Total pages in book: 40
Estimated words: 36387 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 182(@200wpm)___ 146(@250wpm)___ 121(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 36387 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 182(@200wpm)___ 146(@250wpm)___ 121(@300wpm)
I couldn’t let her get the better of me, so I changed my shit up. I started nibbling along her ankle before making my way up her leg to her thigh. She liked being nibbled on so I took my time and gave her what she wanted.
I used my other hand to find her clit again and that was the trick. Just one touch of my finger against her clit and her pussy showed its ass again. And once again I found myself looking on like a damn spectator. Because when she cums, there’s nothing more beautiful.
She didn’t hold back when she came, and there was no need to guess whether or not she liked what I was doing to her. And as she turned those big beautiful eyes on me with that look in them, I felt something damn near close to love. Ain’t that a bitch?
JOYANN
Why is he looking at me like that? Did he forget who he was in bed with? I doubt it, though the look on his face was one of surprise. I didn’t have long to wonder about what was going through his mind because he soon took mine off of it.
He did something new with his hips and his dick touched something deep inside me. It set off sparks and fireworks behind my eyes and my body took over. I’d been trying so hard to stay in control.
Each time I felt like I was going under I’d pull back somehow, but now I’m afraid he’d found my weakness. My eyes snapped up to his when I felt the change in him and the look I saw there sent a shiver running through me.
I didn’t know what to think when his hand came around my throat, or when he lifted me off the bed by my neck and shoved his tongue in my mouth. I didn’t know what to think when his hard punishing thrusts became slow, deep, intense, and they all kept hitting me in that place.
My body never had a chance to come down from one high before it was lifted again on another. I was lost and I knew it. It was only then that I realized we’d been in a battle of sorts. A battle for dominance maybe, and I’d just lost.
As much as I enjoyed his pounding into me, there was nothing like the feel of him sliding into me nice and slow like he was now. Or the way it felt being sucked into one of his mind blowing kisses while he moved in me.
I wasn’t quite ready to concede yet though, wouldn’t that mean leaving myself open to his whims? It was obvious that he didn’t take direction well, he’d completely ignored my note, not once but twice.
But what did it all mean? Should I trust that he wanted this, let myself go and enjoy? And what if he gets tired, what then?
My mind snapped back to the present when he growled at me and that hand around my throat squeezed harder. He was close, I could feel it. I had the presence of mind this time to tell him to pull out. We’d already taken too many risks. But his answer was unexpected.
“No!”
“What do you mean no?” He didn’t stop moving, only now instead of feeding me his tongue he was taking little nibbles of my lips. Then he moved on to my neck with his teeth and I stopped thinking altogether.
I felt each jet of his sperm as it released inside me, and for some odd reason I started to cry. Even as he was emptying himself inside me I was crying for something I was sure I was going to lose.
That’s why as soon as we were both able to breathe again, I told him once more that this, him and I, weren’t a good idea. I was terrified I realized. Of the things he made me feel. And what the loss of them would mean once he grew tired of me and moved on. As I was sure he inevitably would.
It was still so new, I figured it was best to nip it in the bud now before it went any further, before I got way too invested. But there was a small voice in the back of my mind telling me it was already too late.
He didn’t say anything, just got up from the bed, got dressed and left. I’ve never felt so alone in my life as I did when I heard the front door close behind him.
I cried myself to sleep that night, but by the next day I’d made myself put it all behind me. Each time he or what he made me feel intruded on my thoughts, I ruthlessly pushed them aside. I’d spent my whole life learning self preservation and this would be no different.