Total pages in book: 84
Estimated words: 82109 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 411(@200wpm)___ 328(@250wpm)___ 274(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 82109 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 411(@200wpm)___ 328(@250wpm)___ 274(@300wpm)
“No baby this is our sons room where he'll be living all the time”
“What? Colt.... no” I shake my head and push passed him, half way down the hall he stops me and wraps his arms around me pulling my back to his front
“Baby I want you here in our home with our son, I want my Grandmothers ring on your finger and for you to have my last name and for you to be in our bed every night. He pulls me back with him until we get to the end of the hall and he pushes the door open, he walks me in still holding me tight. There’s a huge bed in the room mahogany side tables and dresser the same cream throughout and a plush cream carpet.
“Colt it's beautiful but I'm not ready, you slept with that bitch and broke my heart”
“Baby please, I'm so sorry I was so fuckin' drunk but I'm fuckin' tellin' you, I didn't fuck Star please believe me I didn't”
“I saw you Colt in bed with her”
“Yeah but I didn't fuck her” I push him away but he holds on tight
“You know Colt in all the years I lived with my dad through all of the beatings that I endured the broken bones the punches fat lips bruises dislocated limbs, him even almost killing me a few times all of that fucked up shit that I went through, nothing compares to what you did to me”
“Fuck Niya...baby please I'm telling the truth, I wouldn't do that to you to us, I love you so much I want us to be a family” he says placing his hands over my belly
“Please just give us a chance that's all I'm asking for just a chance for our son baby please” I push him back
“That's low Colt using our son as an excuse”
“Niya” I shake my head feeling scared (what if I did give him a chance and he broke my heart again)
“How do I know you won't hurt me again Colt”
“Because I haven't done anything wrong... please baby please” he falls to the floor wrapping his arms around my legs tight “Please” I lift my head (god give me strength) we stand like that for ages and I can see the pain, he's hurting just as much as me and I want to reach down and run my fingers through his hair but I stop myself “Please baby” he whispers I feel the pain right to my heart (just give it a go)
“Ok Colt I'll give us a chance, but I'm not promising anything do you hear me” he stands up and pulls me to him and kisses my neck
“No promises, I hear you” he whispers and my nipples harden, his heat makin’ me feel woozy
“Colt I better go” I tell him needing space
“No, we haven't talked”
“I thought this was our talk”
“No baby I want to talk about the baby”
“The baby”
“Yeah”
“What about the baby?”
“Come on” he pulls me back down the hall to the living room and we sit down on the sofa
“Colt what about the baby?”
“We haven't discussed what where going to call him or anything”
“Oh, you wanna discuss baby names” I ask a little surprised this was what he wanted to talk about
“Yeah”
“Ok what do you have in mind”
“I like the name Ethan”
“Ethan is ok”
“Ok what about Tyler”
“No”
“What about Logan?”
“I like Logan” That's Razor’s real name
“I know that's why I mentioned it”
“You want to name our son after Razor” he shrugs his shoulders
“It's just a suggestion, do you have any you like” he asks me
“Um I was thinking Zachary”
“Zachary”
“Yeah what's wrong with it”
“Nothing it's just very bibley”
“Bibley is that even a word”
“I don't know what else you got”
“Caleb”
“Um”
“Colt come on where naming our son”
“Fine what about Austin”
“Austin, I like it”
“Mason......Riley......Coby......Ryan come on babe give me something”
“I don't know Colt I think once I meet him the name will just come”
“Babe did you like any of them”
“I like them all Colt it's not like I'm naming my new car this is our son this name will be with him forever”
“Unless he becomes a Devils Soldier”
“You want him to join the club”
“Babe I want him to be whatever the fuck he wants as long as he's happy” I smile
“I better be going I'm beat, this pregnancy is really taking it out of me” I go to stand but Colt stands up and pulls me up “Thank you, I never appreciated just how thin I was until now”
“Baby your beautiful”
“That's cruel Colt don't tease”
“Who the fucks teasing your gorgeous” he leans down and kisses me, I can't help it my traitorous body craving his touch. I grab his shirt and pull him to me and moan instantly getting wet (god I wanna slide down to my knees and taste him) I moan again but my brain kicks in and I step back