Total pages in book: 61
Estimated words: 58003 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 290(@200wpm)___ 232(@250wpm)___ 193(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 58003 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 290(@200wpm)___ 232(@250wpm)___ 193(@300wpm)
The research made Jude horny, but he resisted the urge to jerk off, so he’d have a better load for the cam show later. A bit of anticipation always made it more fun for him too.
He caught up with Shawn in the kitchen at teatime, but as Dev and Ewan were in there too, it wasn’t the time to broach the subject. Instead, Jude greeted them all with a hi.
“Alright,” Ewan said.
Dev turned and nodded from where he was stirring something on the hob. “Hi, Jude.”
“Hey. You look better than you did earlier. Did you have a good nap?” Shawn’s smile softened his features.
Jude couldn’t help staring for a moment. Shawn seemed softer somehow, less guarded than he’d always been before. Jude wondered if he was the only one who got to see this side of Shawn. The idea gave him a thrill of satisfaction. “Yes, thanks.” He flushed. “I wasn’t that hungover, really. I was just out late.”
He went to his cupboard and got out some bread to make a sandwich. Shawn already had the toasted sandwich maker heating up while he sliced cheese.
“Are you having two rounds, or have you got space for mine in there too?” Jude asked.
“You can put yours in. We can always make more after.”
Shawn was having ham and cheese; Jude went with cheese and tomato.
Once their sandwiches were ready, they took them through to the living room. Nobody else was in there, so they sat on the sofa with their plates on their laps.
Shawn turned the TV on and flicked through a few channels till he found some football. “This okay?”
“Sure.” Jude was moderately interested in football, and the players were always worth ogling even if he wasn’t following the match.
He wasn’t able to follow the game today, though, because his mind kept turning over images of Shawn naked and tied to a chair.
Fuck. Jude squirmed, getting hard at the thought of it. He was going to be really disappointed if Shawn didn’t want to play. Maybe it was better to find out sooner rather than later. They were alone, so there was no time like the present…
“So, I was wondering if you wanted to try something different today?” He angled himself so he could see Shawn.
Shawn side-eyed him, his mouth full of toasted sandwich. “Mmm?” He raised his eyebrows.
“How about you let me restrain you while I do stuff to you? When I teased you about being tied up, a lot of the commenters seemed to like the idea.”
And so did you. He didn’t say that part out loud.
Shawn’s eyes bulged and he seemed to have trouble swallowing his mouthful of sandwich. That shouldn’t have been sexy, but Jude’s brain was apparently locked onto a twenty-four-hour internal porn channel right then, because it only made him think about other things Shawn could choke on.
When Shawn finally swallowed, he cleared his throat; his cheeks flushed pink as he said, “Yeah. Okay. I mean… if you think it would earn us more tips.”
“Oh yeah. Definitely.” Jude played along. He was pretty sure now that Shawn wasn’t only in this for the money. But if he needed to pretend that money was the motivating factor, then Jude wasn’t going to ruin it for him.
“Yeah, well, that’s fine, then.” Shawn chuckled nervously. “I’ll try anything once.”
“Come up half an hour before we’re due to start and we can work out exactly what we’re going to do.”
“Okay.”
Jude went back to his room to google for a final check on the restraint method he was planning on trying with Shawn, as long as Shawn was okay with it. He watched the demonstration video and tested it out a few times to make sure he had it down. After that, he tidied his room ready for filming—the piles of dirty clothes in the corner would look a bit shit. Anticipation built as he waited for Shawn to show.
When a knock sounded on the door, Jude’s heart spiked with nerves as much as excitement. “Come in.”
Shawn looked as anxious as Jude felt, and Jude wondered whether they were doing the right thing by trying something new so soon, especially with an audience. What if Shawn didn’t like it but didn’t feel he could say anything while the camera was rolling?
Shawn closed the door and locked it, then stood with his hands in his pockets and his body tense.
“Are you okay?” Jude wanted to go over to Shawn and reassure him physically. He instinctively knew Shawn would respond to his touch, but would it be weird?
Shawn gave a curt nod, but a muscle ticked in his jaw.
Fuck it. Jude crossed the room and put his hands on Shawn’s shoulders. Shawn’s eyes flew wide, but he didn’t flinch; he held Jude’s gaze, chin up and eyes steady.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” Jude asked. “It’s totally your call. If you’ve had second thoughts, it’s fine.”