Total pages in book: 58
Estimated words: 56217 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 281(@200wpm)___ 225(@250wpm)___ 187(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 56217 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 281(@200wpm)___ 225(@250wpm)___ 187(@300wpm)
I should have realized in the elevator when she straightened my tie that there was something different about her. I hadn’t ever been a man to sow his wild oats, so the first time I had sex with her should have been an indication that she was special.
She was right that the baby was the catalyst for realizing my feelings, but I believe I’d have recognized my feelings, eventually. In time, I’d have realized just how amazing she was and that what I was feeling was beyond lust and affection. It was love.
How fucking lucky was I to have a second chance? A sweet, loving, beautiful woman slept in my arms. A woman who was having my baby. We would be a family. Bella, Lily, the baby, and me.
However, I’d wait on making it official. Bella was in my arms now, but I needed to make sure she truly knew my feelings for her. I couldn’t afford to have her question my motives for marriage again.
“I’m dreaming about you,” her sleepy voice said.
“Oh?”
She lifted her head. “But why should I dream when you’re right here?”
I grinned. “Why, indeed?” I kissed her, loving how she moaned into my mouth. She broke the kiss and pushed herself up.
She straddled my thighs, her hands stroking my chest as she looked down at me. “I want another lesson.”
“I think you’ve mastered lovemaking.” I ran my hands along her creamy thighs.
“I want to ride you, Blake.”
My dick liked that idea. It immediately shot to full tilt. “If you must.”
She ran her hands down my chest, over my abs and then over my dick. She stroked him with alternating hands making me hiss as pleasure shot through my body.
I levered up, wrapping my hands around her back, and kissing her hard, with fervor. I wanted a hot and heavy ride. I wanted her to fuck me fast and furious.
She moaned into my mouth as I squeezed her tits, pinching her nipples.
“Oh, God.” Her words came out on a harsh breath as her pussy rubbed against my aching cock trapped between our bodies.
“Fuck me, Bella.” I lightly bit her ear and tugged on it.
I lay back as she took my cock and guided him to her pussy. She sank over me, her head dropping back as I watched my dick disappear into her body. It was so fucking sexy.
She rocked back and forth, her pussy squeezing around my dick, sending shots of electricity zapping through my body. I felt like I was lit up from the inside out.
“More, baby. More.” I squeezed her thighs, urging her to ride.
“What do I do?”
“Whatever feels good.” I stroked my thumb over her clit.
“Oh!” She gasped and her body lifted and then settled back down. She did it again, and again until soon she was riding my cock like she was an expert.
She threw her head back, her tits bounced each time she came down and her mouth formed a sexy O as she panted and moaned.
“Fuck, yeah.”
She was so beautiful as she let go and pursued pleasure.
“Come on, baby… come.”
“Blake.” She hit another plateau. Her breath caught and her movements got shorter and faster. Her pussy gripped my dick, the friction getting hotter and hotter until I was crazed with the need to come.
“Ah fuck… I’m coming…” I bucked up as the first wave of orgasm shot out.
“Yes… Blake… yes.” And then she was there too. Her pussy contracted as she rode down, and stars flashed behind my eyes.
I let out a long growl as I bucked again, and again, emptying everything I had into her.
She collapsed on me, her breath heaving in and out the same as mine. Even as she lay spent in my arms, her pussy continued to contract and massage my dick until, holy hell, I came again.
“Oh fuck,” I bucked up shooting off another load.
Finally, sated and so fucking happy, I held her, kissing her temple. “My dick has never had it so good.”
She lifted her head, her eyes studying mine. She didn’t say anything, but I could see the question in them. Did I mean what I said?
I didn’t know how to respond. Was I supposed to talk about my sex life with Joanna with Bella? Joanna and I had a very satisfying sex life. I didn’t have any complaints. But Bella rocked my world. Then again, maybe this wasn’t about sex. Would Bella always wonder how she compared? Would she feel like second place? Would she feel like she was living with the ghost of Joanna? I couldn’t have that.
I rolled her under me. “Bella.”
“Hmm.” She ran her fingers through my hair.
I thought carefully about what words to use. “Joanna was an important person in my life.”
The sparkle in Bella’s eyes dimmed slightly, but she didn’t pull or look away. “I know—”
“Let me finish. I loved her. I’ll always love her. But what I feel for you is different. It’s still love. A deep, intense love. When I’m with you, it’s fresh and exciting.” I wasn’t sure I was saying the right things. “I’m not comparing you to her.”