Total pages in book: 88
Estimated words: 85167 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 426(@200wpm)___ 341(@250wpm)___ 284(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 85167 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 426(@200wpm)___ 341(@250wpm)___ 284(@300wpm)
Driver was Adonis or some other god of temptation put on the earth just to torture him. How had he lived his entire life without knowing this kind of pleasure? If he let himself, he could come just from watching. But wouldn’t that be a tragedy? Never knowing what it felt like to be inside Driver?
Tam wasn’t going to give up his one and only chance. He scooted closer and caressed Driver’s skin, needing to touch somehow but still too nervous to do anything more. Soon Driver was fitting another long finger beside the first. He hissed as he scissored them.
“I haven’t done this in a while.”
“Stop if it hurts.”
Driver’s chuckle was warm. “I love the way it hurts. I forgot how good it feels.”
That hit Tam hard because it went against everything he’d ever known, but Driver wasn’t lying. His cock twitched every time he stretched himself. Tam’s skin burned and his limbs were heavy from desire. Everything Driver did overwhelmed him until his every nerve ached. Needing to participate in Driver’s pleasure in whatever way he could, Tam leaned forward and took Driver into his mouth.
“Holy fuck!” Driver thrust up, making Tam cough. “Shit, sorry.”
Tam hummed around Driver’s cock. His heart tap-danced and his blood sang, but damn it tasted good. He flicked his tongue around the head, learning every inch of Driver’s impressive length. Salt burst over his taste buds, and he drank it up. He’d never had much of a sweet tooth, but salty snacks were his weakness.
And Driver was the best treat he’d ever tried.
“Fuck, baby. Stop or I’ll come.” Driver tapped Tam’s shoulder with his free hand. “Here.” He tossed the second foil packet at Tam. “Suit up, quick.”
With trembling fingers, Tam struggled to open the condom wrapper. He’d never done it before and it was strange. Jesus, he was nervous. What if he totally fucked this up? He flicked a glance up through his hair to find Driver waiting for him, calm and relaxed with three fingers now buried in his hole.
Tam sucked in a breath. He could do this. He could make this good, for Driver. For both of them.
He gathered the tattered remains of his confidence around himself like a brand new outfit full of glitter and gorgeousness and rolled the condom onto his shaft. As he moved into position, Driver removed his fingers and guided Tam to the target.
“Nice and slow until I adjust.”
Holy shit. Holy shit. Holy shit.
He was about to fuck Driver. Tam’s entire body trembled as he pushed against Driver’s tight star. He held his breath until he broke through and then he gasped. Fucking hell, it was scorching hot inside. Goddamn. He wasn’t going to make it. Sweat poured off him as he struggled to keep cool. Then Driver’s fingers clawed at his ass.
“That’s it. Take me.”
And Tam was a goner. He thrust the rest of the way inside with a loud groan and then held himself still above Driver with shaky arms. Driver smiled up at him, his eyes glassy and hooded. His grin was lopsided and kind of goofy. Damn if he didn’t already look satisfied. Tam’s inhale was unsteady, but the complete trust Driver gave him was powerful. It released him.
It made him strong enough to fight the shame that plagued him.
It made him invincible.
Driver circled his arms around Tam’s shoulders and tugged him down into a kiss, urging him to move with the grip on his ass.
Tam did.
He thrust and thrust and thrust until they were both gasping. With every inch, his head spun and his heart yearned.
He was burrowing into the core of Driver, finding a place inside to live forever.
Home.
When he reached out his hand, Driver’s was there to hold. Their fingers twined together, their tongues tangled, and their bodies joined.
It was everything Tam had never been brave enough to imagine.
The dream he’d never dreamed because it would cut too deeply when it didn’t come true.
So what if it was just once?
He would have his memory for the rest of his life.
* * *
He’d forgotten.
Or, maybe it had never felt this good before. But damn, right now, Driver’s whole body was electrified and he couldn’t catch his breath. Tam. Holy shit. Who would have guessed?
“God, baby.” Driver clutched him closer. “Don’t stop.”
Tam’s breath was sweet against Driver’s lips. Sweat dripped from his forehead and his skin glistened in the streetlight shining through the window. His lipstick was smudged and his mascara had begun to run, but he was still fucking beautiful. The most beautiful, gorgeous thing Driver had ever seen. He couldn’t take his eyes off the man above him. Not for a second. If he blinked, the mirage might disappear and he’d be back on that lonely road.
“You feel so good,” Tam whispered with a kind of awe in his voice. His nose touched Driver’s in an Eskimo kiss.