Total pages in book: 94
Estimated words: 92208 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 461(@200wpm)___ 369(@250wpm)___ 307(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 92208 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 461(@200wpm)___ 369(@250wpm)___ 307(@300wpm)
I already knew this. I’d known this all year, but it felt good to hear because I felt the same. There’d be no one else.
Closing my eyes, I murmured, “Good, because I love you.”
His arms tightened around me. “I love you too.”
Thirteen pieces just fit back together, all at the same time.
“Your hair is so much darker now,” Cora said, putting her eyeliner down on the counter.
We were getting ready at my house. Ryan had left, going to dress at his place, and he’d texted not long afterward to say the guys were already drinking there.
“Yeah.” I pushed up some of the loose tendrils, patting them back into place. It wasn’t that much darker, but I had put more brunette coloring in it. There were still some blonde, but I didn’t want to look exactly like Willow tonight. I wanted to be me, and as I gazed in the mirror—I was me. I was Willow, but I was me too.
“And Ryan cut his hair short. I can’t believe he did that. He’s always had it where he could make it all messy.”
I didn’t smile; I heard the envy in her voice.
Cora was happy with Kirk, but she’d been harping on him to cut his hair too. Once she saw Ryan’s new crew cut and how ridiculously hot it made him look, she started in. She hadn’t been the only one. Peach had jumped on the bandwagon, asking Tom to cut his hair. Both guys refused, letting their hair grow even longer. Kirk’s had grown to just past his ears, and Tom was closely resembling a shaggy dog these days.
Ryan had cut his for the summer. He was starting a new basketball training camp, and he didn’t want to deal with too much hair and heat. I’d liked his messiness too. It always looked adorable on him, but I couldn’t deny the spark I felt when he got back from the haircut place. It made him seem so much more grown-up, more of a man.
“Erin said Stephanie Witts is hoping for prom queen.” Cora lifted her hand, inspecting her nails.
She missed the slight wince I couldn’t contain.
It wasn’t the prom queen thing. I didn’t want it, but it’d become a sore spot over the last month. Erin, Cora, Peach, and all of their friends had been campaigning for me to win. I told them not to, but I knew they kept doing it. So, I started telling people to vote for Cora. She was the one who really wanted it, and after her transformation this year—from being one of the shiest girls in our grade to one of the most well-liked girls—she deserved it.
Not me. That was for sure.
I eyed her lilac-colored dress, the matching dusting of purple eye shadow, and the tiniest bit of glitter on her neck. “Have a speech ready,” I told her.
Her eyes opened wide, meeting mine in the mirror. She quickly looked away, focusing on the bathroom counter. “You know that won’t happen.” But I could see her cheeks flushing.
“Right,” I replied.
The doorbell rang, and pounding footsteps told me Robbie was running for the front door.
We looked to the door of my room, as if the guys would appear instantly, and a second later, we heard their voices. We grinned, glancing at each other.
Our men had arrived.
“Mac!” Robbie yelled from downstairs. “Ryan and Doofus are here!”
We heard Kirk grumbling, “It’s Kirk, Little Dickwad.”
That was another change over the year. Kirk and Robbie had developed this odd friendship. Kirk teased my little brother, and Robbie called him names. Ryan explained one night that Robbie reminded Kirk of Derek, and that silenced any concern I might’ve had about the situation.
“Ryan and Major Doofus are here!” Robbie added.
“Coming down!” I called back. “You ready?” I asked Cora.
She took a breath, staring at the mirror.
Her hair had been curled and was loose over her shoulders. Her makeup was on point. Everything was done up, complete with the mani and pedi we’d gotten yesterday. I’d had to touch-up my nails after this afternoon, but they were fine.
“Yeah. Ready.”
“You look beautiful,” I assured her.
“Thank you.” She turned, taking me in, and a soft, awestruck expression came over her. I knew she’d been paying attention mostly to herself, which was understandable. She had the nerves, whereas I didn’t.
That wasn’t true.
I was nervous, just not for the same reasons as Cora.
I wasn’t secretly hoping to win prom queen. And I knew she was nervous for Kirk’s after-party, but she hadn’t confided that in me.
“You look—”
I had to ask, and I reached for her hand. “Are you thinking of having sex with Kirk tonight?”
I noticed a shadow in the hallway at the same time I blurted that out, and I grimaced. But Cora was looking only at me, so she didn’t see Ryan pause and then silently retreat.