Total pages in book: 90
Estimated words: 88317 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 442(@200wpm)___ 353(@250wpm)___ 294(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 88317 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 442(@200wpm)___ 353(@250wpm)___ 294(@300wpm)
I’d messed with her head earlier. I’d wanted to ruin her date, hadn’t I?
I sat in the living room, unsure how to explain myself when she got home. But I also felt damn satisfied that she’d been thinking about me tonight. And that was fucked up.
When the door opened, I stood but said nothing.
“Hey,” she finally said. Her face was flushed, and I couldn’t tell if it was from the cold or because she was upset.
“I didn’t get your text until a little while ago,” I explained. “I fell asleep hanging out with Scottie in his room.”
“Oh...” She met my gaze. “I just assumed you didn’t know how to respond.” She shook her head. “I shouldn’t have sent it.”
“Never apologize for being honest with me.”
I took a few steps toward her, still unsure how to handle myself or what I even wanted to do. But once I was only inches away, my brain could no longer form coherent sentences. My body felt like it was on fire, and I knew the primal desire inside of me had reached the point of no return.
Second by second, I inched closer until our mouths were practically touching. The heat of her quick breaths on my face caused my dick to go rigid.
“Tell me to stop, Carly,” I whispered over her lips, savoring her smell as I grew harder.
“No.” She panted. “I don’t want you to.”
“I didn’t want you to go out tonight,” I admitted. “I wanted you home with me.”
Carly nodded, digging her nails into my chest. “I know.”
“I don’t want to feel this way,” I muttered over her mouth. “Like I want to own you. I don’t own you. You’re not mine. You never will be.”
“Tell that to my body.” Her breathing quickened. “Josh, I need you to let go.” She gripped my shirt. “I need you.”
That undid all of my resolve. There was no longer a space between us as I took her mouth into mine, noticing a hint of something sweet on her tongue. Was that just the way she tasted or something she’d eaten? I didn’t give a shit; I just needed to consume it all. I couldn’t devour her fast enough.
She needs me.
And damn, I needed her.
I unbuttoned her coat and slid it down her arms before tossing it aside and pressing my chest against hers. I could feel her heart beating against mine, which was racing even faster. The guilt was still inside me somewhere, but it wasn’t strong enough to overpower the intensity of my heartbeat, the intensity of my desire for her in this moment. As if she somehow knew my guilt was trying to creep in and ruin this, Carly gripped my hair and pulled me close, a silent plea not to change my mind. She didn’t realize there was no chance of turning back now. My body was ready to explode.
I lifted Carly off the ground as she wrapped her legs around me. She felt light as a feather as I carried her into the bedroom, never taking my lips off hers. Kissing her was like a damn drug, impossible to stop, my tongue exploring her faster with each second. This was why I’d never kissed her before—I’d somehow known it would be like this. That I’d be too addicted to think straight.
There was no lock on the door, but I closed it behind us and prayed that Scottie slept as soundly as he usually did. That was the beauty of that static sound machine he had in his room.
Carly tumbled back onto the bed as I landed on top of her. We broke our kiss as she looked up at me with hazy eyes, which were once again begging me not to stop.
“I’m not gonna stop, Carly. Okay?” I kissed down her neck. “We’re about to fuck, and you’re gonna hate me tomorrow. But I plan to make it worth every second of your time.”
She nodded as I helped her slip out of her black dress. She unclasped her bra from the front and tossed it aside. I lowered my mouth and took her nipple between my teeth before sucking hard and groaning into her skin as she squirmed beneath me.
Carly raked her hands through my hair. “That feels so good.”
Licking her nipple in circles, I teased, “I think I found the booby prize.”
Her body shook with laughter as I continued to devour her gorgeous tit.
“I love your mouth on me,” she moaned.
“You’re about to feel it everywhere.” I spoke over her soft skin.
My cock was so hard it ached as I grinded against her mound through my pants. I switched over to her other breast to give it equal love before reaching my capacity to resist going lower.
I ran my tongue along my bottom lip. “I need to taste you.”
She nodded, and I lowered her panties, slipping them down her legs and tossing them in the air.