s discuss it.”
“Alright.”
“It’s not like I have never wanted to be inside of a woman. It’s just that. . .before. . .it was only one woman. . .” His voice trailed off, and he looked away, suddenly appearing more vulnerable than ever.