Marek Read online Sawyer Bennett (Cold Fury Hockey #11)

Categories Genre: Contemporary, New Adult, Romance, Sports Tags Authors: Series: Cold Fury Hockey Series by Sawyer Bennett
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Total pages in book: 85
Estimated words: 80620 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 403(@200wpm)___ 322(@250wpm)___ 269(@300wpm)
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I sweep my eyes back up until they lock with hers. Her impassivity is gone, and in its place is wariness.

“Done looking?” she asks quietly.

Never.

“What’s a man to do?” I taunt her, and I hate that my words are slurring slightly. “You walk around dressed like that, I’m going to look.”

“I didn’t realize you’d come home,” she says by way of excusing herself.

“And here I am.” I step in a little closer to her, and I’m drunk, but still with enough wits that I notice her sudden intake of breath.

I stare down at her. Face so fucking beautiful it hurts to look at it sometimes. I’ve dreamed of that face. Just her face. Sometimes just her nose. Or her lips.

Gracen has never faded from my memory no matter how much I’d wished she had over the years. She was my first real love.

My only, for that matter.

What if…what if I just kissed her? Just once. A small taste. I can blame it on my drunkenness, which is forgivable, right?

I zero in on her lips, both full and generous, with the lower slightly plumper than the upper. I’ve bitten that lip countless times, and she always loved it.

I pull on her wrists, make her take a step closer to me. She’s pliant with no hesitation. Her tongue swipes her bottom lip, and fuck…is that an invitation?

She’s practically stepped into my arms, and she’s licking her lips and half naked. Yeah, she wants this too.

My head dips without any thought, tilting to the side for the perfect angle.

Just one fucking taste.

I’m close enough I can feel her breath on my mouth.

“I kept your daughter a secret from you,” Gracen says, her voice laced with bitterness. “You hate me. Remember?”

I jerk back from her and notice her hands are curled inward so she could dig her nails down into my skin.

Trying to get me to release her.

I drop my grip suddenly and stagger back a step as her words finally penetrate. She didn’t want that kiss. Her words were a reminder to me that I don’t like Gracen anymore. And while I don’t hate her—could never hate the mother of my child—I despise so much of what she’s done to me.

I can’t fucking reconcile that with this attraction that’s still seeded deep within me.

“I’m going to back to bed,” Gracen says softly, dropping her face. She starts to push past me, but my hand locks on her wrist again so she has no choice but to stop in place.

She refuses to look at me, though.

“I don’t hate you, Gracie,” I tell her truthfully. Because when you’re drunk and your inhibitions are lowered, you speak the truth.

“Well, that’s something then,” she murmurs back to me as she pulls her hand free.

And then she’s gone, bounding up the stairs gracefully and just as quietly as when she came down. I watch her until she’s out of sight and then pick the glass back up off the counter.

I drain the bourbon from my glass and hope to God I’m drunk enough I can go to sleep without mulling over what just happened.

Chapter 6

Gracen

Staring at the ceiling fan turning lazy circles above me, I consider getting out of bed. I’m craving coffee.

And more cherry pie.

Unfortunately, getting out of bed and starting my day means I’ll have to face Marek in the harsh light of day, and it won’t be awkward at all. No, not after last night when he almost kissed me and I almost let him.

Almost, and it was a struggle to remind him of his true feelings for me. Marek has always been a bigger-than-life presence. Big body, big personality. He exudes confidence and magnetism. I’ve been helplessly drawn to him since I met him my sophomore year of high school when my parents moved to Wilkie. He was a rising senior. I was fifteen and he’d just turned eighteen. I lost my virginity to him three months later when I’d turned sixteen and it was my birthday present to myself.

There was a time when he was helplessly drawn to me. For five beautiful years we were each other’s.

Last night, despite the fact he was drunk off his ass, I almost gave in. If I had let him kiss me, there’s no doubt we’d have probably had sex right there on the kitchen floor. It’s what he wanted, and I knew that because I saw his thick erection pressing against his jeans.

God I loved that cock like I loved him. It was huge, sometimes uncomfortable, but always devoted to me and my pleasure.

Marek used to be devoted to me.

So, so glad I didn’t give in. That would have been messy on a level I would not be able to handle.

It was difficult to keep myself distanced, because one night in bed with Marek again would almost be worth selling my soul to the devil for. No one has ever compared to him, and there have been a few since we broke up. About a year after Lilly was born, I got back into the dating scene at the urging of my parents. They wanted to see me settled and stable. They wanted me to find love again.



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