Total pages in book: 67
Estimated words: 68066 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 340(@200wpm)___ 272(@250wpm)___ 227(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 68066 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 340(@200wpm)___ 272(@250wpm)___ 227(@300wpm)
Shoving those stupid thoughts away from my mind, I closed my eyes. Our mouths stayed connected for I don’t know how long, time stood still. I would never tell her this, she would never know...
But it was my first kiss too.
Harley Jameson was my first kiss.
It was only to shut her up. I didn’t love her. I didn’t even like her. I kissed her to shut her loud ass mouth up. No other reason.
I hated her.
With those stupid thoughts again, I pulled away, leaning my forehead against hers. Quickly narrowing my gaze, I stared deep into bright blue eyes that were wide and shining.
Licking my lips, I tasted her tears. They were sweet and salty, just like her.
She was still weeping when she breathed out, “You stole my first kiss.”
“No.” I shook my head. “Cash did. This was my second time trying to steal it.” I abruptly stood up, leaving her there.
Dazed.
Sobbing.
For me.
I always thought the first time I made her cry would be the best feeling in the world, but I was wrong. So very wrong.
I wouldn’t realize this until I was much older, but Harley would eventually become my escape from the lonely life I’d create. This wouldn’t be the first time she saved me.
Except, by the time I figured it out...
How much she meant to me...
It’d be too late.
Chapter 12
<>Harley<>
4-25
Dear Jackson “Rudolph” Pierce,
I hate u more than I did yesterday. Not only did u make me cry, u stole my first kiss. Like the ASSHOLE u are! I paddled over last night to find out what was going on with your momma, and I would never use that against u cuz I ain’t evil like u.
I hope I don’t get a disease from your chapped lips touching mine. I’m just glad it won’t leave a scar like all the other terrible things you’ve done to me. For someone who has probably kissed all the girls in our whole school, U are the worst kisser EVER. I didn’t enjoy it, and I won’t be telling anyone u stole my first kiss.
U need more practice, cuz your lips were hard, not soft, and it hurt when you smacked them into mine. It was not romantic or a memory I will ever look back on.
In my mind, it didn’t happen.
I don’t cry, EVER. I just want u to know I was only crying for your momma, not for u. I don’t cry for bullies, I put them to ground like my daddy.
I’m sorry this is happening to your momma. I love her. I hate it as much as I hate you, and I want ya to know that too.
U suck the biggest balls of them all, Jackson Pierce.
Not love,
Harley
P.S. I stayed up most of the night researching dementia on my laptop. Did u know u can take a test to find out if u carry the gene? Cuz u can. Not that I care if u take it or not. I’m just saying, if u wanted to, it’s there. I printed out all the information for u.
P.S.S. U better not tell anyone u stole my first kiss, or I’ll kick your big sucky balls really hard and u won’t be able to walk right for the entire week.
I HATE YOU.
<>Jackson<>
April 25th
Dear Harley “Gremlin” Jameson,
U should have never come over last night. I didn’t want or need u there. I only kissed u to shut your loud ass mouth up. I wasn’t trying to be romantic, and if u want to pretend like it didn’t happen, then I will just have to kiss u over and over until u remember it. Cuz now it’s just another thing of yours that belongs to me.
The best part of last night was finally seeing u cry. I can’t wait to do it again. Try to kick me in my balls and watch how fast I stick my tongue down your throat. I’ll make sure to eat lots of onions and pickles before too, so you can taste my hatred for u.
Get used to it, Harley. I win. Forever.
With all my hate for u,
Jackson
P.S. Mind your own business. I don’t need u researching anything for me. U really are stupid if u think I’m going to read all that information. All u did was kill a bunch of trees. I have better things to do than listen to a baby girl who is as dumb as she looks.
P.S.S. I already told the football team I stole your first kiss, and the whole school will know by the end of the day. U are mine to hurt and play with. No one else’s. Mine. Not even your stupid Cash McGraw can keep u from me. By the time u read this, your dumbass friends will know it too. I hope Cash realizes that I win, and he loses, always.