Total pages in book: 238
Estimated words: 231781 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1159(@200wpm)___ 927(@250wpm)___ 773(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 231781 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 1159(@200wpm)___ 927(@250wpm)___ 773(@300wpm)
She shook her head at me. “I’m not leaving without him.”
“Fine.”
I rounded the island, shoved the only apothecary jar left at Will, and he jumped back as it crashed on the floor
I bolted from the room, racing back through the house and toward the front door. If he wasn’t ready to leave, I wasn’t waiting. I made my own choices.
I didn’t know why I was so pissed, because I knew what had happened between them, and he had no obligation to me, of all people, but seeing the bond up close…it was stronger than I thought.
It never occurred to me it was strong at all. How could I have been so stupid.
It hurt.
Someone grabbed me, and I dropped the bag of food, staring at Alex.
“You’ll die of exposure,” she said, barely above a murmur. “You won’t last the night.”
“So what were you planning to do here?” I barked, jerking my chin at Will as he strolled in behind Alex. “Use me as the distraction as you made your escape with him?”
“I was planning on escaping with him the day I got here and hide with him until help arrived,” she retorted, “but you showed up and fucked up my plans. Now I have two people to extract.”
Aw, so sorry for the inconvenience.
Either way, I was out of here. He didn’t want to leave, and she didn’t want to leave without him, so screw it.
“No one is going to save you,” I told him, looking over her shoulder into his eyes. “This is no one’s fault but yours. It’s time to save yourself, Will.”
But he just stood there like an oak, his green eyes hard on me as his brown hair, still wet from the greenhouse, hung in disarray.
He didn’t fight for himself. He didn’t stand up for himself…
He never did.
“You were always pathetic,” I told him, sneering. “You know that? Always so naïve and clueless and pathetic.”
A smack landed on my face, the sting spreading across my cheek and blood seeping into my mouth where it cut on my teeth.
I took two breaths and slowly turned my face back, staring at Alex and her fiery eyes.
“Emmy, I’m sorry,” she bit out. “I really am, but I’m not leaving without him, and you’re not leaving, either, because you’ll die out there. Think. You won’t know where to go, and you’ll cost me more time than you already have.”
Like that’s even remotely my fault.
I was leaving, dammit, whether she liked it or not. I wasn’t important to her.
Or him.
“What do you care anyway?” I growled, shoving her back so hard she stumbled. “You’ll have him all to yourself now. No competition.”
And to my surprise, she just chuckled and rushed back up to me, planting her hand over my mouth to shut me up.
I slapped her back, trying to get free but to no avail.
“Is that what you are, Emory?” she taunted. “Competition?”
I stand over my grandmother’s grave, the breeze kicking up as it blows through the trees.
I wipe a tear off my cheek.
I should be happy, right? She stuck around much longer than we thought she would. Like she knew she needed to be here for me.
It’s been over six years—almost seven—since I’ve been home, and even now, I look for Martin, afraid to run into him and afraid of everything else that fills this town.
Sooner or later, I’ll have to pay the piper. I just hope it isn’t today.
I walk to my rental car, hugging myself against the chill still in the spring air, and slide into the driver’s seat, starting the engine. My flight back to California isn’t until tomorrow, so that means I have to spend the night in Meridian City, because I’m not taking a chance of being caught in Thunder Bay any longer than necessary.
Still, though… I’ve learned how to straighten my hair, and I have my prescription sunglasses and matching, pressed clothes that fit me. No one will recognize me anymore.
I drive out of the cemetery, not looking at Edward McClanahan’s grave, but knowing exactly when I pass it as I exit the cemetery and turn up the music, “White Flag” by Bishop Briggs playing loud. I drive down the highway, tempted to look at the mansions as I pass—the Crists and the Fanes, the Torrances and the Ashbys—but I don’t, just hoping some semblance of his life is back to what it used to be, even if I already knew he has undoubtedly changed.
I just hope he’s gone. Traveling, living…loving, and being loved.
Tears spring to my eyes again, but I blink them away, nausea rolling through me. I did what I had to do, right? I might’ve even saved him from a worse fate.
But no matter how often I tell myself that, I still don’t feel it.
I need to face him and come clean. This is eating a hole through me, and if he hasn’t come for me yet, then he doesn’t know, and he should.