Total pages in book: 22
Estimated words: 20011 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 100(@200wpm)___ 80(@250wpm)___ 67(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 20011 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 100(@200wpm)___ 80(@250wpm)___ 67(@300wpm)
“Sex isn't everything in a relationship; connection and emotions are. But if sex is something you'd eventually want to explore, the right man will be patient and find what works for you.”
“You're wonderful,” Avery sniffled. “How are you still single?”
I chuckled and squeezed him a little tighter. “Thank you. I guess I just haven't found the right person.” I took a chance and added, “Until now.”
He gave a quiet gasp. “Even after what I just told you, you're still interested in me?”
“Absolutely. I've been drawn to you from the moment you stepped foot in this gym. If you'll let me, I want to spend time together and show you how a man should treat you.”
“That sounds so good,” he whispered into my neck. “But what happens if I can't…I mean, what if you're not able to put…” He shuddered again and I gently shushed him.
I'd already told him that sex wasn't the most important thing to me, but I understood why he was concerned, after everything he'd been through. But I knew something that might help settle his mind a little.
“There's something you don’t know about me too; something that turns away most men. Well, it's a reason why things haven't worked out with any man thus far.”
He raised his head to look at me. His eyes were red and swollen, but still so pretty. “What is it?”
“So many guys take a look at my size and my job, and assume certain things about me; mainly that I'll be aggressive and dominating in bed. But that's not the case. They want a rough ride, and while I’ve done it, it’s not what I prefer. I don't need to be dominated, but like to be on the…receiving…end of things.” I was attracted to men like Avery; smaller and thinner than I was. I'd never met anyone who was comfortable with taking control.
Avery blinked at me before his lips curled into a cute little smirk. “The right man will be patient and find what works for you.” I beamed at his repeated words. “I'm sorry I pushed you away. I should have been honest with you, but it's just so painful to revisit.”
“I understand, but I'm glad you told me. Avery, I want to learn everything about you so I can take care of you in every way you need. I promise to never do anything to hurt you. Will you take a chance on me?”
His smile faded and I braced myself for rejection, but he replied, “If you're willing to take a chance on me.”
There was no doubt in my mind. I wanted to get closer to him, take care of him, and show him just how great life could really be. To seal my promise, I leaned in slowly and pressed a gentle kiss to his cheek, receiving a beautiful smile in return.
“Do you feel like doing a lesson?” I wasn't eager to let go of him, but I thought it might help take his mind off of things.
He thought for a moment before nodding. “But can we sit like this for a little while longer?”
Whether he needed the support or just wanted to be held, I was thrilled either way. “We'll sit here as long as you like.”
Avery nestled his head against my shoulder again, finally relaxing for the first time since dinner. I'd cradle his body until he was ready for me to show him how to defend it.
Chapter Four
Avery
“What is this place?” I asked as we climbed out of Troy's truck and I saw the words ‘Air Time’ across the building we were walking towards. I'd never seen it before, as it was outside of city limits, and I was generally too busy with school to explore. Before meeting Troy, I typically spent my evenings studying or lost in a book.
But he had definitely broadened my horizons and livened up my days. Over the past three weeks, my gorgeous, amazing boyfriend (oh, how I loved that title, which I slipped up and used on our second date, but Troy loved it, so I used it every chance I got) had taken me to dinner, movies, and my favorite, walks in the park.
We both loved strolling by the lake and taking in the fall colors of the trees. They were even more beautiful with Troy by my side. Everything was. I'd never been happier in my life. He treated me with respect and kindness. He listened intently when I prattled on about math and codes. He showed patience and pride as he continued to teach me fighting techniques. He always made sure I ate before our lessons, and cheered me on during them.
But the most wonderful thing of all, if I had to only choose one, was how thoughtful and gentle he was when it came to intimacy. Troy was satisfied with taking baby steps with me. We kissed a lot, and even worked up to frotting together and some touching. The first time I grinded against his long, thick cock, I began to spiral, but Troy talked me down, easing me into a better head space with calm, sweet words.