Total pages in book: 149
Estimated words: 141255 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 706(@200wpm)___ 565(@250wpm)___ 471(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 141255 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 706(@200wpm)___ 565(@250wpm)___ 471(@300wpm)
“Okay, baby. That’s enough for now.” He stroked my back. I was trembling hard.
“They’re gonna get Holly if they find out I’m not behaving, Dare. Please…please. When you said Jason was here and Mr. Chen and you called me that name, I thought they’d think I told you and that’d mean I wasn’t behaving and they were gonna gonna g-get her, take me… I never want to run from you, I want to be yours forever, but I thought… I don’t know what I was thinking. Maybe I ran thinking I had to get to her first. They said if I ever uttered that other name out loud again that Holly would be theirs. Somehow, they knew I hated my mother so they made me take her name. You started calling me Angel and at first I thought you knew who I really was and then I realized that’s who I was to you, an angel, and Dare, that’s who I want to be. It’s me but a version of me, the me before Alaska, before all the ugliness, before Kruna. Daddy called me Angel. Oh God, I miss him. It was like you saw who I really was under all that ugly dirty ugly dirty d-dirty”
“Shh,” he hushed me.
“If they find out…oh god…”
“Shh, they won’t. It’s okay. I won’t let them. Breathe, baby, breathe.”
“Dare, please don’t let them. Don’t let them take me. You take me. Keep me. My head is so…I need, I need…”
My words were all screwy.
He didn’t make me keep begging. He didn’t wait until I made sense because he knew what I needed. One of his hands slid into my pajamas and then into my panties and then I threw my hands over my head and he pinned them with his other hand. I tested by lifting and his grip tightened. “Don’t move. Be a good girl, Angel.”
I whimpered.
“Isn’t this good, baby?” he asked a few moments later, continuing to rub me.
I was having trouble letting go and he obviously knew it.
“What do you need, my baby?”
“I need your cock, Master. In my mouth. Rough. Make me. Make me do it.”
He let go of my wrists, grabbed my hair, and roughly pulled my head down toward his crotch. I flipped onto my side so that my crotch was up near his head and one of his hands was fisted in my hair and the other went to my pants and hit the spot instantly.
Yes.
This.
“Suck it good, baby. Be my good girl.”
Fuck yes.
I got his pants undone and couldn’t get my tongue to the head of his cock fast enough. I whimpered again, feeling sensation build as he fucked my mouth, pumping forward into me. He had his thumb on my clit and at least two fingers inside me and I was about to combust.
His phone rang.
His hips and his fingers stilled and I stopped bobbing.
“No, ignore it. We’re almost there, baby. You’re such a good girl.”
I tried to find it.
His phone stopped ringing and instantly started ringing again.
“Fuck,” he grunted and pulled away.
He reached for the phone from the nightstand.
“Bro? Right. Yep. Okay, two hours. Right.” He hung up and looked at me.
“I need to go to the office for a conference call with Chen’s partners.”
“If they find out you’re not and I’m... if they do, they…” My words were screwy again.
“But you’re behaving, baby. You’re my perfect Angel. There’s nothing to be afraid of, okay? Nothing? I own you. You’re mine. You’ve done everything right. You’re allowed to tell me everything. I mean that. You’re mine, not theirs. So you can tell me everything because you’re my girl. My good girl. Forget them. You’re not theirs. You’re mine. They don’t matter.”
Oh my God. He was it. He was it for me. I felt a surge of emotion and peace rush within me and wash over me.
He reached for me again. “Let’s get you that release, Angel-baby. I could use one, too.”
God, I loved him.
As I came, I couldn’t stop the words “I love you” from tumbling out. I said, “I love you, Dare,” and then I closed my eyes and drifted to sleep. He was against me, holding me. He didn’t reply. But that didn’t matter. I just needed him to know. He held me a while and then I felt him tuck me in and heard him tell me he’d be back later.
Does she love me? She’s so fucked up right now. She’s regressed so deep into her slave behavior and she’s so fucking fragile that I need to handle her with care. I don’t know what more I need to know from her in order to move forward, but she’s given me enough for me to go into this meeting.
After I was sure she was asleep, I moved carefully out of the bedroom and headed downstairs. I phoned Tommy and asked if he could have someone bring Tia to come hang for a few hours with her so that if I was a while, she’d have someone to talk to besides security. If Lisa hadn’t fallen apart it’d be better if it were her but Lisa wasn’t an option right now.