Total pages in book: 42
Estimated words: 43759 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 43759 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
Jez felt the pulse of Mac’s cock as he cam e with a hoarse cry, his body
j erking and his fingers biting into Jez’s hips as he clutched him tight.
“Fuck… I’m sorry,” he m uttered. “I couldn’t stop.”
“I’ll take it as a com plim ent.” But Jez was still breathless, wound
tight, and painfully close to com ing. He carried on stroking him self, but
he couldn’t quite get there. “Ugh.” He groaned in frustration.
“Let m e.” Mac withdrew, slipping free from Jez’s body with a wet
sound that would have been em barrassing if Jez wasn’t so focused on the
need for release. He was dim ly aware of the snap of the condom com ing
off, and then Mac’s hands were on him again, guiding him to lie down and
roll onto his back. Mac knelt between Jez’s thighs and stared at his cock for
a m om ent. Jez was hoping for a hand, or m ay be Mac’s fingers in his arse
again—his m uscles squeezed tight at the thought.
The last thing he was expecting was for Mac to lean over him and
press a hesitant kiss to his balls, then another to the base of his cock. Jez
held his breath, his body tight with tension and desperation. Mac drew
back with an intense expression as he took Jez’s cock in his hand and
stroked it a few tim es before lowering his head and taking the tip into his
m outh. Jez let his breath out in a needy m oan at the wet heat and gentle
pressure. He clenched his fists, toes curling as Mac licked and sucked
experim entally as though Jez was a new flavour of lollipop he was try ing
out.
Mac’s m outh on him , Mac’s large hand stroking the base of his cock,
his powerful shoulders between Jez’s thighs—it was alm ost too m uch. Jez
had been close for ages now, and as Mac rolled Jez’s foreskin back and
slid his m outh over the head, lips tight around the crown, Jez gasped. “I’m
gonna com e.”
Mac m ade no m ove to release him , he sim ply flicked his gaze up,
dark lashes and deep brown ey es pinning Jez, and that was it. Jez cried
out, his whole body flooding with glorious release as he cam e. Mac took
it, swallowing around Jez and carry ing on sucking until Jez brought his
hands up to Mac’s face and gently pulled him away. His cock flopped
wetly onto his belly, and Mac stared up at him , pupils huge in the dim
light and his lips wet and parted.
“Com e here,” Jez whispered.
Mac crawled up his body and into his arm s, and they kissed,
passionately at first and then gradually becom ing gentler, sweeter, until
Jez’s heart stopped pounding and his head stopped spinning. He was
exhausted but exhilarated too, filled with a heady com bination of
excitem ent and fear. Tonight had brought every thing into focus. There
was no way he could pretend that this was still j ust about sex. May be it
had been about m ore than sex for a while, but he hadn’t let him self see it.
He couldn’t ignore it any m ore, though. His feelings for Mac had raced
about a m illion m iles past friendship, and there was no going back for Jez
now.
“That was am azing,” he said honestly.
“Yeah.” Mac followed the word with a final soft kiss to Jez’s lips.
Jez wasn’t brave enough to say any m ore. He sighed. How could he
tell Mac he’d fallen for him ? Mac was straight. Jez couldn’t give him what
he really wanted. This was buddy fucking, friends with benefits, straight
guy s experim enting—or not so straight in Jez’s case, but Mac didn’t know
that. May be if Jez told Mac how he felt, Mac would feel that Jez had used
him or tricked him som ehow.
Mac y awned, and his arm over Jez’s torso grew heavier as he
relaxed. “Can I stay ?” Mac m urm ured. “I’m too tired to m ove.”
“Sure.”
Mac rested his head on Jez’s shoulder, and Jez brought his hand up to
stroke Mac’s close-cropped hair. It was like velvet against his palm , and
Mac’s warm breath ghosted over Jez’s bare skin, slowing and becom ing
deeper as Mac drifted into sleep.
They ’d crossed so m any lines tonight. Jez’s exhilaration was already
giving way to unease as a little voice whispered that he ought to talk to
Mac. In his heart, Jez knew he shouldn’t get in any deeper, not when Mac
didn’t feel the sam e. But the warm th of Mac’s body against his felt too
good. With their arm s wrapped around each other and their legs tangled
together, it felt as though they were lovers. It felt real, and Jez could
pretend he had what he wanted.
Just for tonight, he told him self. I’ll talk to him in the morning.
Although he was exhausted, Jez lay awake for a long tim e. Anxiety