Total pages in book: 22
Estimated words: 20430 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 102(@200wpm)___ 82(@250wpm)___ 68(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 20430 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 102(@200wpm)___ 82(@250wpm)___ 68(@300wpm)
My heart pounds. I want to be there for him. I wish I could have been there for him back then, but that’s the past. All I can do is act for the now.
“I can’t pretend to know your mother, Cash,” I start, “but she wouldn’t want you to wallow and have your thoughts of her be so miserable.”
“I know. She wanted only happiness for us, but it isn’t that easy. I try to remember her and the good will she shared, and I try to live by her example.”
This. This is why he acts so strongly. The legacy from his father and his mother has shaped him into something that doesn’t ever hesitate or take half measures.
He’s an absolute sweetheart, and I want to help him with his pain.
I want to wash away the bad times with the good, and share the same intensity of love with him that his father and mother enjoyed.
This time, I make the move and kiss him.
It’s no less electric than the other times.
I throw my leg over him, straddling my cowboy. “I want you, Cash. I want everything you have to give.”
He laughs grimly. “After all the depressing shit I just told you?”
“It made you more human to me. You’re not this perfect being. You suffer and struggle too. And I want to be there to help you deal with those struggles.”
“As long as my tragedy isn’t what gets you hot and bothered...”
“You get me hot and bothered, Cash. And every bit I learn about you makes you seem more real, and now I want to experience that realness firsthand.”
He smiles and nods, so very appreciative of me. “Then I think it’s time that I properly make you mine, Cassie.”
“That’s what I’ve been waiting for, Cash. I think I’ve been waiting for it ever since you first walked up to me in the saloon. Or, well, my whole life, really… I’ve been waiting for you.”
“Does this mean you’re a virgin?”
I look down, fluttering my eyelashes self-consciously. “Is that okay?”
“Are you kidding?” He grins. “A horny virgin in my lap?”
“Horny for you, Cash. Only you.”
“For your first time, I’m going to be dedicated to making this memorable in more than one way, you know.”
“I never expected anything less, Cash.”
With me straddling him, he manages to stand up, showing off his impressive country boy strength. He hoists me through the home, carrying me off to his room, where a huge bed awaits and he drops us both down on it. We roll on it, laughing, but he stays on top.
He starts to unbutton his shirt. I hurriedly assist him, taking off the lower buttons as he snaps off the higher ones. I get a good feel of his bare chest, the combination of the firmness of his muscles and the softness of his skin. He’s no body builder, not in the slightest. But he’s fit, and the hair on his chest only appeals to me more. He’s a man’s man, not someone who’s going to cover himself with bronzer and flex onstage.
My blouse meets the same fate as his shirt. Gooseflesh forms all over me as he runs his hands over my bare skin, my anticipation for his touch growing more and more. His fingers are joined by his kisses, which are just as wonderful if not more so.
Lower down my body, he runs his hand between my legs, underneath my skirt, moving his hand over my panties. His touch, so close to my sex, leaves me panting and gasping for him, and he only lays his desires for me on thicker.
Even through the fabric, the feeling is so intense. He pushes me hard, and it’s better than anything I’ve done by myself. His kisses keep going lower and lower, and it doesn’t take a genius to figure out where he’s going. He wants to lay into me thick and heavy. Even as his fingers infiltrate my panties to get at my bare flesh, I know there’s more that he could do to me.
I’m pushing my panties down into his face as he laughs and decides to just do the job for me, taking them the rest of the way down and exposing my sex to him wholly. Wanting absolutely nothing to be in between us, I unhook my skirt and toss it away, leaving only desire in the space between his body and mine.
Cash looks over me and takes in my presence, groaning happily at what he sees. “You really know how to show a man exactly what he wants to see, don’t you?”
“This is what I want, Cash. That it’s what you want too is wonderful.”
“I’m going to show you what I want, Cassie. I want you, nothing more, nothing less.”
With nothing to stop him, he drops to his knees in front of the bed, pulling me closer, that clean-shaven face of his rubbing against my thighs as he leans in and kisses me on the clit. The sudden surge of delight that follows fills me with such joy that I can’t help but shout out to him in absolute glee at what he’s doing to me.