Total pages in book: 101
Estimated words: 94782 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 474(@200wpm)___ 379(@250wpm)___ 316(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 94782 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 474(@200wpm)___ 379(@250wpm)___ 316(@300wpm)
“I’m sorry.” I avoid her gaze. “I had some trouble with the kettle.”
“Sorry doesn’t cut it,” she snaps. “There’s nothing wrong with the kettle. Do you know what I think, Ella? I think you’re a liar.”
I bite my tongue, forcing myself not to reply in a way that might provoke her anger. I’m already exhausted from her constantly barking orders and giving me more chores than ever. To her bitter disappointment, neither Lavinia or Magnolia seemed to snag themselves a prince at the ball, and Narcissa has been in a foul mood ever since.
“Did you hear me?” Her arm whips out, icy fingers wrapping around my wrist. “Or are you so daft you can’t think of another excuse?”
“I’ll take the kettle to the shop tomorrow and have Mr. Burnaby look at it.”
“You will do no such thing.” Her nails dig into my skin. “Do you want the whole town to think we are so poor we can’t afford a new kettle?”
“No, of course not.”
“You are nothing but an embarrassment to this family. It’s no wonder your sisters can’t find a decent man. Who would want to associate themselves with the likes of you?”
She shoves my hand away, and in the process, I bump the teacup, watching in horror as the hot liquid splashes into her lap. Narcissa screams, knocking over the saucer and half of the silverware on the table as she stands up and pulls her dress away from her body. Everything else happens so fast I barely have time to react.
Her eyes latch onto mine, and I take a step back, but she snatches my wrist again and drags me forward. Her other hand rears back, and she smacks me across the face so hard, I stumble into the table, dazed, only for her to thrust me back until I fall on my arse.
“You wretched, jealous little bitch!” she screams, reaching for the teapot.
My hands fly up to shield my face as I curl into a ball, but it does me little good when she pours the scalding hot water over me, eliciting a scream from my throat when it seeps into my skin. White-hot pain electrifies my nerves, and I can’t muster the energy to beg her to stop as I try to crawl away from her. I only make it three feet, my fingers digging into the wooden floorboards, when she smashes the teapot beside my head, splintering shards of glass all around me.
“Clean that up, you miserable cow. And then go upstairs. I don’t want to see your face for the rest of the day.”
After spending the afternoon nursing my splotchy red skin, I tidy up the attic so Narcissa can’t find another reason to come unglued. When the sound of trashy reality TV filters up from the floor below, I’m relieved they seem to be settling in for the evening.
With the coast clear, I reach for my phone and call Charlotte. She answers on the third ring, hair mussed and rosy cheeks glowing with satisfaction.
“Do I even want to know?” I ask.
“You mean, do you want to know that Oliver just gave me four bloody orgasms.” She grins. “I can dish if you can take it.”
Her playful mood disappears when she takes a closer look at my face. “Ella, what’s wrong? Have you been crying?”
“Nothing’s wrong.” I force a smile, secretly wishing I had someone who could make me feel the way Oliver makes Charlotte feel. But that can only ever be a fantasy for me. Why should I get to have a happy life when my father didn’t? He died because of me, and every time I think about trying to better my situation, that voice in my head whispers I don’t deserve it.
“It’s not nothing.” Charlotte’s pretty face scrunches up in anger. “Did that bitch do something to you again?”
“Shh.” I peek over at the door. “She’s been in a foul mood for days. I don’t need to give her another reason to lose her shit.”
Charlotte shakes her head, quietly mulling over her thoughts before she seems to decide on something. “Oliver and I are moving into our flat in just a couple of months. We’ll have a spare bedroom. You could come and stay with us. It won’t be an imposition, Ella. I can help you find a job. You can check out some local trade schools. Whatever you want.”
Her offer sounds like a dream come true, but at the same time, I’m already reasoning it away as too much. I don’t want to put her out anymore. She’s done so much for me over the years, and it’s never been her responsibility to help me. But logically, I don’t know how much more of Narcissa and the girls I can tolerate. It’s only a matter of time before I break completely.