Total pages in book: 42
Estimated words: 39338 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 197(@200wpm)___ 157(@250wpm)___ 131(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 39338 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 197(@200wpm)___ 157(@250wpm)___ 131(@300wpm)
My brain is upside down. I’m panting. “I, uh . . .”
She looks into my eyes, nodding over what she sees. “You’re going to want more than my name on a marriage certificate, won’t you?”
“I can keep it under control,” I say thickly, my tongue nearly lolling out of my mouth.
Britta presses her forehead against mine, and we both look down at the crude outline of my erection, her letting out a soft expulsion of air. As if to say, Caught ya. The things I would give to have Britta unzip my pants and ride me on this couch. Limbs. Years of my life.
Hell, I’d give up hockey.
Because of that, I come very close to crying when she scoots off my lap and reclaims her chair, leaving me breathing like a marathon runner with a throbbing spike between my legs. “You’re a relationship guy. I can tell. Throw in the fact that you’re attracted to me, and this will go sideways.”
“You’re right. I am a relationship guy, but . . .” I’m searching for any way to reassure her that I’m listening and acknowledging. Taking her seriously. “It’s . . . obvious you’re not a relationship girl.”
That’s what I come up with.
She blinks. Rears back a little, then recovers. Did I say the wrong thing? “R-right. I’m not. I’m not a family girl either. I don’t want to get married and have kids. None of that. And you clearly do. I’m worried this arrangement might mislead you—”
“No. I won’t be misled.” All right, look. If I’m saying this to her, I have to mean it. I can’t lie to her. Maybe I’ll never totally let go of the hope she’ll change her mind about me, but I won’t try to trick her into changing. I won’t back her into any corners. That’s a vow. “You’re not a relationship girl. You’re not a family girl. I won’t forget.”
“Sumner, I don’t know . . .”
“You get to be an owner in this place. I get my green card. We can do this as friends.”
“Not a relationship. An . . . expirationship?”
I loathe that word as soon as it comes out of her mouth.
“We can’t break up as soon as you get your green card, or everyone would do it. They’ll find it suspicious, and neither one of us wants to go down for fraud. So . . .” She consults the ceiling. “We could expire the same time next year. New Year’s Eve 2024. That should be enough time to file paperwork, go through with the interview, and stay together awhile once the dust settles.” She studies me. “Can you live with that?”
Can I? Live with the knowledge that I’ll have to let her go the same time next year?
Again, I have no choice.
Not if I want to stay in Bridgeport and play hockey. I’ll just have to worship Britta from afar for the rest of my life. Keep my feelings to myself. What she is asking me for is fair—a platonic arrangement where I don’t get the wrong idea. And I won’t. She’s making it clear that she doesn’t want anything more from me than $50,000.
“Yeah. I can live with that.” It’s my damn optimistic heart that won’t let me hold the rest inside. “But it’s just you and me. Neither one of us dates anyone else. For authenticity’s sake.”
She scrutinizes me long and hard. “I can live with that.”
I let out a pent-up breath, trying not to show the magnitude of my relief. But rest assured, it is fierce. “Then I guess we’re getting married tonight.”
Noisemakers and some concerning crackles go off on the other side of the office door, followed by a rousing round of “For He’s a Jolly Good Fellow,” except He’s has been replaced with She’s.
Britta doesn’t so much as flinch.
“One year, Sumner.”
“One year, Britta.”
Chapter Three
BRITTA
March
I’m trying to make an inconspicuous entrance to the Bandits practice, but of course they cannot allow me to be low key. As soon as I’m halfway down the concrete steps, Riggs catches sight of me, and the whole team skates up to the glass in a swarm of maroon and white, banging their gloves against it and chanting my name.
Three months have passed since my impromptu wedding to Sumner. Since the chaste kiss I gave him while “Auld Lang Syne” blared from the old bar speakers and confetti rained down on our heads. But the Bandits still never waste a chance to let me know I’m their official hero. They’ve gone undefeated since Sumner and I tied the knot, a phenomenon they’re calling the Britta Effect.
Ridiculous.
I appreciate them giving me so much credit, but apart from reciting some vows, I haven’t done much to warrant such a high level of worship. I haven’t had time since becoming a part owner in the bar and taking on more responsibilities, like payroll and inventory. However, starting today, I will definitely be earning my $50,000. The paperwork has been compiled and filed for Sumner’s green card, and while we haven’t gotten a date for our official interview yet, we were advised by his immigration lawyer to start studying. Each other.