Total pages in book: 114
Estimated words: 108483 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 542(@200wpm)___ 434(@250wpm)___ 362(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 108483 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 542(@200wpm)___ 434(@250wpm)___ 362(@300wpm)
“You look great,” I tell Kimba when we arrive at Beltway’s downtown studio.
“Ya think?” She fluffs the cloud of her naturally textured brown hair, highlighted with gold. “That Orangetheory must be working. Gotta keep this ass in check.”
Several men and a few women watch said ass in Kimba’s body-hugging fuchsia dress.
“I think you’re doing just fine,” I say wryly.
“You look great, too.” She nods to my dress. “Is that another Wiona original?”
“Yup.” I smooth the fitted azure dress and scarf at my neck. “I try to wear her stuff when I have appearances.”
Wiona is an incredibly gifted Indigenous fashion designer I met in North Dakota. I wear her clothes every chance I get, declaring my heritage when I can.
We’re in the dressing room getting our makeup freshened when Alice, the producer, comes in. She’s sharp, and I respect her despite the fact that her host is a bit of an ass. He postures himself as a moderate who maintains professional objectivity, but I think it thinly veils his implicit bias and misogyny. Kimba says I find bias and misogyny in houseplants. She’s not wrong, but come on. That shit’s everywhere.
“So did they tell you who’s on with you today?” Alice asks, splitting a glance in the mirror between Kimba and me as the makeup artists apply color to our cheeks.
Beltway’s format is similar to old-school late-night television in that the guests stay as others are added. It’s kind of Bill Maher–esque with the host encouraging conversation and interaction between the guests.
“It’s Rhonda Mays?” Kimba asks. “The special education advocate?”
“And Senator Biggs,” I add. “Republican from Ohio, right?”
“Oh.” Alice’s brows pull into a careful crinkle like she doesn’t want to fully frown. “We had some booking changes. Only one other guest today. I’m sorry you weren’t apprised.”
I stiffen. I don’t like walking into situations blindly. Anyone working for any length of time in DC knows that about me. Kimba and I think quickly on our feet, but I don’t like to be caught flat-footed. I’ve been ambushed more than once by some reporter trying to make their name off my possible gaffe. Preparation is key.
“Who?” I ask curtly.
“Owen Cade.”
Motherfucker.
Not Owen personally. He’s not a motherfucker, as far as I can tell. He’s actually proven to be an excellent senator. Moderate in some of the ways I’d prefer him to be progressive, but not a douchebag. He’s compassionate, seems to put his constituents first, has never been associated with any scandal, and has that “it” factor most politicians would give their left nut or boob for. He has stock in that “it” factor.
Like his brother.
“That’s fine,” Kimba says. “Thanks, Alice.”
“Oh, good,” Alice says, relief on her face. “See you out there. Someone will come get you when it’s time.”
The door closes behind Alice, and I catch Kimba’s eyes in the mirror.
“You know I don’t like surprises,” I say through a thin opening in my lips as the makeup artist traces the outline of my mouth.
“I know you don’t like Cades,” Kimba says, her eyes obediently to the ceiling while her tech applies mascara.
“I think that looks great,” I tell the makeup artist, gesturing toward her bags and brushes and colorful palettes. “Thanks, but we’re done.” I look at Kimba’s tech in the mirror. “You, too.”
“I’m almost done,” she protests. “I just need to—”
“You’re done,” I say with a smile that barely moves my freshly painted lips.
Once we’re alone, Kimba and I share a long look in the mirror. The name Cade always makes me feel ill at ease.
“You know he’s in town, right?” Kimba asks.
“Who?” My muscles tighten, braced for her answer.
“Maxim. Testifying before Congress about climate change.”
“Oh.” I look away from my friend to the safety of my own reflection in the mirror, finding stray hairs to smooth. “How nice he remembered he’s an American and graced our shores.”
“He’s in America all the time, but a lot of his business is overseas.”
“Sounds like you’ve kept up with him a lot more than I have, which is not at all.”
“It was ten years ago, Lenn. I know he lied to you—”
“Right. Ten years ago, which is what makes this conversation completely unnecessary.”
I last saw Maxim face-to-face in that Oklahoma conference room. His threat of “coming back for me” has proven an idle one, though he did try to maintain contact at first. His text messages—unreturned. Postcards from faraway places—tossed in the trash. Voice mails—deleted before I could hear the plea in his words. The incident—okay, the fucking—in the conference room demonstrated that I’m vulnerable where Maxim Cade is concerned, so I had to shut down every attempt, cut him off at every pass, and keep him out of my life. He was so busy risking his life in the Amazon or where the hell ever, it wasn’t hard to do.
And then it all just…stopped.