Total pages in book: 101
Estimated words: 96733 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 484(@200wpm)___ 387(@250wpm)___ 322(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 96733 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 484(@200wpm)___ 387(@250wpm)___ 322(@300wpm)
“A few days later, Cody brought in Matthew for me. He became everything I needed. A big brother, a manager, a PR manager.
“Wilson may be my head of security, but he takes his lead from Matthew. He’s like the big brother I never had. Cody checks in when he can, but Matt is always there,” I murmur.
“I’m glad you had Billings and Matthew, but I wish I had been there for you. It pains me that I wasn’t,” he says.
“You couldn’t have known what was happening to me in New York. You had your life here. It’s in the past. I don’t want you to worry about it now.”
“I’m your man. I’m gonna worry about anything that involves you. Like I said, your happiness and safety are a priority to me.”
“In that case, it would make me happy to change the subject. I didn’t tell you about it because being here, back in your arms, made me feel safe. I want to be present with you, not with what might have happened if I hadn’t gotten away.
“I’m here with you and that’s what matters. I know you want me, and I want you. I love you. Let’s not make this night about one of the worse days of my life,” I say.
He crushes my lips with his in a searing kiss. I open to him, whimpering as he palms my breast. He deepens the kiss. I moan and wrap my arms around his neck.
There’s a smoky flavor in his mouth that makes me groan and want more. He grasps my face in his hand and devours my mouth. I shiver in his hold as he begins to nip and nibble on my lips.
“You will never be without me again,” he breathes into my mouth.
“Trev,” I moan.
“I am yours until the day I take my last breath. Forever isn’t long enough to describe my love for you. I will love and be connected to you long after I’m gone from the earth.”
I stand from his lap and pull the zipper down on my dress and unhook it to let it fall from my body. He reaches to unzip his dress boots and kick them off, then pulls off his socks.
In nothing but my panties, I straddle his lap after he shifts on the chair to throw his legs on it. He cups my breasts then dips his head to pull one of my nipples into his mouth.
“Yes,” I cry out as he sucks deeply while rolling my other nipple between his fingertips.
I shift until my knees are planted beside his hips. Tugging his head back by his hair, I look down into his eyes. The love I see is all-consuming and overwhelming.
If he asked me to marry him in this moment, I would say yes. It’s not like when I was nineteen. I now know what we’re capable of handling. This time, our love is unbreakable.
We’ve followed our dreams and become the people we were meant to be, who we were meant to be together. As we have an unspoken conversation, he kneads the cheeks of my ass.
“I know,” he says as I try to tell him everything I feel with my gaze.
I kiss him, pressing my lips hard again his. The energy in the room changes and we both slow down. Trev pulls back and bites his lip as he stares into my eyes. I’m entranced by his gaze.
He drags his hands up my back, raising goosebumps across my skin. It’s like he’s setting me on fire with his touch. He grabs the back of my neck with one hand and tugs me back to his lips.
With the other hand, he turns it to glide it back down my spine, then slips it into the back of my panties. I whimper into his mouth as he finds my slick entrance from behind, bucking forward into him.
He moves his hand on my neck down to the center of my shoulder blades and cradles me against him as he moves his lips to my ear while pushing his fingers in and out of my soaked heat.
“Tell me what you want. Tell me what you need from me. How can I make tonight one of the best nights of your life?
“Tell me what you desire, Lynn. How do I become everything to you? How do I keep you from ever doubting me again?” he whispers in my ear.
“I want you. I need you, your touch. I need all of you, no more holding back.”
I know he’s been fucking the shit out of me since we’ve been together, but I know him well enough to know he’s still holding back some. There’s no need for either of us to hold back. This is who we are, what we want.
“A night with everything out there and just us in here would be the best night ever. I desire you, to be yours and only yours, to give you all of me. You’ve always been everything to me. I will never doubt you again because I know it’s you.”