Total pages in book: 51
Estimated words: 46501 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 233(@200wpm)___ 186(@250wpm)___ 155(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 46501 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 233(@200wpm)___ 186(@250wpm)___ 155(@300wpm)
I know that as sure as I know my own name. If I go through with this, no matter what, I will never feel for her what I feel for Lucia. “Look at me sweetheart.” Another slip of the tongue, but she didn’t seem to be paying attention.
“I said look at me.” I lifted her chin with my fingertip but she kept her eyes averted.
“What do you want Ethan? You’ve already made your choice. I’m going down to the office tomorrow and sign up. I’ll be out of your hair soon enough and you can marry that hag and you can both get fu…”
My mouth came down hard, covering hers, sinking my tongue inside, before I had the chance to think it through. She almost blew my fucking head off. Her taste was unlike anything I’d ever known.
Sweet summer peaches and some unknown spice that I couldn’t name. She’d got into her mom’s peach cobbler I thought, or maybe it was her natural taste. Whatever it was, the shit was addicting. I wanted to stay there like that, with her held in my arms, close to my heart, forever.
I ate at her lips, pressing the growing length of my cock hard against her middle until we both needed air, and even then I didn’t let her go. I couldn’t bring myself to. I’d walk barefoot across hot coals if I had to keep her. Of all the trials I’d faced and passed before, nothing felt like this. I had a feeling it would be the most important decision of my life. Maybe that’s why it was the hardest.
“You’re not leaving me.” I held her so tight my arms began to ache but I couldn’t let go.
“I can’t stay here. I can’t watch you marry someone else please don’t ask me to.” Because she would, I know she would stay if I asked her to, and what the hell would that make me? What a fucking mess.
She rubbed her cheek lovingly against my chest right over my heart, and it melted. “Just one more.” Her voice was soft and filled with sadness as she lifted her lips up to mine and I lowered my head to take them.
She went soft and pliant under my embrace, making it harder still to release my hold. I cupped her ass and lifting her to her toes, ground my cock into her pussy. I felt pre-cum bead at my cock tip and groaned into her mouth with such need it’s a wonder my heart didn’t give out.
“Why do you taste so good baby?” I knew her lips would be raw and swollen when I let go, that’s how hard I kissed her. She didn’t complain, didn’t pull away, but pushed herself harder against me, doing some of her own moaning.
Her tongue teased mine shyly and it was obvious that she hadn’t done this before. The realization only made me want her more. The thought of someone else having her made me see red and anger mixed with the confusion in my gut.
I released one half of her ass and grabbed the back of her head. “You can’t leave me, I wont let you.” Even as I said the words I knew they were empty. She was right; she couldn’t stay here and watch me marry someone else. And my honor wouldn’t let me break an unspoken promise.
I felt real anger at my mother for the first time during this whole mess. This was her doing. She’d decided my future before I had a choice, before I was given the chance to choose for myself. And now I’m in danger of losing the best thing that’s ever happened to me and ever will.
“I have to.” So sad, so broken.
“NO.” I yelled the word into her mouth as I gripped her hair harder in my hands. “I’ll kill you first.” I’d finally popped my fucking leash. “I don’t know what I’m going to do, but I will never let you go. Not in this life or the next.”
4
I don’t know how it happened. One minute I was kissing her like I would die without the taste of her, and the next she was on the grass beneath me. Our mouths fought for dominance as with everything else in our lives, but in the end I won, driving my tongue into her mouth while my hand eased beneath her top.
The feel of her warm flesh beneath my hand for the first time was like a shock to the system. My hand actually trembled as I traced patterns on her flat tummy with my fingertips. I had to release her from the kiss when we were both in danger of suffocating. Even then I didn’t want to leave her.
“You’re so soft baby.” My heart was in my fucking lungs. She felt like the first woman I’d ever had beneath me. All the others disappeared as if they had never been. There was no cautioning voice in my head telling me to pull back, to walk away. Just when I needed it most.