Total pages in book: 96
Estimated words: 92930 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 465(@200wpm)___ 372(@250wpm)___ 310(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 92930 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 465(@200wpm)___ 372(@250wpm)___ 310(@300wpm)
“It is…very interesting.”
Her eyes were fixated on my mouth as I scraped my tongue ring against my teeth, something I did a lot when I became anxious. We were both definitely feeling quite happy after polishing off the scorpion bowl. I couldn’t take my eyes off her and was probably making my attraction way more obvious than normal because of my inebriated state.
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The weather outside was ten times colder than it had been earlier in the evening. Nina was only wearing a light jacket. There were no cabs in sight, so we decided to walk until we came across one.
I could see my breath. “So, did you have fun?”
“More than I have in a long time.” Her teeth chattered as she spoke.
“Good. I’m glad you took my little performance for what it was, and I hope you know I meant everything I said tonight.”
“Thank you.” She smiled. “I was so broken up over my brother earlier, and once again, you managed to turn a miserable moment for me into something crazy good.”
The look of trust in her eyes cut through me.
I’m going to end up devastating you.
The alcohol had loosened my inhibitions, so when she started to shiver, I didn’t think twice about rubbing my hands vigorously along the tops of her arms to warm her as we walked. While we weren’t totally sloshed, we were both definitely under the influence, and that made me wary about what might happen when we got home. As much as I’d vowed not to let anything transpire between us, I never fully trusted myself with her. Not to mention, we’d never been almost-wasted together.
Even though it was a cold night, the stars were shining brightly in the sky. She looked up as we were walking. “Look how clear the sky is, how pretty the stars are tonight. It makes you want to just reach up and touch them,” she said.
I don’t know what possessed me to say, “Some of the most beautiful things are those we can only enjoy from afar. The unattainability makes the attraction more intense.”
Yes, I’m talking about you.
“So, if the stars were something we could easily touch, they wouldn’t be so fascinating?” she asked.
“I’m not sure about that. What I do know is there are some magnificent things that are beautiful but that also can hurt you if you get too close. The sun is an example. It can burn.”
Nothing like talking in code while drunk.
“Like fire…” she said.
Fire.
Me.
She knew what I was getting at.
I barely noticed that we’d stopped walking. I looked straight into her eyes and whispered, “Like fire.”
The city moved around us as we stood still facing each other in the middle of the sidewalk.
“Sometimes, if you’re willing to withstand a little pain in life, you might discover a pleasure that you never would have otherwise known existed. Remember that saying, Jake? You taught me that,” she said as she slowly moved in closer to me, our breath mingling together in the frigid air. “Some things might be worth getting burned for.”
She definitely wasn’t referring to sun or fire, either. She was trying to send me a message, too, and I heard it loud and clear. She knew I was hiding something but was willing to take a chance. Unfortunately, Nina had no clue how bad the truth really was, and I wasn’t quite ready to divulge it and risk losing her altogether just yet.
A cab finally approached us. If I thought getting into that car was going to make things less tense, I couldn’t have been more wrong.
We slipped into the backseat, and her leg pressed up against mine. When the cab made a sudden turn, she fell right into me. My entire body froze up because she stayed there, her head on my chest. My tormented heart pounded furiously. Staring blankly out of the window, I tried my best to ignore all of the sensations building inside of me. With her scent and the warmth of her body, it was impossible to fight my arousal. My dick was rock hard, and if she moved at all, she’d feel it. I wished I could have pulled her onto my lap to show her exactly how much I wanted her. At one point, she placed her hand on my chest right over my heart that was beating a mile a minute.
Now, Nina knew what she was doing to me. If she didn’t, she’d figure it out in my bedroom later that night.
CHAPTER 10
Past
I couldn’t sleep. My mind wouldn’t stop rehashing what happened in that cab with Nina.
Get…your shit…together.
As if no woman’s ever touched you before like that? The truth was, no woman had ever made me feel the way she just did in that taxi.
Keeping it in the friend zone was starting to wear on me. Tonight proved that these feelings were beyond my control. It took every ounce of strength I had to hold back, and if the ride were any longer, I would have lost it.