Total pages in book: 48
Estimated words: 44774 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 224(@200wpm)___ 179(@250wpm)___ 149(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 44774 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 224(@200wpm)___ 179(@250wpm)___ 149(@300wpm)
“Honey, I’m in this regardless of what happens. I’m always gonna be with you. I was only going to use one to protect you. I never want you uncomfortable with sex. Not with me. And you ain’t having sex with anyone else, so you need to explain what’s going through your beautiful head.”
“The latex,” she said, unable to form the words she needed.
“You didn’t like the way it felt?” I could understand that, but surely there was more.
She nodded, then added, “It was like nails on a chalkboard, only in touch. Not sound.”
“Is that your only objection? You’re not scared of me, are you?”
“NO! No, Styx. I want this. Need it. Need you!” She was back to clutching at my shoulders and back, pulling me to her. Holding me tightly.
“OK, then. We do this bareback. Do you want me to pull out when I come?”
“No,” she said. “Not unless you want to.”
“This is for you, sweetheart. I want you to have what you need. I’ll give you anything you want.”
She sobbed then, so many emotions flitting over her face. If she’d hadn’t responded so genuinely to my touches and kisses, I’d have called a halt to this. But the only time she seemed to be in the here and now and not in the past was when I gave her pleasure. When she lost herself in what I was doing to her, she seemed to know exactly who she was with and wanted to be there as much as I wanted her there.
“Then please, come inside me, Styx. I don’t want any part of me to belong to anyone but you.”
As much as I knew she was hurting, I also wanted to howl with pride. She wanted me. She wanted to belong to me.
“I’ve never come inside a woman without a condom, Jolene. Once I do this, there’s no takin’ it back. Not for you or me. Already intended on makin’ you my ol’ lady, but this is your one chance. If you don’t want to be with me forever, you tell me now.”
“I want you, Styx. Not because I know you’ll protect me. But because I love you so much it hurts!”
“All right, then.”
Before I fucked her, I needed to make love to her. Needed her back in this and with me and out of the past that would probably always be just one bad thought or nightmare away. So I petted her body. Kissed my way to her breasts and suckled both of them, taking my time. Tasting her. Praising her and her response to me. When I got to her pussy, I nibbled and sucked and licked until she came over and over again, thrashing against me, rubbing her sweet little cunt over my mouth to ride out her orgasm as long as possible. After the third time, she tugged my hair, pulling me up her body.
“There’s my greedy baby. You ready for my cock now?”
“Yes! Give it to me! Now!”
“Fuck, yeah,” I bit out, knowing she was in exactly the right frame of mind for this. She’d found her way to the pleasure and left behind the pain. At least for now. “Gonna make you feel so fuckin’ good, Jolene. Look at me. Don’t you dare look away.”
She obeyed, gripping my arms as her gaze clung to mine. With a deliberate movement, I entered her pussy one slow inch at a time. Her eyes widened and her lips parted.
“Styx,” she whispered, her breathing coming faster and faster. “Fuck! Oh, God!”
“So fuckin’ tight, baby. Can you feel how fuckin’ tight we fit?”
She shuddered in my arms, clawing me as she wiggled beneath me. At first, I thought she wanted free, but all she did was adjust her hold, place her feet on my calves, and then met me with a thrust of her own. Before I was ready, I was completely inside her, my dick throbbing like a son of a bitch and on the verge of coming.
“Mother of God,” I bit out. “I ain’t comin’ before you do, Jolene! I just fuckin’ ain’t!”
She arched her back, thrusting her hips up and fucking herself with my cock. I tried to make her hold still, but there was just no way to keep her from it. She was firmly in control even though I tried desperately to wrestle it from her. Not fucking happening.
Finally, I realized all I could do was just hold on for the ride. Jolene was the most demanding lover I’d ever had. She saw what she wanted, and she went after it. It was going to be fun trying to tame my little hellcat.
I surged forward, meeting her bucking hips with ever-increasing thrusts of my own. Soon, we were coming together hard, our bodies slapping against each other. The sound was loud in our room, accompanied by our grunts, groans, and shouts. I was as loud as she was, reveling in the staccato rhythm we made together.