Total pages in book: 91
Estimated words: 86841 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 434(@200wpm)___ 347(@250wpm)___ 289(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 86841 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 434(@200wpm)___ 347(@250wpm)___ 289(@300wpm)
“Oh God,” I moaned, watching it.
Jude’s eyes lifted to look at me, and I tore mine from our joined bodies to meet his gaze. The complete devotion I found held me spellbound. He began to ease in, stretching me. His nostrils flared, mouth slightly open. I wanted to memorize this moment. How he looked at me. The euphoria as my inner walls squeezed him, struggling to take the girth.
The moment his full length was buried inside me, a deep hum of pleasure vibrated through his chest. His hand grabbed the back of my neck, bringing my lips close to his, but not touching.
“There is no power that is greater than the way you feel, wrapped around my cock.” His voice was husky as his breath warmed my face. “I’d imagined it. But this tight, wet heat…there isn’t an imagination that could conjure up this level of paradise.”
He kissed me then. Soft at first, then with a fervor as his teeth claimed my bottom lip and a growl came from his throat. I bucked my hips against him, and he began to slide out, just until the tip was all that was in me. Then, he sank back in, groaning. The box shook beneath me, and the stiff fabric from his collar rubbed against my butt.
My blonde locks were wrapped around his hand again as he held me back, watching my face while our bodies slapped against each other. The sound playing in rhythm to our heavy pants became my favorite song.
The tingling low in my belly spread, and the flickering before my climax turned into sparks. I grabbed his biceps, sinking my nails into his skin.
“I’m gonna come,” I cried just before it broke over me.
My body spasmed as he held me pressed against him.
“Fuck…I need…” His words were frantic, and then a long, deep roar rolled through him as he jerked and began to pump his release into me.
The heat as the thick spurts of his cum filled me threw me into another orgasm.
“Oh—oh my God.” I threw my head back and rode the delirium exploding throughout my body. I’d never felt this. The bare skin of his cock had been one thing, but the animalistic experience of having his pleasure deep inside me was euphoric.
Jude’s head dropped to my shoulder. His arms tightened as he continued to hold me. There was no church or reality in this moment. Just us. Our bodies locked together. I wanted to stay here like this forever.
“If I’m supposed to apologize for not wearing a condom and coming inside you, I can’t. I’d be lying,” he said against my neck as he turned his head slightly.
“I’ve never done that before,” I admitted.
He pressed a kiss to the pulse point in my neck before leaning back enough to look at me. “It didn’t hit me that I was inside you bare until you started coming, and I did try to pull out, but”—a wicked grin tugged his lips—“I couldn’t do it.”
His finger tucked some of my hair behind my ear.
“I’ll go get the morning-after pill,” I told him. “I, uh, haven’t had sex since Crosby, and we always used condoms. I had my IUD taken out a couple of months ago, so…” I wasn’t on birth control.
He let out a sigh. “Again, probably should be apologizing here, but I can’t.”
A small laugh escaped me, and his eyes slowly drifted over my face, as if I were a fascinating work of art he couldn’t believe was real. This man made me weak.
“As much as I’d like to, I can’t stay buried inside you forever. Seeing as how that was the single most incredible experience of my life, I know my dick is going to be ready to go again at any minute.”
I wasn’t against that, but he’d been gone awhile. Someone could come looking for him. Right now, it smelled like sex in here. We wouldn’t be able to hide it if they started knocking.
I nodded, and he pulled out of me, stepping back. I started to put my legs together, and he used a hand to stop me.
“No. Wait,” he said, dropping his gaze down to look at me. “I want to see my cum leak out.”
Oh good Lord, he was going to kill me.
I clenched, pushing it down, and while he watched his seed seep from me, I watched him. There was a reverence in his gaze. I wasn’t falling in love with him. I’d already fallen. I could feel the difference now. The depth of it was one that gripped the soul. Your breaths were no longer your own. Your heart no longer beat for you. It all hinged, locked together, around another.
I was in love—truly, completely in love—for the first time in my life.
Twenty-Six
Jude
I had vowed fealty to God.
The reasons why remained. Just like the reasons why I couldn’t take off my collar and walk away from this life I’d chosen. I’d made a decision as a young man that I wasn’t mature enough to make. But it’d set off a chain of events that locked me into this life regardless.