My Heart Still Beats Read Online Helen Hardt

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, Billionaire, Contemporary, Dark, Suspense Tags Authors:
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Total pages in book: 99
Estimated words: 101254 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 506(@200wpm)___ 405(@250wpm)___ 338(@300wpm)
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I rise, head toward Dad, who’s twirling one of the dancers around. I grab the first one I see. She has tanned skin and light brown hair.

“What’s your name?” I ask.

“Teresa,” she says with a Jamaican accent.

Teresa.

Tessa’s given name.

So much for getting her off my mind.

I twirl Teresa, let her go, and turn to another—this one with fair skin and blond hair—and grab her. “What’s your name?”

She smiles. “Amy.”

Amy.

Good enough.

I take her into my arms.

Normally, holding a nearly naked woman like this would get me hard.

But not tonight.

Not a problem. These women aren’t going to sleep with any of us anyway, no matter how much my father would enjoy having all four of them in his bed. The resort planner made that very clear when I booked them to perform.

“I’m Ben,” I say to Amy. “I’m the best man.”

“The best man for what?” she whispers in my ear, her voice seductive.

I pull back a bit, gaze into her dark brown eyes. “I thought…”

“You thought what?”

“Nothing.”

Then she whispers in my ear again. “You’re better-looking than your brother. You have a…sexy darkness about you.”

Interesting.

Braden’s eyes are blue while mine are dark brown, but most people say he’s the one with the darker edge.

Of course, since he met Skye, he smiles more than he has his whole life.

And I…

Demons I thought were dead and buried have since risen.

Nothing I want to bother Braden about.

Not when he’s the happiest he’s ever been, not to mention his impending nuptials.

“A darkness?” I ask, my voice low.

“Oh yeah. I can always tell.” She pouts her lips. “What are you hiding, Ben?”

Nothing I’m going to tell her about.

I crush her to me, move in a slow dance. “I’m not hiding anything. What are you hiding, Amy?”

“I don’t think I’m hiding it.” She gyrates her hips into me. “I’m very attracted to you.”

“I see.”

“Are you not attracted to me? Not even a little?”

I blink. “Of course. You’re a beautiful woman. All four of you are beautiful.”

“Your father seems to like Stephanie.” She glances toward the taller woman with dark brown skin still dancing with my dad.

“My father likes anything with tits.” I smirk. “Correction. Anything young with tits.”

“And you don’t?”

“Sweetheart, I love all women.”

She trails her fingers up my arm. “Do you have a girlfriend, Ben?”

“Nope. Not looking for one, either.”

She frowns, an adorable little pout on her coral lips. “That’s a shame.”

“Why? You looking for a boyfriend?”

“No.” She cocks her head and smiles. “Just a night of fun.”

I grab her then, hold her to me, and hiss in her ear. “I don’t think you know what you’re asking for.”

“Don’t I?”

My tastes in the bedroom run dark. Though I recently left the BDSM lifestyle, I’m not the kind of lover who is soft and gentle.

I like to fuck, and I like to fuck hard.

“No, you don’t.” I remove her arms from around me and step back. “And I’m not looking for a bedwarmer tonight. If you are, maybe you’d better find another dancing partner.”

“What if I’ve found the dancing partner I want?”

“If you can be content to just dance, maybe you have.”

“I think I can convince you otherwise,” she says.

I smile. “Don’t let my friendly personality fool you.”

“Oh, I don’t.” She wiggles her boobs. “I like things dark.”

I dance with her for a few more moments, but then I let her go. “Thank you for being here, Amy. Thank you for helping to make my brother’s bachelor party something to remember. But I think I’m done dancing.”

I head back to the table where Braden still sits. He’s not dancing with any of the women, but he is watching them intently.

“Fuck,” he says. “They’re all so gorgeous. Where did you find them?”

I laugh lightly. “I’ll never reveal my secrets, brother.”

“Do you like that one you were dancing with?”

“She liked me more.”

“You’re not attached. You left the club, and you left the lifestyle. What the hell are you looking for, Ben?”

My brother doesn’t realize it, but he just asked me a loaded question.

I want what he and Skye have. I long for it. But I’m not looking for anyone because I already know who I want. I need to go slowly for her. And for me, because there are things I have to take care of first.

If Braden knew what I’ve been hiding all these years, he’d disown me. It’s so much worse than him asking our mother to go back into a burning house to get his comic books. Indeed, that was our mother’s fault more than Braden’s. He was just a kid. She should have known better, but that was Mom. She’d do anything for either one of us.

She was an amazing woman, and she was taken away from us way too soon.

Braden and I often wish she were here—that we could give her everything that our fortune would allow.



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