Total pages in book: 48
Estimated words: 43284 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 216(@200wpm)___ 173(@250wpm)___ 144(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 43284 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 216(@200wpm)___ 173(@250wpm)___ 144(@300wpm)
Putting things in perspective wasn’t really that easy when you only had one choice. I was so in love with the idiot it was stupid, and I couldn’t see walking away no matter how much he pissed me off. But maybe this way I could get some of my own back.
I didn’t stop to think about his anger because I didn’t care. He’d chosen them over me and I was so done. I fought back stupid tears as I sat there mulling over the situation and coming up with no answers. He held all the cards, once again I was getting the short end of the stick.
By the time I was ready to go people were showing up. I turned my phone on and was blasted by his first voicemail. “Call me back this instant or you won’t sit for a week, you’re being unreasonable Brianna and you know it, fuck…” He hung up and I looked down at the screen; that had been an hour ago. “Oh shit.”
I wasn’t feeling so brave anymore as I made my way home on foot. I kept looking over my shoulder expecting him to jump out at me any second. Gabriel is a bit volatile when riled and the tone of that message said he was beyond pissed.
I was so lost in thought of what he might do to me that I didn’t see him approach. I opened my mouth to scream when the hand grabbed my arm until I smelt him.
“One fucking sound outta you and you’ll regret it.” Oh he was pissed, well too damn bad, so was I. Now that he was here I wasn’t so afraid of what he’d do anymore, I was too pissed at him to care anymore.
He dragged me to his car right there in the open just a little ways down from my house. No one was about, but who knows who was looking out their window. I didn’t have time to enjoy the fact that he had come after me, as soon as he got in the car after buckling me in and slamming the door, he went off.
“Where the fuck have you been?” I folded my arms and looked straight ahead. If he wanted to know where I was then he should’ve been with me. “Brianna I asked you a question look at me little girl and don’t fuck with me. I’ve been sitting outside your fucking house for an hour.”
Good, if he was here then he wasn’t with them. I don’t care how selfish that makes me he was supposed to be mine. “Did you hear me?” I turned eyes of venom his way even though I wasn’t really that mad anymore. He’d come after me, he’d really come after me and if I played my cards right there might be a good hard fuck in this for me. I needed one, needed that connection, that reassurance I guess.
“Oh you wanna play, fine.” I didn’t know where the hell he was going when he sped off and I didn’t really care, we were together and I had won. I felt a little bad about the way I’d done things but why shouldn’t I come first for once in my life?
He drove out of town so I knew we weren’t going to his house. That stung a little but I guess I should celebrate my mini victory and not push too hard too fast. It had only been a few weeks after all, but so much had been promised in that time, so many dreams weaved even if they’d been left unspoken.
“Where are you taking me?”
“Don’t you say one word to me you spoilt little bitch, you’ll see where we’re going soon enough.” I didn’t have long to wait before he was pulling off onto this dirt road that led to nothing but overgrown fields. I don’t think anyone even came here anymore, but it was the in place when my folks were younger.
“Get out.” He growled the words at me before slamming out of his side of the car. Well excuse me, grouchy much? I stepped down and waited for the explosion. The crazy one was stomping through the brush grabbing at his jet-black hair and mumbling obscenities.
When he was rational again he came back to where I was standing next to the car out of the eye of the storm. “Where were you?” I’m guessing he though that was his calm voice but the steam coming off of him was a testament to the fact that he was about to blow his gasket.
“Nowhere.” I was in the right mood for his ass let him see how that shit…oh shit. I found myself backed up against the side of the car with his body pressed into mine causing me to lean back. “Do you think I’m playing with you? You think I’m one of those fucking little boys in your class? I said, where…the fuck…were…YOU?” He actually reached down beneath my skirt and tore my panties off before sniffing them. I was almost lost for words.