Total pages in book: 155
Estimated words: 145634 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 728(@200wpm)___ 583(@250wpm)___ 485(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 145634 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 728(@200wpm)___ 583(@250wpm)___ 485(@300wpm)
My voice is gone; I desperately want to scream out my pleasure, but my body is in shock, paralyzed from his demanding touch. He doesn’t hold back. Savagely fucking me, without any mercy. His hot body’s pressed against mine and it’s the only thing keeping me up right.
His hand grips my right hip, holding me in place as he fucks me harder with a steady pace. He finally closes his eyes, reaching his other hand up to grip my throat. The bandaged hand. He kisses me gently on the crook of my neck. It's so at odds with the way he fucks me.
“Derek,” I finally get out his name as he pounds into me. He does it again. And again. Each time pushing my pleasure higher, making my body sing with a tingling heat that makes it hard to stand. My fingers slip against the counter and then grip onto his hand at my throat.
My eyes want to close, but I can’t.
He groans with pleasure into my ear as his pace picks up.
“I knew you’d feel like this,” he says as he pushes his thick cock even deeper and harder, my left hip slamming against the counter with a bruising force. The pleasure stirs in my belly, rising higher and higher, consuming me more and more.
The pain doesn’t even register, it only pushes me closer to that forbidden edge. I’m so high up, I feel as though I’ll shatter when he sends me crashing over.
“Derek!” I scream his name as he holds himself deep inside of me, pushing against my walls and stealing the breath from my lungs.
So close, I’m so fucking close. I claw at his wrist, desperate for more, but afraid at the same time.
He kisses my cheek so gently, his eyes on mine, and then the small moment breaks and he fucks me like he owns me.
He's slamming himself into me over and over. Taking his pleasure from me with a ruthless need. His hand reaches in front of me, and his fingers strum my clit.
His merciless touch sends me flying even higher. It’s my undoing, and pushes me over the edge in a rush, every nerve ending in my body firing at once. My body goes limp, but he holds me in place, rutting between my legs and racing for his own release as my orgasm rips through my body.
My vision goes black as I fall against him, my head resting on his shoulder and my body jolting with each hard thrust of his hips until he cums deep inside of me. I feel his cock pulsing, and his hot cum filling me.
It’s everything I’ve ever wanted.
Everything I’ve ever feared.
And now it’s done.
CHAPTER 10
Derek
I wake up with a yawn and the early morning light in my face. I crack my neck and stretch one arm over my head, feeling the pull of the muscle down my shoulders and back.
Only one arm though, since my sweetheart is sleeping on the other. Her head rests on my bicep. My arm’s sore and stuck under her weight, but I don’t want to move.
She looks so innocent in her sleep. She’s too beautiful to disturb, too peaceful.
I lay my head back and stare at the ceiling. I’m such a selfish fuck.
But she feels so good. So right.
I know I’m not any good for her, but I’m not willing to just let her go. I know what it feels like to lose her. I don’t want to feel that ever again. I’ll lie, cheat, steal, whatever the fuck I have to do to keep her.
I’ll make it up to her. I’ll keep all the bad shit at arm’s length and as far away from her as I can.
I can do that for her.
I turn my head back to her and gently kiss her hair. She sighs softly, nestling into me.
A small smile hits my lips. I can’t help what she does to me. Just being with her makes me feel like a better person, like I can be a better man. She’s always made me feel that way though, even now when I know I can’t.
I gently pry her off of me, scooting away as quietly as I can. She responds with a soft moan of protest in her sleep before rolling over.
I wait with bated breath as she turns her back to me, restlessly settling into the comforter trying to get comfortable until she’s still and her breathing steadies.
I’d love to watch her all day, but I need to feed my sweetheart. I want to keep her happy and make sure she doesn’t regret this.
I’m quiet as I sneak out of the room, careful not to disturb her more than I have to. I take one last look as I carefully open the door, the soft creak making her stir in her sleep.