Total pages in book: 30
Estimated words: 26959 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 135(@200wpm)___ 108(@250wpm)___ 90(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 26959 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 135(@200wpm)___ 108(@250wpm)___ 90(@300wpm)
All other thought was lost on her at the feel of his dick stretching her unused muscles.
“I didn’t know.” He seemed to be talking to himself as he stilled inside of her. The root of his shaft rubbed her clit, bringing her closer to another orgasm quickly. “I would have done this a completely different way if I had known, Sasha.” His breathing was hard and frantic against her neck. “I just wanted you so damn bad, baby.”
“Don’t stop,” she moaned. It hurt and was uncomfortable, but she’d never felt anything better.
“Never,” he groaned. His thrusts were slow and steady at first but gradually picked up speed until Sasha was also lifting her hips and grinding herself on him. “I want to feel you come around me.” Tanner reached between their bodies and started rubbing her clit.
A hard shudder left Sasha, and felt a spike of something dark and erotic weave through her.
“Come on, sweetheart. Give me what I want. Come around my cock.”
He thrust into her three more times before burying himself completely inside of her pussy and rubbing her clit faster. She came, her inner muscles clenching around his girth. And that’s what sent him over the edge.
He buried his face in the crook of her neck and groaned out his orgasm. “Fuck, yes. Oh Christ.”
For several moments, neither of them did anything but try to catch their breath. The seriousness and reality of what they had just done coursed through her instantly. The high from her orgasm dissipated, and she wondered what he would say once they both thought clearly.
He pulled out of her and helped her to stand and fix her clothes.
He tucked himself back in his pants, and she pushed her dress down, suddenly feeling extremely exposed. She spied her panties in tatters beside her feet and quickly picked them up and balled them in her fist. And that’s when she felt his cum start to slip down her inner thigh.
Then things changed.
Did he already regret what they’d done? Licking her suddenly dry lips, she watched as he averted his eyes, and a wave of disappointment moved through her.
“Tanner?” His name came out softly from her, and she wondered if he’d heard her or decided to ignore her and this situation. But then he stiffened, and she knew he’d heard just fine.
So avoiding the situation it was.
“Shit.” He still had yet to look at her. “Listen.”
She held back her tears. No way she’d let him see her cry.
“Dammit, baby.” Clearly he saw she was on the verge of breaking down because he pulled her into his arms a second later. The feel of his hand moving up and down her back did nothing to make her feel better.
Everything just felt off now. “I’m fine,” she said and pushed him back.
“I am so fucking sorry.” He took her face in his hands and stared in her eyes. “ I’m drunk and didn’t know what I was doing. I shouldn’t have let it get that far.”
She tensed, but he continued before she could respond.
“I should have stopped, but you smelled so good and felt so tempting.” He inhaled deeply.
She closed her eyes, wishing that she could wake up from this nightmare. It was getting worse by the minute.
“You are so much better than me—than this.”
The only thing worse than losing her virginity to one of the guys she loved and him regretting it was hearing him try to console her and tell her she was better than he was.
Sasha pushed away from him and didn’t hide the hurt and anger she felt. She hoped he could see it… feel it. It churned inside of her, and she knew it would be there for the rest of her life, rotting and festering until it consumed her fully.
Telling him she’d been in love with him since she was twelve years old was on the tip of her tongue, but really, what good would it do? He’d made himself perfectly clear.
Instead, Sasha drew up her courage from deep inside. “Don’t you fucking apologize to me, Tanner.” His eyes widened. The spurt of vicious anger grew inside of her until it threatened to consume her whole. “Besides, I was bound to lose it to someone at some time.” Hurting him was all she could think about right now. “You just happened to be here at the right time.” The lie stung and felt like acid leaving her mouth.
He flinched. “Don’t say that, sweetheart.”
For a moment, she wanted to think he truly did care for her like she did him. The pain she felt was indescribable and took up every single empty space inside of her. Sasha should have been smart enough and stopped it before it had gone as far as it did. But it was too damn late for that now.