Total pages in book: 152
Estimated words: 145574 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 728(@200wpm)___ 582(@250wpm)___ 485(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 145574 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 728(@200wpm)___ 582(@250wpm)___ 485(@300wpm)
“Who died?” Cartwright asked in that blunt way the military prized.
“Her fiancé.” She took every emotion clawing at her throat and shoved it down. Later, she could feel it. Later, she could curl up in Jameson’s arms and cry for the friend she’d lost—the love her sister had been denied. Later…but not now.
“I’m sorry for her loss.” Cartwright swallowed, then looked down the hall and back, as though she, too, needed to compose herself, then lifted her chin. “While the circumstances of your birth afford you both certain…leniencies, I would be remiss in my duties if I did not warn you that she cannot afford another such outburst.”
“I understand.” She didn’t, but she’d seen enough lectures about emotional stability to know they weren’t being singled out. It simply was.
“Ever.” Cartwright raised her brows and spoke softly.
“It won’t happen again,” she promised.
“Good. You have to be of steady hands and stout hearts to stand at that board, Assistant Section Officer. Men’s lives are at risk. We cannot afford to lose one because we are distraught over one already lost. Should the Senior Section—”
“It. Won’t. Happen. Again.” Scarlett squared her shoulders and stared her superior in the eye.
“Good.” Her gaze drifted toward the door, where Constance’s soft cries were still making their way through the heavy wood. “Take her to her quarters—or better yet, your home. I’ll have Clarke and Gibbons cover your watches. Make sure she’s calm before you bring her through the halls.” It was as much compassion as Scarlett had seen Cartwright give to anyone, and though it wasn’t enough, Scarlett saw it for what it was—a lifeline.
“Yes, ma’am.”
“She’ll find another. We always do.” She turned on her heel and strode down the hall.
Scarlett slipped back into the supply room, closing the door and sinking to the floor to gather her sister in her arms.
“What am I going to do?” Constance broke her heart a little more with every sob. Every tear.
“Breathe,” Scarlett answered as she swept her hand up and down Constance’s back. “For the next few minutes, you’re going to breathe. That’s all.” If she’d lost Jameson— Don’t think like that. You can’t afford to let that in.
“And then what?” Constance cried. “I love him. How am I supposed to live without him? It hurts too much.”
Scarlett’s face twisted as she fought for control, for the strength Constance would need. “I don’t know. But for these minutes, we breathe. Once that’s done, we’ll take on the next.”
Maybe by then, she’d have the answer.
…
“Is it true?” Scarlett asked as she flung her coat over a chair in the kitchen more than a month later.
“Nice to see you, too, dear,” Jameson answered with a smile as he flipped the potatoes in the pan.
“I’m being serious.” She crossed her arms over her chest.
He had half a mind to tell the potatoes to go to hell and eat his wife for dinner instead, but the narrowing of her eyes gave him pause. It wasn’t just another rumor she was questioning. She knew. He muttered a curse. Damn, news traveled fast.
“Can I take that as a yes?” she questioned, her eyes sparked with so much anger, he half expected to see flames shoot out of them at any moment.
He moved the potatoes off the burner, then faced his beautiful, furious wife. “Kiss me first.”
“I beg your pardon?” She arched a brow.
He wrapped his arms around her and tugged her close, savoring the feel of her body against his. They’d been married five months. Five incredibly happy, almost normal months—if there was such a thing in the middle of a war—and everything was about to change. Everything but the way he felt about her.
He loved Scarlett more than he had the day he married her. She was thoughtful, strong, smart as a whip, and when he put his hands on her, they both went up in flames. But this…this he’d been desperately clinging to this new normal they’d carved out for themselves.
“Kiss me,” he ordered again, lowering his face. “I’ve barely seen you in the last few days. We haven’t eaten dinner together for a week because of our schedules. Love me first.”
“I love you always.” Her eyes softened, and she brought her lips to his, kissing him gently.
His heart jolted, just like it did every time. He kissed her slowly, thoroughly, but kept himself in check. He wasn’t trying to distract her with sex—not that she’d fall for it anyway. One more moment—that was all he needed.
He pulled back gently, lifting his head so he could see her eyes. “We’re being reposted to Martlesham-Heath.”
Those crystal-blue eyes he loved flared with disbelief. “But that’s…”
“Eleven group,” he finished for her. “We’re operational. They need us there.” Where the majority of the action took place. He cradled her face in his hands and fought the rending sensation in his heart—it was too similar to the one he’d felt back at Middle Wallop when they’d been forced to part. “We’ll figure it out.”