Total pages in book: 35
Estimated words: 33555 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 33555 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
“I don’t have visitors.”
“Our friends visit you all the time.”
“Ah, but they also give me a warning when they’re coming over. We’ll get dressed then,” Nate said.
Carly chuckled. This felt good. It felt real.
Nate brushed some of her hair off her cheek, and smiled down at her. “Do you want to tell me what you’re thinking?” he asked.
“I’m not thinking anything.”
“Really? I seem to remember when we were kids, you always told me that was a lie. Everyone was always thinking something.”
Carly smiled. “I can’t even believe you remember that.” She shook her head. “Wow, that feels like a lifetime ago.”
“Yeah, but you were always asking me what I was thinking. Do you remember?”
She nodded. “Yeah, I remember. Sometimes, you always looked so angry. I hated seeing you that way, and I wanted to know if there was any way I could help.” She shrugged. “You always told me you weren’t thinking anything, which was a total lie.”
“So you’re lying to me now?” he asked.
“No, I’m not lying. I’m not thinking thoughts, but more like feelings.”
“Feelings?”
“Yes, like I’m happy right now. Being here with you, and I like what we just did.”
“You like me fucking you?”
She gasped. “Nate!”
“What? I know you read those dirty books.” He winked at her. “I also happen to know you write them as well.”
“How could you know that?”
“You left one out once when I was at your and Sarah’s place. I was bored and I read it.”
“Oh, my.” Carly tried to pull away as she was embarrassed. Nate wouldn’t let her go. “Why did you do that?”
“It’s a book, Carly. They’re meant to be read.”
She cringed and quickly covered her face with her hands, and then she chanced a look out of the side of her fingers toward him. “Did you hate it? Was it bad?”
Nate frowned. “Have you ever allowed anyone else to read your books?” Nate asked.
She shook her head.
“How many books have you written?”
“A lot.”
“And you haven’t even let Sarah read them?”
She wrinkled her nose. “Sarah hates reading.” She shrugged. “And there’s no way I’m asking the guys to read them. You’re the first person I know who has read them. Was it bad?”
“No, Carly, it wasn’t bad. I enjoyed it. Thought the hero was a dirty bastard and I liked him.”
“You did?”
“Yeah, it does make me wonder, Carly … for a virgin, how did you come up with some of that stuff?” he asked.
Now she went bright red. Again, she tried to get away, but Nate wouldn’t let her go.
“You don’t have to pretend or hide from me. You can share everything with me and I won’t judge.”
Carly knew it was stupid to feel embarrassed. She hadn’t done anything to be embarrassed about. It was all just sex, and that was normal.
“I watched porn,” Carly said.
His brows went up.
“And I have an imagination and there is nothing in any rule book to say you can’t use both.” She shrugged. “So I did.”
“Well, well, well, you do surprise me, Carly.”
She rolled her eyes.
“You like porn?”
“It was okay. I didn’t like all the spitting or anything.”
Nate laughed.
“Come on, if a woman’s not aroused, it’s not fun. I guess I’m just weird.”
He pulled her onto his lap and Carly couldn’t help but giggle and that quickly turned into a moan as she felt the hard ridge of his cock pressing against her.
“Well, then, I guess I like a little weird because I’ve got no problem with you.”
She didn’t know where to put her hands so she rested them on the back of the sofa.
Nate tutted and moved them to his shoulders. “I want you touching me at all times.”
She liked that.
“So let’s talk about this porn you watched,” he said.
Carly rolled her eyes. “Of course, you’re more interested in the porn than anything else.”
He ran his hands up her thighs and then curved around her back to grab her ass. “I’m still a guy like everyone else.”
“Oh, yeah, I seem to recall you are very much a guy.” He thrust his pelvis against her and she let out a gasp, feeling his cock press between her slit. “What would you like to know?”
“Did it turn you on?”
“Seriously?”
“I’m a guy with guy needs and I really, really need to know.”
“Sometimes it did. I loved it when the guy was in control.” She pressed her body against his and Nate ran his fingers down her back. Carly had no idea where this confidence was coming from, only now that she’d started talking, she couldn’t seem to stop. “How he always held her down, or took, or made her do something.”
“Do something? Like what?”
Carly nibbled her lip and she felt her cheeks start to heat.
“Come on, Carly, it’s just you and me. No judgment.”
She couldn’t do it, not aloud, and so she leaned in close so her lips were next to his ear and whispered what she couldn’t say aloud. She also closed her eyes as it made it easier to tell.