Total pages in book: 191
Estimated words: 188966 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 945(@200wpm)___ 756(@250wpm)___ 630(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 188966 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 945(@200wpm)___ 756(@250wpm)___ 630(@300wpm)
I stopped dampening the sharpness of touch.
I stopped dulling every hot, wet sensation.
I threw myself headfirst into feeling everything.
Every ridge of her, every searing, branding heat.
The pressure.
Fuck, her pressure.
Her fisting, feminine pressure was my literal kryptonite.
My body flushed with sweat.
My cock thickened with unbearable size.
And I couldn’t fight my overwhelming, devastatingly painful senses.
Rearing up behind her, I didn’t care that she face-planted onto the floor. Her hips angled and took me deeper. Her absolute submission while impaled on my cock stole all my humanity.
I came with a silent roar.
My spine shattered.
My cock exploded.
Wave after wave of blistering, brutalising fire spurted out of me and into her, drenching her, coating her, giving her exactly what she needed. Granting her the medicine her body craved by proving that she had me by the actual balls.
She had me strung up and bled dry as I jerked and shuddered, riding out the epic waves of my release.
My heartbeat thundered in my ears as I finally blinked back the dark spots in my gaze and looked down. “Ah, shit.”
Neri lay with her cheek pressed against the rough sala floorboards, her hair spread all around her, her eyes closed. For a second, I feared I’d gone too far again, but then I noticed the sated curl of her lips and the rhythmic relaxation of her breathing.
She looked happier than she had since the last time I’d been inside her.
And I hated that.
I hated that the bright, brave girl I’d fallen in love with—the girl who taught me how to be happy—now relied on me to give her back that happiness.
Bending over her, I pressed a galaxy of kisses all along her back, hoping they seared into her skin through her white t-shirt, branding her the way she’d branded me.
“Seni seviyorum, Aslan,” she whispered, squeezing her inner muscles and making me suck in a groan.
“I love you too, wife.”
She smiled. “You’ve made me feel like the most powerful girl alive, simply by throwing me to my hands and knees.”
“If only you’d remember how powerful you are when my cock isn’t dripping inside you.”
She chuckled, sounding carefree and exactly like my Neri.
My heart tumbled painfully. “Benim aşkım sonsuza kadar sürecek, seni her zaman seveceğim. Ay ve deniz şahidim olarak yemin ederim.”
She wriggled a little. “Hmmm, something about the moon and the sea and—”
“I said my love will last forever. I’ll always love you. With the moon and the sea as my witness, I vow it.”
“I don’t know what I’d do without you, Aslan.”
“You’d be fine without me. Just like you were fine before me.”
“Before I fell in love with you, I had no idea what I was missing. Now I’m only half a person unless I’m with you.”
I kissed her shoulder blades. “But don’t you see? You aren’t just half. You are double. You have my heart, Neri. You have my soul. Even apart, that means you’re not alone. Ever.”
“God, when you say things like that to me...” She clenched around me again, doing sinful things to my body.
My hypersensitive cock perked up for more.
I wanted another round.
Glancing at the door, I decided to err on the side of caution. I could stay inside her like we sometimes did. I could wait for my cock to harden and spread her all over again, ready for round two. But we’d already been too long. Jack expected me to help with the barbecue to celebrate our first night of holidays and Anna...she was probably wondering where her wayward daughter was so they could celebrate her finishing school.
That cold slithering around my heart returned, along with the crowd of whispers.
Wincing, I withdrew from my star-given wife and sat back on my heels.
Neri moaned as she pushed up to her hands and threw me a grateful look as I tossed her the tissue box that lived on my bedside table.
I didn’t speak as I shoved my half-hard cock back into my shorts and zipped up. Neri cleaned between her legs, found her bikini bottoms, and stood to secure them. Only once her skirt was back in place and I’d gathered her into my arms, did I murmur, “That was the last time, canım.”
She flinched, leaning back in my embrace to study my eyes. “What do you mean?”
“Christmas is in three days. I’m going to tell Jack about us. I-I have something to give you, and...I don’t want to keep hiding anymore. It’s a fucking miracle we haven’t been caught and I’m not willing to keep playing with fire.”
“But...what about—”
“You have my word I’ll never tell them what happened to you at Zara’s, but you can’t keep using sex between us as your cure. It’s not working, Neri. I hate that it’s not working and I’m not saying I won’t keep helping you in any way I can, but...that was the last time you come to me to hide.”