Total pages in book: 63
Estimated words: 58346 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 292(@200wpm)___ 233(@250wpm)___ 194(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 58346 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 292(@200wpm)___ 233(@250wpm)___ 194(@300wpm)
“On top of the other bullet points, like not having to worry about the way you look, smell, taste, since Roman pays no mind to those things, it sounds like all the reasons you are against making this desire of his a reality is because it would take a lot of effort. It would be a job to find someone you’d consider inviting into your scene. A big job, since you seem to believe you aren’t even attracted to anyone other than your husband—which is biologically impossible, by the way, but we’ll speak more on that later.”
She goes to argue, but Roman places his hand on her thigh, and it immediately cuts her off.
“Please, go ahead, Doc,” he says, and while I normally like to allow my patients to ask their questions and have a back-and-forth conversation, this is one of the times she’s not seeing clearly, and she won’t until I finish telling her everything on this subject.
So I continue as if there was no interruption. “With someone else, it would take a lot of effort to get into that state of mind where you can relax and let go enough to feel pleasure. A lot of effort you think wouldn’t be worth it, since you know for a fact no one else would be able to make you orgasm. Correct?”
She looks almost begrudging as she replies, “Right.”
I nod, understanding her line of thinking, since: “That’s what a lot of people believe the act of intercourse is all about—the ending. When really, they should be enjoying the entire experience. The journey, not just the destination. Am I to believe you don’t enjoy the things your husband and you do leading up to this ‘effortless’ orgasm?”
Her head jerks back. “Of course not. I enjoy the foreplay and scenes and everything else we do.”
“But you rush through those things to reach completion, since it’s so easy?” I lift a brow.
Just like I hope, my reverse psychology makes her argue, “We don’t rush through anything. Like I said, I love all the things that lead up to the… happy ending. But it’s a hell of a lot more enjoyable, knowing I’ll definitely get that in the end.”
I nod again, this time for show as I furrow my brow and rub my chin as if I’m puzzling it all out. “I see. Okay, so… that leads me to believe you are able to enter the relaxed and aroused state of mind that’s required for a woman to reach completion, because you know you’ll reach it with Roman.”
As I knew she would, she nods eagerly. “Exactly. That’s what I’m trying to say. So what’s the point of trying with someone else, if I know I won’t enjoy any of it?”
Now, to make her stop in her tracks and think about something that she should see a little more clearly. “So what would you say if you knew for a fact that you’d be able to orgasm during a cucking scene? Would it be easier for you to relax and enjoy the things leading up to that happy ending?”
Her brows furrow in confusion, her eyes darting back and forth between mine, and as per usual, my patient attempts to backpedal. “But I…. The point is moot, since there is no way to guarantee I’ll orgasm at the end of it all.”
I tilt my head to the side, keeping the eye contact with her. “Yes, there is.”
Her head shakes slightly as she tries to figure out what I’m talking about, since in her mind, the faceless man in the scenario could never make her come, which means there’s no other option.
“How? How could you guarantee I’d be able to do something that was never possible before meeting Roman? Especially during an act I never even considered participating in before?” Her tone tells me she’s near tears again, so I go ahead and drop the bombshell that’ll apparently blow her mind, since she refuses to see past her own doubts.
“Because, Savannah, you have met Roman. And guess who would be there with you the entire time, to the very… end,” I prompt, paying no attention to the smile the man in question is currently doing his best to hide.
I’m not trying to convince her to do anything she truly does not want to do. I’m only showing her some of the facets she’s unable to see because of the light glaring off all the negatives in her mind. I would never allow coercion to happen inside these walls. But it’s also my job to help my patients understand things they might not know anything about. Especially something that is important to the other person in the relationship.
Both of them entrusted me with their mental health when it comes to our alternate lifestyles. Helping guide Savannah and Roman is my responsibility. Whether Savannah decides it’s a hard limit and will never agree to fulfilling Roman’s fantasy, or if she chooses to give it a try, it’ll be my job to ease each of them through the path and outcome of that decision.