Total pages in book: 77
Estimated words: 77718 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 389(@200wpm)___ 311(@250wpm)___ 259(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77718 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 389(@200wpm)___ 311(@250wpm)___ 259(@300wpm)
“Of course.”
I watch in silence as he picks it up and carefully tears the paper from the painting. He places it on the bench next to his cleats. Then, he slides his thick finger under the tape that’s holding the bubble wrap together and removes it.
He drops the bubble wrap where the disregarded paper sits. Then, he holds the painting up and stares at it.
I watch him and see his throat work on a swallow.
When he lifts his eyes to mine, the raw emotion almost brings me to my knees. Tears prick my eyes again, and I bite the inside of my cheek to stop them from falling.
“You finished it?” he says softly.
“Yes.”
“It’s beautiful, Ari. Really beautiful. Thank you so much for letting me have it. For bringing it here for me.”
“I…I said that you could have it when…and I wasn’t sure if you would still want it…but I promised, so…”
“No, I want it.” He stares down at it again. “It’s amazing.”
“I got a job,” I hear myself saying. “At a gallery. Working the floor. But she wants to showcase my work for me as well.”
“Ari…that’s amazing. I’m really happy for you.” And he sounds like he genuinely is.
“It was because of this painting that I got the showcase,” I tell him.
I know Moira really liked my other painting, but it was this one that really caught her eye, showing her what I’m capable of.
“I…I started painting again because of you. And I wanted to thank you for that.”
He swallows roughly. “You don’t have to thank me. It was always inside of you, Ari. I…being with me just gave you the push to do it.”
“You inspired me.”
“You inspire me every single fucking day.”
He puts the painting down, propping it against the bench, and walks close to me, making me tremble. He cups his hands around my face, tilting it back, so I’m looking up at him.
The feel of his hands on my skin is like fire…like the fire blazing in his eyes.
“I’m sorry I let you down. I’m sorry I let my past shit blind me. I was just so…scared you’d hurt me…like he used to, that I ignored everything I already knew about you and jumped to the worst conclusion. I hate myself for what happened to you. I hate that I wasn’t there to protect you from that motherfucker. But I never, not once in all that time, didn’t trust you. I let my old habits of expecting the worst take over, and seeing the video confirmed my worst fears. And I was wrong. So fucking wrong, and I will be forever sorry.
“But I’m human, Ari. I made a mistake. A colossal mistake. But it wasn’t because I didn’t love you. It’s because I love you so fucking much. I can’t breathe without you. I always knew what it was like to be needed by my kid brother and sister, even my fucking dad, but I didn’t know what it was like to need someone, and I fucking need you, Ari…so much.”
“I…” I don’t know what to say. I know what my heart wants me to say.
I know he messed up and hurt me badly, but he knows this. He’s apologized for this. He’s hurting for his actions.
And I’m only hurting us both by not giving him a second chance.
Because I miss him so fucking much.
“One chance, Ares. You screw up again, and we’re done—”
I don’t get to finish that sentence because his mouth slams down on mine, kissing me like a man starved. And I’m equally as hungry for him.
It’s been too long since he kissed me.
“I won’t screw up again,” he breathes against my lips. “I swear.”
And I believe him.
He kisses me again. Rougher this time and with more desperation. Teeth nipping at my lips.
My hands slide into his hair, tugging him even closer, and he comes willingly.
I’m on fire. My whole body burning with need for him.
Big hands slide down my back and over my ass, gripping hold of my dress. He lifts it up.
We part, so he can pull it off over my head. Then, our lips fuse back together.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he says, a hand cupping my cheek, angling my head so that he can kiss me deeper. Tongue plunging into my mouth.
I give his towel a quick pull, and it drops to the floor.
I’m quickly divested of my bra and panties.
Then, he lifts me off the floor, my ass in his big hands, my legs around his waist, my arms looped around his shoulders. He moves us over to the wall. My back is pressed up against the cold wall, but I can barely feel it.
All I can feel is him.
Ares lines his cock up with my entrance, and slowly, he pushes inside.
When he’s buried deep inside me, he softly kisses me. “I love you,” he tells me.