Total pages in book: 42
Estimated words: 39338 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 197(@200wpm)___ 157(@250wpm)___ 131(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 39338 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 197(@200wpm)___ 157(@250wpm)___ 131(@300wpm)
“That’s what I’m asking.”
She stares at my chin hard, like she’s thinking, her attention cheating up to my mouth briefly, followed by a hard swallow. “Well,” she begins slowly, a flush spreading in her cheeks. “As a friend, obviously. We’ve been spending all this time together, getting to know every detail of each other’s lives. I guess I like having you around.”
“I’m canceling the trip,” I rasp, ripping my phone out of my pocket.
“What?” The exclamation bursts out of her. “No, no, no. No, that’s not what I was . . . I wouldn’t expect you to do that. I want you to go see your four sisters and keep yourself sharp at training camp. Of course I do. I was mostly just surprised. How m-much.”
She might as well be carving my chest up with a meat cleaver, inch by bloody inch. “How much you’re going to miss me?”
“Yes. I think that’s it.”
In my periphery, I see movement in the parking lot. There are people witnessing what is both an amazing and terrible moment, because on one hand, my dream girl just admitted she’s going to miss me. On the other one, she’s going to miss me as a friend. I’m not sure I believe her, though. How can I honestly believe this attraction doesn’t run both ways when I catch her staring at my throat so often, I would develop suspicions that she’s a vampire if we weren’t out in broad daylight?
There’s only one way to find out if I’m imagining things. No, this is not the moment for conducting an experiment. Not when my status in this country hangs in the balance. But I’m not a man who wastes an opening like this. Not when it comes to Britta.
Ignoring the sound of a car door slamming nearby, I take a step forward, lean down, and wind an arm around the back of Britta’s waist, slowly hauling her up against me, listening to her gusty intake of breath, watching the way her head falls back. And I savor the sight of her rosy cheeks, the glazed quality of her eyes while I brush our lips together. “Say the word, and I’ll stay, sweetheart. We can pretend we’re still studying for this interview. Take pictures together and pretend we’re only interested in each other’s lives so we can answer some questions. Even though we both know that’s bullshit. We just like being together.”
“As friends,” she whispers, pushing higher on her toes, arching against me.
“Friends?” I drop my forearm lower, so it becomes a seat for her tight ass, and I lift her straight off the ground. “Tell me that’s not the bullshit part.”
She’s on the verge of cracking. I can see it.
She interlocks our damp lips very slowly, cautiously, barely suppressing a moan. Then, motherfucker, her thighs open slightly, allowing just my growing bulge to make it beneath her skirt, between the V of her thighs. It thickens dramatically against her panties, and we groan into a hard pressing of mouths, inhaling and exhaling each other’s oxygen. My God, we’re not going to make this interview, are we? I’m going to drive us to a rest stop and ride her pussy in the bed of my truck, aren’t I? I’m reckless and horny and throbbing, enough to make public sex feel like the only option. And that’s what it becomes when she cinches her hips up and back one time, and my free hand starts to reach beneath her skirt to grip that ass—
A door slams again, and Britta gasps, twisting in my arms until I set her down.
She backs away from me a step, then another, smoothing her skirt and hair with unsteady hands. Simultaneously, we both glance toward the interruption and find a man walking toward the building, a briefcase in his hand. I’m not sure, but I think there might also be a touch of smugness in his expression.
“We should go in,” Britta says. “We’re going to be late.”
“Tell me to stay in Bridgeport,” I demand, feeling kind of wild. Off my game. Not cautious at all, the way I would normally be with Britta. I should rein myself in and live to fight for her another day, but I’m so close to a breakthrough with us, I push too hard. “If it makes you feel better, I’ll even pretend we’re just friends while I’m nine deep, ringing your bell.”
Her cheeks pinken like she’s been slapped, even if there’s unmistakable arousal in the depths of her eyes. “No, I definitely think you should go.”
Why can’t life have a do-over button?
Like why?
“Then I will,” I say, taking her hand and guiding her toward the entrance to the building. “But you should know I’m going to miss you, too, Britta. Every day I have to go without seeing your eyes is going to be a slow death.”