Total pages in book: 145
Estimated words: 145231 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 726(@200wpm)___ 581(@250wpm)___ 484(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 145231 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 726(@200wpm)___ 581(@250wpm)___ 484(@300wpm)
“Yeah, okay.” I tap my nails against the counter.
“I also wanted to call and pass on Bekah’s congratulations,” he says begrudgingly. “You remember Bekah?”
“Yes. She works at the front desk.” My tone is more snappish than I intend. I remember the name of the staff, I’m not a total idiot. I’m sure I’ve spent more time around them than him.
“She mentioned your cocoa bar.”
“Oh, um, that’s still a work in progress. I haven’t started looking into the details about where we’d source it, or how much it would really cost.” I brace myself, just waiting for him to tell me it’s stupid.
“Bekah loved it so much she sent it over. I think it’s solid, and I can already tell you the cost would be so incidental it’s nothing our budget can’t handle.”
What?
My inner cynic wonders if this is his way of apologizing after giving me a sledgehammer to the face.
“That’s great,” I say carefully, trying to sound sincere. “I’m glad you’re on board.”
Awkward pause.
And I wonder if he’s thinking back to our earlier conversation like I am, running over everything we said, replaying it in his mind and imagining a world where we never hooked up.
Unfortunately, we’re stuck in this one, where we’re living with the fallout of one messy night.
I could have played it off as being nothing—something weird and forgotten in the back of my mind.
I also could have told him about Arlo, gouged out my heart, and plopped it into his hands. I could’ve watched his face turn chalk white with the awful realization that he’s a father, and he’s entangled in my life far deeper than this mentorship he hates.
Honest to God, I could have done a thousand stupid things, but I didn’t.
I just sat there and let him remind me how cruel fate can be—and I’m the one taking the brunt of it.
“I’m trying to apologize, in case you didn’t notice,” he says tightly. “Let’s be real, I’m shit at it. But Salem, I like your idea, and it has nothing to do with me being a royal jackass earlier—”
Just then, Arlo bounces toward the hot stove and I rush over, pulling him away.
“Got it. I should go,” I say, cutting him short. “I’m in the middle of dinner.”
“Understood.” He clears his throat.
Arlo tugs on my arm, demanding attention.
“Moooom. You didn’t look at my picture,” he tells me, shoving it toward my face, as high as he can reach.
“I’ll start working on your survey tomorrow,” I say back into the phone. “Hopefully, I’ll have some results by the beginning of next week.” Which means processing them over the weekend, but that’s what I signed up for, right?
“Thanks, Salem,” Patton says.
I end the call as fast as I can swipe.
If this is what it’s like on the phone, I’m already dreading our next face-to-face meeting to go over the results.
Fingers crossed the ‘mentoring’ can wait a few days until things calm down.
Though I guess it’s not a total disaster when he was trying to be nice. I think.
After telling Arlo how much I love his vibrant red picture of a brand-new animal unknown to science, I finish dinner and get it plated up before eight.
Success.
Arlo should be in bed by now, but it isn’t happening.
I ignore the voice inside my head that tells me I’m a terrible mother.
“Did you have a nice day at school?” I ask. “How was story time?”
“Miss Peters read to us about a dragon who lost his socks,” he tells me proudly.
He’s a good kid, already on track to take school seriously. Let’s hope it leads him somewhere better than the obstacle course I chose.
Also, I wonder who the hell plots children’s books. Why would a dragon need socks?
“Big guy, when I was your age, we read classics like Inky the Penguin. But did your dragon find them?”
“Yeah! The sock wizard saved the day. Everybody thought he took them for a spell, but they were just under the washer.”
“Yay for happy endings.” I take a big bite of my pasta and sag into my chair. I should be more enthusiastic, but today has been A Day.
I’m exhausted.
And honestly, I’m a little jealous hearing about a dragon who has it so easy with his anticlimactic endings and all.
It’s not every day when you’re confronted by your old hookup-turned-boss and trying to mentally justify hiding his own son from him.
What is wrong with me?
But I saw how he reacted to Arlo once. That man and children can’t coexist in the same room.
“Mommy?” Arlo’s voice tells me he wants something.
“Yes, sweetie?”
“I want a button shirt.”
Button shirt? I rack my brain, trying to decipher little boy speak.
“You mean a button-up shirt? And you do, huh?” I blink at him and put my spoon in my bowl. “Why’s that?”
“Mr. Grumpybutt has one. It makes him look grown-up.” He smiles mischievously. “I remember ’cause I spilled cocoa on it.”