Total pages in book: 114
Estimated words: 109294 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 546(@200wpm)___ 437(@250wpm)___ 364(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 109294 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 546(@200wpm)___ 437(@250wpm)___ 364(@300wpm)
I wanted to lose my temper and scream, but I knew she deserved better than that. “Nothing you say will change my mind. Fender and I are the best fighters in our crew, and we will destroy those assholes. I won’t be able to focus if I’m worried about you the entire time. You need to trust me.”
“And what do I do if you don’t come back?” Her voice broke. “It’s not like I can just move on. You are the man I’m supposed to be with, and without you, I’ll be alone…forever. If you die, I want to die with you. If you’re going to risk your life, I risk mine too.”
“I will come back.”
“You can’t promise that.”
“Did I promise?”
Her eyes fell. “I want to save these girls too. I belong there.”
“And you did save them…because you saved me.”
She inhaled a deep breath, her eyes watering.
“They’re not going to expect us to hit so hard and so quickly. It will be an easy defeat. I’m not arrogant and won’t be complacent about it so my guard will drop. I will finish this, and I will come back to you. You need to have faith in me.”
She continued to breathe hard, like I’d just asked her to do the impossible.
“I’m not bringing you. I’m sorry, but I’m not. Instead of spending our last night arguing about it, we can go home and be together. That’s how I want to spend our time. What about you?”
She inhaled another breath, her eyes watering more. After a loud sniff, she nodded. “Are you riding to the camp?”
I didn’t expect such a question. “Yes.”
“I want you to ride Rose. She’ll take care of you.”
My heart softened as I heard her offer. “Okay.”
We slept on and off. We made love many times then went to sleep. We would wake up again and be together once more before drifting back into our dreams. When we woke up the next day, it was past noon.
After I showered and got ready, I went downstairs to see a coffee waiting for me. There was also a muffin, even though I wouldn’t eat it.
I grabbed the cup and took a drink.
She stood there, in a nice dress with earrings in her lobes, terror permanently in her eyes. She was like a wife watching her husband go off to war.
I stood in front of her and looked into her face, seeing the invisible tears behind her eyes. “In a few hours, those women will be free. There will never be another Red Snow. They’ll go back to their lives and find peace. Just think about that while I’m gone.”
She looked down at her hands. “I care about those girls, but I care about you a lot more. You’re the one I’m worried about. I need you to come back to me.”
Watching her love me was the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen. It was a kind of love that was far beneath the skin, deep in the heart. It was unconditional and passionate. I’d been with a lot of beautiful and interesting women in my lifetime, but I’d never had anything like this, something so special. I wasn’t sure what I did to earn the undying affection of such an incredible woman. I knew I would treasure it every single day as long as I lived. “I will do everything I can to come back to you, ma petite amie.”
“I know…”
My hands cupped her face, and I pressed a kiss to her forehead.
Her arms wrapped around my waist, and she rested her head against my chest. She held me tight like she didn’t want me to go.
I didn’t want to go either.
But I knew, once it was over, it would just be us.
Just us forever.
The sound of the elevator rising to our floor was audible from where we stood near the kitchen.
“It’s Fender.”
She pulled away but kept her arms around my waist. “I’ve never been so scared in my life. It’s far more terrifying to lose the life of someone you love than your own. I never thought I would fall in love like this. I never thought I would have a man like this. I just got you… I’m not ready to let you go. You’re supposed to be my husband. We’re supposed to make babies. Please don’t take that away from me.”
All those things didn’t scare me. I’d never thought about having a family of my own. I never thought about having a wife. But once Raven and I were committed to each other, all of that seemed natural. I never even told her I wanted those things. She said she wanted them, and then I did too. “I won’t.”
The elevator doors opened, and Fender and Melanie joined us in the living room.
I pulled away from Raven and regarded my brother. “Are you ready?”