Total pages in book: 42
Estimated words: 43759 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 43759 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
were alm ost touching, and Mac’s breath whispered across Jez’s cheek.
Mac was hesitant at first, m oving his hand too slowly. But then he seem ed
to get m ore confident, and Jez encouraged him when he got the speed
and pressure j ust right.
“Yeah, like that.” Jez’s voice cam e out hoarse and strained. “Fuck.”
It was over way too soon. Jez wanted to m ake the m ost of the
experience. Who knew if Mac would ever touch his dick again? But he
was too turned on. This whole fucked-up situation was too hot, and Jez
couldn’t hold out.
Pleasure tore through him , and he went taut as he cam e with a gasp.
White sticky streaks patterned his clenched abs as Mac kept stroking him
until Jez’s cock gave a final spurt and he relaxed, sated. He gently pushed
Mac’s hand away. “’S too m uch now.”
Jez grabbed som e tissues from beside the bed and cleaned him self
up with Mac ly ing silently beside him . When Jez was clean and decent
again, he turned his head. Mac m et his gaze and gave a sm all sm ile that
didn’t reach his ey es. He looked uncertain, anxious, and Jez expected him
to m ake his excuses and leave quickly. But he didn’t.
“Have y ou done that before?” Mac asked.
Jez assum ed he was talking about the blowj ob. “Not since school, but
y eah.” His stom ach fluttered with nerves. He hadn’t adm itted that to any
of his new friends since leaving school. As far as all his uni friends were
concerned, Jez was 100 percent straight.
“You’re good at it.” Mac flushed, but he didn’t look away.
“Thanks… I guess?” Jez gave a sm all sm ile. “I had a bit of practice.
But it’s not that hard.” He cleared his throat and swallowed; the bitter taste
of Mac’s com e still lingered.
“But—” Mac frowned. “—You’re not gay, are y ou?”
Jez shook his head. “Nah. I like girls, but I suppose I like guy s too—
som e guy s, any way.” His heart beat faster as he waited for Mac’s
reaction. It wasn’t exactly a declaration, but surely Mac would get the
im plied m eaning and realise what Jez was say ing even though he didn’t
dare say the words out loud.
Mac’s frown softened slightly, but he still looked puzzled. “This is
doing m y head in a bit, to be honest,” he adm itted. “I’ve never wanted to
touch a guy before. I’ve alway s fancied girls, slept with girls, thought
about girls. And now….”
Now what? Jez wanted to ask. But he was afraid to push, so instead he
shrugged. “Don’t beat y ourself up over it. It felt good, what we j ust did,
y eah?” Mac nodded. “So don’t overthink it. It’s a bit of fun. Two m ates
helping each other out. It doesn’t m ake y ou gay. It doesn’t even m ake y ou
bi. Think of it as prison sex.” He forced a grin, try ing to m ake a j oke of it,
but his stom ach twisted unhappily as he added, “You’re sim ply m aking do
with what’s available.”
Mac huffed out a quiet chuckle at that. He didn’t deny it, but Jez was
sure he could see genuine affection in Mac’s expression, and that was
good enough for Jez. This was only ever going to be a tem porary thing.
Sooner or later Mac would m eet another girl and Jez would be firm ly
back in the friend zone, rem em bered only as a phase, a weird aberration
in Mac’s sexual history.
Chapter Six
After the first blowj ob, the rules changed. Hands-off becam e very
definitely hands-on—and som etim es m outh in Jez’s case. Mac m ade no
m ove to reciprocate by blowing Jez, but he was alway s good for a hand
j ob. Jez was really into sucking Mac’s cock, but his favourite thing they
did now was to j erk each other off at the sam e tim e. They tried it sitting
side-by -side, but it was way too awkward, and ly ing on their sides face-
to-face worked better. They couldn’t see whatever porn they were
supposedly watching then, but Jez didn’t care at all, and Mac didn’t seem
to m iss it either. Jez loved the intim acy of that position, the way their
breath m ingled and their knees bum ped. They usually took off their T-
shirts to save on laundry, and the sight of Mac’s broad m uscled chest and
the overpowering scent of his skin usually had Jez com ing
em barrassingly fast.
He was stuck in a weird no m an’s land with Mac. They were friends
who got each other off, but aside from that, they didn’t touch, and kissing
was out of the question. Jez assum ed it was, any way —there was no way
he was going to try it, or broach the subj ect. He had a feeling that kissing
another guy would be a hard lim it for Mac. Jez had never kissed another