Series: Peach State Stepbros Series by Riley Hart
Total pages in book: 80
Estimated words: 78418 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 392(@200wpm)___ 314(@250wpm)___ 261(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 78418 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 392(@200wpm)___ 314(@250wpm)___ 261(@300wpm)
“Like sitting-through-a-live-stream-for-me here for me?”
I snort. Fucking snort. Oh my God. “As long as I’m the one on camera?”
“Wouldn’t have it any other way.”
We share another laugh.
“We’re so weird,” I say.
I fucking love the way we’re weird.
10
Colin
In the days since Ash and I jerked off together, things have been both the same and not. I can’t look at Ash without picturing his face when he came, can’t forget the way his muscles moved when he stroked himself or what he looks like covered in a load. The memory has gotten me hard more times than I care to admit, but I’m not closer to any real answers. The logical one would be that I’m bi, but then, that doesn’t explain why everything is heightened and so much more vivid when it comes to Ash. I guess it can be that I’m bisexual and have a crush on Ash.
Honestly, I don’t care. I’m not the type to overthink my sexuality. Everyone is different, and while some people need labels, I don’t. At least not at this point. Right now, I’m fine acknowledging that Ash makes me feel really fucking good. The rest of it doesn’t matter.
So yeah, the fact that I’m imagining Ash naked is different, and so is the way we’re a lot flirtier with each other. We’ve never had an issue throwing sexual innuendos around, but now a random eggplant emoji has a whole new meaning.
Remember when I spewed my load in front of you?
Do you think we’ll do it again?
That last question I’m thinking about entirely too much, partly because it was hot and partly because I’m still trying to wrap my head around it. The pushy guys I wanted to punch in the face got Ash hotter. He likes knowing how much he’s turning them on, so by extension, he would like knowing how much I get turned on too. The attention is what does it for him, knowing how wild he makes someone, and making him feel good makes me go wild, so really, it’s perfect. We’re like a can of gasoline waiting for the flick of a match to make us explode.
And just like the fact that it’s Ash made things different for me, him knowing I was watching him made his pleasure burn fiercer too.
“That’s it for today,” Professor Rixson in my Morality and Law class interrupts my Ash-induced thoughts. My notes are not very thorough, which isn’t like me, but I’ll have no problem catching up and sorting my shit out later. I pack my stuff as everyone around me rises and begins filing out of the lecture hall.
This is my last class of the day. Ash and I are heading home to see our parents for dinner. Our last trip had been postponed, and Dad had called last night to set it up because Lauren has an unexpected day off, so he figured we should take advantage. Dad is good with stuff like that.
Even though there’s not a doubt in my mind that Lauren loves Dad, on the surface she seems so different from him. He’s always made sure to hammer home that there’s nothing wrong with men having emotions and being affectionate. He’s the complete opposite of the toxic masculine culture so many people push, and I’ve always been grateful I’ve had him as an example. I can kick fucking ass on the football field while also being the guy who talks about my feelings and can love cuddling and spoiling my brother.
Shit, why does everything go back to Ash?
When I get back to the house, Troy, Atlas, and his friends Taylor and Brenner are there, playing video games. Usually, that’s something they do at Atlas’s place, so not sure why they’re here today.
“’Sup?” I ask, plopping into one of the beat-up, reclining chairs. It’s seen a few too many parties. “Remember that time when Atlas used to not be allowed here?” I joke, adjusting my backward hat.
“Remember that time I didn’t give a fuck?” Atlas replies, but I don’t take it personally. Atlas can be a bit of a dick, but he’s a cool dick who is crazy in love with my best friend and treats him well.
“That’s cap.” Brenner gives Atlas a pointed look. “You used to drag our asses to every fucking party here, making up dumbass excuses, and now I know it’s because the whole time you wanted to bone Troy.”
“You say that like you didn’t want to bone Troy too,” Taylor adds.
Atlas growls, and I laugh, but then I remember Brenner has recently started flirting with my brother, and I feel a bit growly too.
“Damn…all the boys want me. Who knew I was this irresistible?” Troy teases, earning a laugh from all of us.
“Now you belong to me.” Atlas nips at Troy’s throat.
“Welp, they’re gonna go upstairs and fuck in three…two…one…” Brenner counts down before Atlas attacks Brenner and the two of them wrestle around like idiots.