Total pages in book: 116
Estimated words: 110624 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 553(@200wpm)___ 442(@250wpm)___ 369(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 110624 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 553(@200wpm)___ 442(@250wpm)___ 369(@300wpm)
“I feel like I can’t keep staying away from you. I’ve really tried to do the right thing, but—”
“I would give anything to bury myself inside you right now, Nina.”
“I am pretty sure I’d let you tonight.”
“Fuck. I wish you were here. I’m lying down. Are you lying down?”
“Mmm-hmm.”
From the sound of her voice, I knew she was on board and had figured out where I was going with this.
“Close your eyes.”
“Okay…closed.”
“Pretend I am there with you right now, baby. Can you feel me?”
She whispered. “Yes.”
“Take off your underwear.”
“I’m not wearing any.”
“Say what?”
“I’m wearing a dress.”
“With no underwear?”
She giggled. “Yeah.”
Well, shit.
“Fuck…lift up your dress, then,” I said gruffly.
“Okay…”
“Promise me something.”
“Yes.”
“You won’t touch yourself.”
“What?”
“You will not touch yourself…until I tell you. Okay? Can you do that?”
She breathed heavily into the phone. “Yeah. Yeah, I can do that.”
“Promise?”
“I promise.”
I knew she was telling the truth. Nina was honest to a fault.
“Spread your legs open for me.”
“Okay…”
“Wider.”
“Alright.”
“I’m going to lick all the way down your body now. Can you feel my tongue? It’s at the base of your neck, and I’m slowly…going down.”
It felt like her breathing was penetrating the phone. “Uh-huh.”
“Lift one of your breasts to your mouth and lick it. Pretend I’m doing it to you.”
She didn’t say anything, but I could hear the sound of her tongue lapping against her own skin, and I nearly came from it. I closed my eyes and tried to bring myself back from the brink.
“I’m licking in between your tits, going lower. I have my thumb on your clit while I am kissing your stomach, and I can’t wait to taste you.”
Nina sighed again but wasn’t saying anything.
“Are you turned on right now?”
“Yes,” she breathed out.
“I know. I can practically taste it from where I am. My mouth is watering. Can I devour you?”
Her breathing became heavier. “Mmm-hmm.”
“I am moving my tongue up and down your clit now. Shit…you taste so sweet. Does that feel good?”
“Yeah.”
“Where are your hands?”
She let out a slight laugh. “Clutching my sheets for dear life.”
“Good. Keep them there while I tease you with my tongue ring. You like it when I flick it hard over your clit, don’t you?” I smiled to myself. I knew she loved that.
“Oh…God.”
I was so turned on but vowed to not touch myself either. It was extremely hard…and I was harder.
“Do you want me inside of you?”
“Yes…very much.”
“I am going to rub my cock against your opening now. Are you ready, Nina?”
“Yes…I am so wet.”
“Yeah, I know you are. I can feel it now as I am rubbing my tip against you.”
“Jake…”
“I don’t know who’s wetter right now, you or me. Open your legs wider,” I commanded.
“I need to touch myself, Jake.”
“Not yet. Just a little longer, baby.”
“Ugh.” She sighed in frustration.
“How much do you want me inside of you?”
“More than anything…so badly.”
“My dick is so hard right now. I need to fuck you.”
“Please…fuck me.”
“Do you want to touch yourself while I do it?”
“Yes…yes…please…now.”
“I’m gonna fuck you a little first, and then I’ll tell you when it’s okay.”
“Now.”
“Not yet.”
“Please.”
“I’m entering you now. Can you feel me filling you?”
“Yes…yes.”
“I’m balls deep now. Shit…you feel incredible.”
I couldn’t take it anymore. I unzipped my pants and started stroking my cock.
“Jake…I need to touch myself.”
“Do you feel that, Nina? How much you want it…like you’d die for it? That…that…is what I wanted to show you…how I feel when I can’t touch you and when you tell me I can’t have you. I never want to feel that again.”
I jerked myself off faster knowing she was going to lose it. I wanted to come the moment she did. “Touch yourself now…now.”
Her breathing became rapid, and I knew she was finally satisfying the need with her fingers. My own need to come was overpowering. When I heard her scream out, I finally let go and came instantly. “Fuck,” I groaned. “I love you, Nina. I love you so fucking much.”
That had been torture for me too.
I heard a knock in the background and could hear a woman’s voice. “Nina, are you okay in there? Dessert’s ready.”
Shit.
“Yes…I’m coming!” she yelled.
We both broke out in laughter at the irony of that. It was nice to laugh again. I felt better than I had in a long time, like maybe things were going to be okay after the toughest week of my life.
God never gives you more than you can handle, right? Well, I was about to find out that when it came to Nina, God would be testing me soon in a big way.
CHAPTER 27
Ivy had been stable, so I was able to return to Brooklyn with a clear conscience after my week in Boston.
Before heading back to New York, I spent all of Sunday at the group home with her and never mentioned the impending divorce, although I brought her a letter I had written that summed up most of what I had already told her, so she would have my feelings in writing.