Total pages in book: 62
Estimated words: 58977 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 295(@200wpm)___ 236(@250wpm)___ 197(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 58977 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 295(@200wpm)___ 236(@250wpm)___ 197(@300wpm)
This was going to be a vicious cycle.
“Am I to understand the increased anxiety in you again is related to your body being on display?” Daddy Wright barely waited for me to nod before he started moving me around and stretching me out. “Please explain what part of you should be covered. We should use this as an educational opportunity. Humans call it a teachable moment.”
Dead.
Yep, I was going to die and he would have to explain having a dead human who’d keeled over because of erotic shame.
Hiding behind one hand and closing my eyes, I gave up pretending that this was a normal Daddy-sub kind of conversation and sighed. “Um, well, I was kind of embarrassed about being in my little undies when I’m not feeling really little.”
Might as well start at the beginning and get everything out for him before I died.
That would make it easier to explain to the coroner he wasn’t really at fault.
Was death by miscommunication an option on the paperwork?
“Then once I relaxed and was just enjoying being held, because you’re a good cuddler, I started to get hard.” In case he had no idea what I was talking about, I pointed to the evidence, which was still a bit confused about what we were doing and was begging for attention.
He was an idiot.
“That made me nervous because I wasn’t sure what to do about it and I couldn’t really hide it because I don’t have a lot of clothes on.” Somehow I was still alive, so I shrugged and sighed. “And now I’m kind of embarrassed for having to explain everything, but I know it’s important to explain stuff. So that’s okay.”
I could be a grown-up about it and still want to crawl under my bed and hide.
“Submissive humans worry more than I anticipated.” Daddy Wright made another cute, thinking sound then stroked one tentacle over my torso before pulling my undies down.
Since I didn’t die this time either, I scrunched my eyes up tighter and ignored how strangely erotic the whole thing was…and I reminded myself that he was my Daddy.
That did not help my dick or my anxiety go down, but it helped me pretend it was kind of normal.
Daddies and Doms got their subs naked all the time.
Yep, just an everyday occurrence.
“This is considered a perfectly normal human reaction to stimuli, my Dane.” Daddy Wright’s teacher tone was so fucking hot, he made the problem worse even though he really didn’t mean to. “External male genitalia react to a variety of situations and it is not something shameful.”
For some reason, he thought patting my dick like it was a good boy was a reasonable way to help fix my drama.
“According to everything I have read, it is how you show one aspect of your bonding, so I am very pleased to see the physical evidence of your feelings toward me.” Stroking over it like it was some kind of cute pet, he sounded very pleased. “You are a very good boy, my Dane.”
How was that so fucking erotic I wanted to explode?
“Thank you for remembering I liked that, Daddy.” He really was nice for remembering what I liked and what was important to me.
But besides knowing he thought it was perfectly normal and that he seemed to think my body belonged to him, I had no idea what he thought about human men in a sexual sense.
“You are welcome, my Dane.” When he stroked my dick again, I had a feeling it was some kind of reward for my good manners.
A situation this confusing should not turn me on this much.
What had he said?
“Um, yeah, it’s part of our bonding.” That wasn’t wrong, but I was glad to know he realized arousal was only one part of it. “What do you think about it? I’m…I need to know what you’re thinking.”
Yes, he’d said communication was important.
That didn’t explain why he sighed, though.
“I am thinking I should have explained our thoughts and reactions to the human need for sexual stimulation in domination-based relationships.” He sounded a bit frustrated and I could only assume it was with himself because he kept rocking me and running a soft tentacle over my cock as some kind of reward or way to soothe me.
I wasn’t sure if it was working as he intended, but it was fucking hot.
How had life gotten this confusing over the course of an afternoon?
“Yeah, I think that might be a good idea.” The fact that I managed to get that out without moaning made me super proud of myself. “It would help me to know how to explain what I’m thinking.”
Because if he thought getting me off was weird, then he needed to stop accidentally getting me off.
“As a species, we do not have pleasure-based sexual intercourse as humans do. We come together for procreation only and that is not physically possible with humans.” He made a weird kind of surprised noise that almost had me peeking to see what he was doing.