Total pages in book: 128
Estimated words: 119454 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 597(@200wpm)___ 478(@250wpm)___ 398(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 119454 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 597(@200wpm)___ 478(@250wpm)___ 398(@300wpm)
One made during death, to give us a new life.
Here I was, battling men that just kept coming after me, one after another… just like my problems with my father. You said I had to cut the problem off at the head. You said you stop a train by slamming on the brakes, not trying to wrangle the caboose off the track. Legend cut the head off the cobra on my behalf, and I slammed on the brakes, and listened to my father. I finally heard him, the truth this time around, once and for all.
Master tried to shut out the world around English… tried to make her not hear the reality of his manipulations and abuse. But she woke up and heard the truth. Mama heard the cries of her children, and did what she needed to do to protect us, including kicking out a man she loved to the bottom of her soul. Daddy didn’t listen to good advice, and instead tried to force others, including me, to hear what he wanted us to hear… Lies that hurt. Lies that destroyed.
I heard no evil for a long time, but that didn’t stop it from talkin’. It caught up with me, and made me listen all the same. The evil was dripping in alcohol. Covered in cigarette ashes. It was laced with drugs I didn’t deal, money I didn’t steal, but plenty of people I did in fact kill… But the evil wasn’t just inside of my enemies, and my daddy. It was in me, too. It’s been a part of me all along.
Legend sees no evil, but he’ll be forced to remove his blinders, just like the horses out there runnin’ around, to finally see his pain for what it is. Something he saw must’ve spooked him for life, and as tough and rough as he is, he’ll have to face his fears eventually, and look them dead in the eye if he ever wants to be free. Legend will be ready to see whatever is distressing him in due time. The good, the bad, and the ugly.
Caspian speaks no evil—he barely talks to us, even after the wedding. He was friendly enough, hung out and acted jovial, and we’ve kept in contact, but something is bothering him. Something is on his mind. Something has him by the tongue, but he must fight it, and let his words finally be heard.
I’m ready to listen. To hear his pain.
That’s who we are, the Brothers’ Disciples. Three of the worst kids in school, who found solidarity in one another. We promised to always be there for one another, because at one point in time, we were all we had.
Now, the tribe is back together, and I’ll be damned if we don’t fulfill our promises. I’m leading the charge. No man will be left behind…
Axel reached for the Bible on the table, shoving his pack of Nicotine patches out of the way, and flipped to the scripture he read at least once a month…
Psalm 23:1–6 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.
And that’s on everything, Ms. Florence…
As Legend always says when he thinks somethin’ is mighty true… CHURCH!
Love is a battlefield…
I’m in my armor, and prepared for war.
Free my brethren with two more promises fulfilled!
LET’S GO!
~The End~
MUSIC PLAYLIST
1. Mention of artist, Yelawolf
2. mndsgn – Rare Pleasure
3. Moneybagg Yo’ – See Wat I’m Sayin’
4. Machine Gun Kelly – Bloody Valentine
5. Jack Harlow – Churchill Downs
6. Jack Harlow – Like A Blade Of Grass
7. Juvenile – Rodeo
8. Queen – Another One Bites the Dust
9. Paul McCartney – Let ’Em In
10. The Hollies – Long Cool Woman
11. Temple Of The Dog – Hunger Strike
12. Weezer’s version of Metallica – Enter Sandman
13. Crew – Goldlink
14. Aesop Rock – Long Legged Larry
15. Mac Miller – Good News
16. Cool Heat – Bad Dream
17. Joan Jett – I Love Rock and Roll
18. Mention of, Nickelback’s ‘Rockstar’
19. Bruno Mars – Lazy Song
20. Conan Gray – Disaster
21. Al B. Sure – Nite and Day
22. Maze and Frankie Beverly – Happy Feelins
23. Chris Brown – WE
24. TEMS – Higher
25. Steve Lacy – Dark Red
26. Chris Brown – Call Me Every Day
27. Justin Bieber – Peaches (featuring Daniel Caesar and Giveon)
28. Giveon – Heartbreak Anniversary
29. Nashvillains – Chickasaw Bayou
30. Niko Moon – Good Time
31. Bailey Zimmerman – Fall In Love
32. Dolly Parton – Jolene
33. Double – Captain of her Heart
34. Emawk – ACHE
35. Juice Newton – Angel of the Morning
36. New Order – Blue Monday
37. Michael Jackson – Chicago
38. Culture Club – Time
39. Billy Idol – Eyes Without a Face
40. New Order – Bizarre Love Triangle
41. The Cure – Just Like Heaven
42. Plains – Problem With It
43. Gnarls Barkley – Crazy