Series: Peach State Stepbros Series by Riley Hart
Total pages in book: 80
Estimated words: 78418 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 392(@200wpm)___ 314(@250wpm)___ 261(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 78418 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 392(@200wpm)___ 314(@250wpm)___ 261(@300wpm)
After the waitress brings us our drinks, I ask him, “So what did you think?”
Colin smirks. “I didn’t feel like I left much to the imagination.”
“You obviously had fun, unless you’re that good at faking a good time. But I meant the live stream part.”
Colin’s shoulders tense up—a similar reaction as when the comments were rolling in on the feed. “Some of those guys are fucking demanding,” he says, and his body language—tight fists, tense jaw, hunched shoulders—reminds me of when I’d tell him about the bullies I was dealing with at school. “I got a little worked up when I read a few, felt like I was memorizing the names in case I needed to track them down.”
Though he says it half-seriously, there’s something behind it; Colin’s protective like that. And I like that he is.
“Yeah… I guess there’s no point being coy about it after that, but that’s what I like about it.”
“Really?”
I widen my eyes as I nod, a grin expanding across my face. Strange to think I was keeping it from him before, and now that he knows about it, I want to share it all. “I like that’s how bad they want it, you know? Like it’s driving them wild.”
“You were definitely doing that.”
“And you thought you might have to step in and protect your little bro?”
Colin winces, but then raises his hand, demonstrating the size with his finger and thumb. “That much.”
I laugh, a big one I have to cover my mouth to stifle.
He beams. “Glad to know my being there didn’t keep you from being able to perform.”
“Nope. It helped, actually,” I blurt out, which catches his attention. “I mean, clearly, I enjoy being watched, so having someone there in person…it made it even better than just with the people online. A lot better.”
Fuck, why am I saying this? Am I that determined never to commit another Step Don’t again?
“Even though it was your stepbrother watching?”
I shrug. “Maybe because it was you.”
“What?”
“We get each other. I feel comfortable and safe around you. It felt easy and chill…and hot, if I’m being real. You’re hot. I’m bi. That shouldn’t be a huge surprise.”
I’m downplaying it because I’ve never felt as turned on by Colin as I was when we were doing that, never been thinking about the things I wanted to try with his dick…or what it would be like if he shot that load across me before feeding it to me. Okay, now I’m getting carried away…
“I should be asking what you were getting out of it, unless you’re gonna tell me you were imagining a hot girl going down on you, in which case, don’t hurt my feelings like that.”
Is it weird that I’m nervous Colin would say something like that?
Of course it is! This is all weird.
Colin’s brows jump. “Is that what you think got me to finish?”
“I’m still trying to make sense of that part. I mean, you’re straight. And it was just me and this app. I thought maybe it was a combination of the voyeurism and it being a sexual thing.”
“It was incredibly hot watching you do that, but I’m wondering if it’s like what you just said. That it was hot because it was you.”
He’s putting it out there, and I shouldn’t be surprised, considering what went down, but I am.
“What do you mean?”
His brows tug closer together. “I was hard because it was you, Ash. I was enjoying watching you enjoy it. It feels…different.”
“I—I—don’t even know what to say to that.”
For as long as I’ve known Colin, he’s been my big straight stepbro, but now between what happened and what he’s saying, I don’t know what to think.
“Aren’t I supposed to be the clueless one between us?” Colin asks.
I really shouldn’t let myself go there. Like, sure, I thought a few times during it that it was all pretty queer, but I know Colin so well, and he tells me everything. If there was any inkling that he was curious, he would have said something to me…his bi bro.
Fuck, here I’ve been thinking about how hot it was, when he could be struggling with this or confused.
“Colin, do you think you could be queer?”
He hesitates for a moment. “Maybe. I saw some gay porn and got hard before, but I figured that’s just because it was sex, not because of the guys. I’ve never really thought much about it until today. What’s happening is definitely outside the realm of straight, but again, part of me wonders if it’s just because it’s with you.”
I consider this. “But you’ve talked before about noticing when guys are attractive.”
“I’ve never wanted to jerk off with them before, though. Like I said, I notice things—guys in porn or whatever—and maybe this was simply a physical reaction, but it felt different. That’s the only way I can think to explain it.”