First Time (Society X #1) Read Online Heidi McLaughlin

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, Erotic, Novella, Virgin Tags Authors: Series: Society X Series by Heidi McLaughlin
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Total pages in book: 30
Estimated words: 27770 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 139(@200wpm)___ 111(@250wpm)___ 93(@300wpm)
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I pause mid-step and squeeze my eyes shut. Stop thinking of him! You’re about to go into the Dark Room.

“Scotlyn, you okay?” Jared asks.

Taking a deep breath, I open my eyes and nod. Judging by the look on Jared’s face, he’s fully expecting me to run out the back door.

I blow out a sigh and continue toward him. “I’m fine. Just trying to get my mind in the right place.”

Jared glances over at the exit. “Are you sure you want to go through with this? It’s okay if you don’t.”

“No,” I say, grabbing his wrist. “I need to do this.”

The smirk on his face makes me smile. I can do this. It’ll be fun.

Jared flourishes a hand toward the door leading into the women’s side of the Dark Room. I’ll get undressed there and wait for the green light to let me know I can enter. Jared enters his code, and the door opens. The light is dim and sensual, the perfect ambiance to get someone in the mood. There’s a table with a jar full of condoms, towels, and various toiletries. And just on the other side of the room is the main door. The red light is lit above it, meaning it’s not yet time for me to enter.

Jared clears his throat. “The guy is going in first,” he advises. I look over at him, and he grins. “Christy and I figured since you’re taking the reins, it’d be best for him to wait on you.”

My pulse skyrockets again.

Before stepping into the room, I face him. “Jared, you were a virgin once upon a time. What was your first time like?”

A chuckle escapes his lips, and he hangs his head. “Oh, Scotlyn. If you only knew of the embarrassment.”

I grab his arm. “Tell me. I don’t know what to expect.”

He meets my eyes again. “Okay, so he’s probably not going to last long once you slide down on his dick.” His brows lift. “I’m assuming you’ll be on top, right?”

“That’s the plan,” I reply, chewing on my lip.

He chuckles again. “If he’s anything like me, he’ll be ready for more. Just make sure you grab a handful of condoms instead of just one. I’m not sure if your partner is going to think about it. I know his mind must be all over the place right now. He’s about to lose his virginity to someone he doesn’t even know.”

The thought of that makes my heart hurt. Losing your virginity to someone should be special. Then again, I thought my first time was going to be more meaningful to the guy I was with, but I was just another notch on his belt. That left a tear in my heart that took a long time to heal. Whoever my partner is, they’re going to have a special night.

Jared’s focus averts to the other side of the room, and his eyes twinkle with mischief. “It’s time, Scotlyn. You have the green light.”

I let out a slow breath and step over the threshold of the changing room. “Here we go.”

Jared chuckles. “Good luck. And have fun.”

“Thanks,” I say, smiling at him one more time before the door shuts.

All I have to do now is take off my clothes. Once I have them all off, I fold them neatly and place them on the table beside the bowl of condoms. I grab a few of them and slowly exhale. I can’t believe I’m about to do this. The floor has warming units underneath the tiles, so it’s not cold as I close the distance to the main door.

I look up at the green light and take one more deep breath. There are five condoms in my left hand while my right is on the door handle. The second I press down, the lights in the changing room will go out, cloaking me in complete darkness.

“You can do this,” I whisper to myself.

I open the door and everything goes pitch black. What I have to remember is that I can’t say anything. I can hear the guy moving around on the bed, so I slowly make my way over. It doesn’t take long to feel the silky sheets. I run my fingers over them and casually place the handful of condoms at the edge of the bed.

The guy’s breathing picks up and it makes me smile. I’m about to have sex with a virgin.

As I stand there in the darkness, I can feel the tension in the air. The anticipation is palpable as I wait to see if he’ll make a move. Suddenly, I hear a rustling sound as he reaches out to touch me. I’m the one who’s supposed to be taking control, but I welcome this touch. He grazes my arm, sending a shiver down my spine. I maintain my composure, knowing that any noise is forbidden. We have to stay anonymous.



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