Total pages in book: 73
Estimated words: 71034 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 355(@200wpm)___ 284(@250wpm)___ 237(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 71034 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 355(@200wpm)___ 284(@250wpm)___ 237(@300wpm)
Why the hell shouldn’t I play this out like a fantasy? I loved the idea of servicing a hot man, of doing whatever it took to please him. At first, I’d loved to role-play with Tommy, then playing a submissive role stopped being my choice.
I could recapture my ability to choose now. I could play with Worth, and if anything happened that I didn’t like, I would confess who I really was. Worth wouldn’t hurt me. Beck warned me he was a hell of a player and he loved to get dirty, but he was kind. Worth just wanted everyone to have fun. Beck trusted him fully, so I would too.
Was that crazy? Maybe, but I was safer playing this game with Worth than I’d ever been with Tommy. Beck sent me on this trip to relax, have fun, and treat myself. I shouldn’t repay that by fucking his brother, but I’d been half in love with Worth since the single time we’d met. I’d followed him online when things started to go downhill with Tommy. I’d jerked off to his image. I felt guilty as hell about it, but now, I had a chance at the real thing, and I didn’t have the strength to say no. Beck didn’t have to know.
I stretched out on the bed on my back and let my legs fall open. A few minutes later, Worth walked in.
He sat down on the side of the bed and let his gaze roam over me. “We’re going to have so much fun. I’ve got a lot of tension I need to work off. I hope you’re available for the whole night.”
I swallowed hard. “I…I am.”
“You seem nervous. You don’t have to play innocent for me. That’s not what I need for the things I want to do to you. If you’re really that shy, relax. I swear you’re going to love this as much as I do.”
I licked my lips and gazed up at him. “I am a little nervous.”
“Are you new to this?”
My eyes widened. “I’m not a virgin.”
“New to this profession?”
I nodded. “Yes, but I know what I’m doing.”
At least I hoped I did. Tommy had just wanted to use me to get off. There hadn’t been more than that in ages and I’d learned to dissociate the whole time. When I was alone and could fantasize, I imagined all the things I’d like to be doing, sometimes with the man who now stood in front of me.
4
WORTH
Ilet my eyes linger over the gorgeous young man laid out in front of me. He was perfection. Damn, I needed this.
He seemed nothing like the men I was used to. My hookups tended to be hard-edged, demanding twinks who knew exactly what they wanted. They took my dick like it was more of a transaction than this would literally be. Those hookups served their purpose, but this young man’s combination of innocence and sensuality had my body buzzing like it hadn’t in a while.
I tossed the packets of lube I’d retrieved from my pants onto the bed and pressed the palm of my hand against the bulge in my briefs. The young man sucked in his breath. “What’s your name?”
“Laurie.”
“Laurie, we are going to have a very lovely time tonight.”
He nodded and smiled up at me.
“Since you’re nervous, I want you to know I have no intention of hurting you unless you like that.” Laurie licked his lips and looked away. I was sure he was thinking of something wicked. “Tell me what you want.”
“I should be asking you that.”
God, he was incredible. If he was faking this shyness, he was a damn good actor, but I didn’t care one way or another.
Beck really must be worried about me if he would surprise me like this. He clearly thought my stress levels were dangerous since he normally fussed about how many men I ran though. This one was perfect. I could already tell I was going to have the best sex I’d had in ages. I might even see if I could hire him for the entire trip.
I ran a hand along my chest and dipped my fingers under the waistband of my briefs to tease my cock. Laurie sucked in his breath, and I met his gaze.
“Like what you see?” He nodded, lips parted, eyes wide.
I was glad Beck had hired him for me. There were plenty of men out there who would take advantage of Laurie’s innocence, his sweetness. I intended to use him thoroughly, but I was going to make sure he enjoyed every second of it. He was a treasure, and he deserved to be cared for.
I climbed onto the bed, pushing Laurie’s legs farther apart and settling myself between them.
“Are you going to take those off?” he asked, gesturing toward my briefs.