Total pages in book: 146
Estimated words: 147801 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 739(@200wpm)___ 591(@250wpm)___ 493(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 147801 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 739(@200wpm)___ 591(@250wpm)___ 493(@300wpm)
“Removing the cum.”
“You’re not…stop messing with me, Kayde.”
“I can’t.”
And I mean that shit. I’m physically unable to stay the fuck away from him. I see him and I’m bursting with the need to fuck and hurt and claim and bite and mark him everywhere.
Is it an obsession?
A damnation?
A fucking curse?
I bite his lower lip hard and he groans, then pulls away and drops his forehead on the glass, both his hands holding on to the surface, curling with every thrust.
“Does it feel good?” I ask, thrusting my tongue in his ear.
He shudders beneath me, the water sliding down his hair, his neck and back, and I bite his nape. Like a goddamn animal marking his territory.
“Yeah…” He sucks in a harsh breath, his voice wavering. “That feels good…”
“How good?”
“Good…”
“Better than when you fuck?”
He tenses, his fingers curling against the glass.
“Answer me.” I stop, pulling out slightly, caging him until he’s shivering.
“Maybe…”
“Maybe isn’t an answer. Tell me how you truly feel.”
“It’s better,” he whimpers, grinding against my fingers.
“So much better?”
“Mmm.” He grunts, his cock so hard now. “I want to come…”
“Already?” I chuckle against his earlobe. “But I’m only helping you, baby.”
He whips his head in my direction and grabs me by the throat, his fingers tightening. “Just…”
“Just?”
Red creeps up his cheeks and my cock throbs, lighting the fuck up at his aggression, and I’m sure he feels it against his ass. Maybe that’s why he swallows, his Adam’s apple working up and down as droplets of water cascade down his lashes.
A piece of fucking art.
“Just do it.”
“Do what?” I pause the thrusts, and he rubs his ass against my cock.
I’m sure he doesn’t even know he’s doing it, and that makes all the blood rush to my groin. He’s such a menace, it’s adorable to see him be a bit clueless and lost, slowly leaning into his sexuality and quitting the denial game.
We’ll get to the point where he’s more comfortable admitting what he wants without me pushing.
Little by little.
It should be frightening that I’m accepting my sexuality so easily, but it’s not.
Wanting Gareth was the most natural fucking thing that’s happened to me.
He squeezes his fingers around my throat, nearly cutting off my air supply, then whispers, the slightest noise, “F-fuck me.”
My chest expands in a harsh breath as a primal feeling grips my balls, but I manage to sound normal when I say, “Want to feel my cock inside you again, baby?”
“I’m just horny. Hurry up.” He releases me and looks away again.
I chuckle as I pull out my fingers. “If you’re just horny, you could’ve asked for a handjob. But no, you can’t get enough of my cock, can you?”
He freezes, his gulp audible in the midst of the water. “That’s not…”
“Shh, it’s okay, baby. I can’t get enough of my cunt either.” I reach for a black tube I kept here especially for this. I’ve filled my house the fuck up with lube since that time he broke in. Water- or silicone-based in the bedroom and living room. Oil-based in the shower.
Maybe I wanted to fuck him long before I finally admitted it to myself.
He looks back at me with blown-up pupils and parted lips. “Why do you even have that here?”
“Because I plan to fuck you everywhere.”
“What a massive pervert,” he lets out in a huff, but dimples crease his cheeks as he fights a smile.
I nibble and kiss his ear as I knee his legs farther, part his ass cheeks, and squeeze the lube around his hole.
I was never really an ass man, but this? This is the best fucking hole I’ve ever been in, and that should disturb me. Considering her.
Gareth grunts, probably because I’m gripping his bruised skin tightly, and even though his cock hardens, I make a mental note to give him more ointment later. I suspect he’ll let me apply it to him like when he was asleep last night.
I’ll eventually make him get used to that, too, but baby steps.
He leans more into his animal instincts when cornered or uncomfortable, so I can’t spook him.
I circle my finger around his rim over and over until he whines, planting his hands and forehead on the glass. “Just do it.”
“Can’t wait to have my cock inside you, baby?”
“Stop talking and fuck me already.”
My balls tighten and I’m honestly concerned I’ll come the moment I feel his walls clench around me again. “Give me your hand.”
“Why?”
“Don’t question me. Give it.”
He looks back at me as he hesitantly stretches out his right hand. I take it in mine, then squeeze lube onto it and wrap it around my cock. “Make me nice and wet so I can fuck you.”
I expect him to resist or throw a distasteful comment a la Gareth, but he simply jerks me up and down.
The position is awkward, but he strains to look at how his hand struggles to close around me, his lips parting, seeming utterly fascinated. His pace is slow at first, but then it turns rougher as he squeezes, going from base to top, flicking his thumb over the crown.