Total pages in book: 125
Estimated words: 118592 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 593(@200wpm)___ 474(@250wpm)___ 395(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 118592 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 593(@200wpm)___ 474(@250wpm)___ 395(@300wpm)
“Tell us what you want, Memphis,” I said softly as I traced my finger over his mouth.
“I want you inside of me,” he whispered. “Both of you.” Excitement went through me at the prospect of being connected to Memphis is such a way for the first time, but when he added, “At the same time,” a whisper of fear went through me.
“Memphis…” I said, unable to hide the uncertainty in my voice.
“Please,” Memphis said softly. “I need you both…I can’t explain it, but I just do.”
The raw need in Memphis’s gaze tore at my heart, but I also saw the truth of his words. I lifted my eyes to Tristan’s and saw the fear there, but he also nodded. I turned my attention back to Memphis and said, “I’ve never done double penetration before…we don’t want to hurt you.”
Memphis pulled me down for a kiss. I liked feeling some of the old, confident Memphis in the way he took control of my mouth. It assured me that as vulnerable as he was, he was still capable of knowing what he wanted.
“Just go slow and if I need you to stop, I’ll tell you.”
He pulled Tristan down for a kiss next. “You won’t hurt me, baby,” he whispered against Tristan’s lips. “You know I need it right? You…you’ve felt it.”
Tristan nodded. “We’re going to make it better, Memphis. I promise.”
Tears stung my eyes as I realized what was about to happen would change us forever, but in the best way. We’d all led such different lives, had different experiences. But all three of us had that same place deep inside that had been perpetually empty, waiting.
This wasn’t just about getting Memphis off or letting him forget his horrific past for a little while. It was about giving each other what only we could. We’d be filling that empty space forever and no one and nothing, not even our own fears and insecurities, would be able to take that away.
Tristan and I took our time working Memphis over again and by the time I slipped a condom on and began lubing myself up, Memphis was breathing heavily and frantically kissing Tristan as his cock glistened with stream after stream of pre-cum. I took my time stretching him with my fingers and by the time I pushed a fourth finger inside of him, he was gasping for breath and clinging to Tristan who was murmuring encouraging words in his ear.
I kept my fingers inside of Memphis as I leaned over him and kissed him softly since he was too on edge to do anything else. “Tell me you still want this.”
He nodded and then drew in some air, presumably to make it possible to speak. “I do, more than anything.”
“I love you,” I whispered and then kissed him again before pulling back and carefully removing my fingers. Tristan kissed Memphis and shared the same words of love as I got into position. Tristan had already rolled him up on to his side and as soon as I was behind Memphis, Tristan helped us roll back so that I was lying on my back beneath Memphis, his back to my front. I wrapped my arms around him to support him and sought out his mouth. He was still panting, but he returned my kiss with fervor.
We were all working on instinct so we fumbled with the positions for a moment and then I felt Tristan’s hand on my cock. He guided me to Memphis’s opening and I gently pushed into him, taking my time to let him adjust. He groaned above me and closed his eyes. I felt his fingers clutch at my hands where they were holding onto his chest and stomach. I saw Tristan give Memphis’s cock several gentle tugs, and then he was reaching for a condom and the lube. As Tristan got himself ready, I thrust into Memphis until I was fully seated.
“Yes,” he sighed when I bottomed out. “More,” he asked softly and I began to slide in and out of him. I made sure my thrusts were slow and deep, enough to drive him higher, but not so high that he would go over with just a little stimulation. He was moaning heavily by the time Tristan shifted into position and when my eyes connected with Tristan’s, I stopped moving.
“Baby, are you ready for us?” I asked as I kissed his neck.
“Yes,” he said brokenly as he tried to roll his hips. I steadied him with my hands and shifted my legs and his to give Tristan room. I felt Tristan’s cock against mine a second before Memphis moaned and I said a silent prayer that I could hold it together long enough to make this perfect for both of my men.
Chapter Twenty-Six
Tristan
I ignored the trembling in my fingers as I held my cock in place. I glanced up for only the briefest of seconds to make sure Memphis was okay and saw his dark gaze on mine, his lips parted and his fingers clutching Brennan’s hand where it was resting on his chest. I would have liked to have kept my eyes on him, but I needed to focus on controlling my entry into his body. So I dropped my eyes and watched the head of my dick pierce his already-filled hole. I was hyperaware of everything at that point. All the sounds both Memphis and Brennan were making, their breathing, my own, the feel of Brennan’s cock beneath mine…