Total pages in book: 85
Estimated words: 82860 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 414(@200wpm)___ 331(@250wpm)___ 276(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 82860 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 414(@200wpm)___ 331(@250wpm)___ 276(@300wpm)
Mitch utters, “I hope not. This could cause trouble. I think it already has.”
I force out, “I understand. I assure you when the time comes, I can let her go.”
I almost hear Lily’s heart break when I say, “She’s just a girl. She’ll get over it. We knew it wouldn’t last anyway. We were stupid to start it.”
Mitch pauses a moment, then, “I’m sure you did the best you could, son. I know I can count on you, Nox. You’re one of my best men.”
I choke the urge to roar in anger and mutter, “Yes, sir. I can’t tell you how sorry I am. It was a moment of weakness and it won’t happen again.”
The rage builds inside of me. I feel it trail up my chest as it claws its way into my head.
Mitch finishes with, “I suspect it won’t. Keep me updated.” Then he’s gone.
Head pounding, I clutch the phone tight. Breathing deep, I dip my chin and say, “Come here, baby.”
Her voice hitches, “No.” She chokes out, “You made me believe…I’m so stupid…I believed…”
Turning, I throw down the cell and walk over to her. She holds her hands out, palms up and utters through gritted teeth, “Don’t you touch me. Don’t you fucking touch me.”
I plead, “Baby, listen to me.”
Walking back with her palms up, tears fall down her cheeks. She hisses, “I believed you! Don’t come near me, Nox. You’ve made it clear where we stand.”
Turning on her heel, she tries to escape.
Not a chance of that happening.
Running up behind her, I wrap my arms around her arms, holding her tight. She kicks out. “Let go of me! You’re a liar!” A sob bursts out of her, “You’re a goddamn liar and I hate you!”
Her body shakes with silent sobs and I rock her side to side, allowing her a moment to get it out. She weakens in my hold and stops fighting. I take this chance to explain, “Knew you were there the whole time, baby. And I never lied to you. I lied to Mitch.”
Lily mutters, “I don’t believe you. You were always going to leave me. You were never going to come back for me.”
There’s so much I want to tell her right now, but I can’t. Swallowing hard, I tell her, “Lily, I swear, I never lied to you. There are things I want to tell you, but I can’t right now. Just please believe me when I say I never lied to you.”
Still hurt by what she heard, she tries to pull free. “No. I don’t have to believe shit!”
Holding her tighter, I lean my head forward, closer to her ear and whisper, “What’s my name, princess?”
She stills in my arms. “Adam.”
I urge, “My full name.”
She whispers, “Adam Christian Taylor.”
“And where was I born?”
Her breath hitches. “White Deer, Texas.”
Planting a kiss to her neck, I ask, “When’s my birthday?”
She chokes on a sob. “March eighteenth.”
Burying my face into her neck, I say, “Know how many people know that information?”
Her answer if a sniffle.
I state, “You. Just you, Lily. You’re the only one I trust with that. Because you’re everything to me.”
Collapsing in my arms, she cries softly. I turn her around and pull her into a hug. I’m immediately relieved when her arms come around me and she squeezes me tight.
“I just heard- I mean, I walked in and--then you said--and I didn’t know--and it hurt so much!” She cries into my chest and I kiss the top of her head.
“I know. And I’m sorry you thought what you thought. But it was Mitch who needed to think what you thought. I heard you come in, baby. I knew you were there the whole time. I still had to do it,” I say as I rub her back.
Feeling protective of my girl, I decide to let her in on one little secret. “Doesn’t matter where you are, baby. I’ll come for you.” She lifts her watery eyes to mine and I state confidently, “I’ll come for you.”
Lifting her face, I lower mine. We meet in the middle.
The kiss is sweet. So much conveyed in that small gesture. I release her lips to whisper, “You gotta trust me like I trust you, ‘kay?”
She nods and sniffles. So I kiss her sweet lips again.
And again.
And again.
***
Lily
I hang out with Nox in his office for the rest of the afternoon.
He puts me to work filing, and although it’s a crappy job, I used to do it at Flynn Logistics all the damn time, so I’m good at it. Within an hour, I have him up to speed and he sets me to work looking through boxes to see if there’s anything else I can do without getting bored.
Nox types away at his laptop, clearly busy, so when I open the first book and gasp quietly, he doesn’t react.