Total pages in book: 75
Estimated words: 70779 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 354(@200wpm)___ 283(@250wpm)___ 236(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 70779 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 354(@200wpm)___ 283(@250wpm)___ 236(@300wpm)
As though he knew exactly what I needed, Kael unwrapped one arm and slipped two long fingers inside me. With slow, deep pressure, he began to massage that secret spot that sent me into the stratosphere.
“Oh…Oh!” I gasped as my orgasm finally overtook me and my back arched. “Kael, I’m coming! You’re making me come so hard!”
He didn’t answer, but he didn’t need to. He just kept licking, riding out my orgasm and rubbing inside me until I started pulling away because of the sensitivity. Finally, he sat back on his heels, licking his lips to get the last of my juices.
“Gods, Mistress—always so delicious,” he growled softly. “Do you feel healed now?”
I started to say yes…and then stopped myself. Even though he had given me an incredible orgasm, I was determined that we weren’t done yet. I still needed more from him—a lot more.
“Almost,” I said, leaning forward to kiss him. I loved my flavor on his mouth. “But Kael, I still feel empty inside. I need you to fill me, can you do that for me?”
His silver eyes took on a shadowed look.
“I want to, Mistress but the memory of hurting you the last time I took you is still so fresh.”
I had a sudden inspiration—maybe a way to banish this guilt of his forever. Could I do it? I never had before but I had secretly watched porn that involved what I was thinking of in the past. I was sure I could manage and the cottage would give me everything I needed to pull it off.
Yes, I decided—I was going to do it.
“This you won’t be taking me,” I told him. “I think it’s time that I took you.”
His eyes were suddenly half-lidded again and I could see the lust in his gaze. Oh yes, he was into this. I had thought he might be.
“That sounds like a good idea,” he growled softly. “What exactly do you want to do to me, Mistress? How do you want to use my body for your pleasure?”
“Give me a minute and I’ll show you,” I told him. “Will you promise to stay here and not go back to Heaven?”
“I’ll be here, Mistress,” he murmured.
“Good—come upstairs to the bedroom in ten minutes,” I told him.
Then I hurried upstairs to get ready.
39
KAEL
Ididn’t know what to expect when Willow told me to wait for her. I only knew I was grateful that she was so willing to forgive me—even if I was having a hard time forgiving myself.
I was glad now that I had listened to the human spirit who came to me earlier.
“Hey, are you the angel who was guarding my granddaughter?” he demanded.
I looked down at him in surprise. He was short for a human but he had a big personality.
“Is your granddaughter named Willow?” I asked.
“Yes, and she misses you! Why did you go off and leave her?” He sounded angry—which is unusual in Heaven. Mostly everyone is happy all the time there. Then again, I had been feeling sad and guilty the whole time I had been back, so it appeared we were both exceptions to the rule.
I couldn’t explain what I had done—I was too ashamed. So I only shook my head and mumbled something about how I couldn’t stay with Willow.
“That’s bullshit!” he said sternly, frowning up at me. “I don’t care what your excuse is, she’s missing you so much it’s making her cry. You go back and do right by her, right now! I mean it!”
Of course it was laughable to think that a human spirit could direct an angel—even one that was previously fallen. But the fact that he told me Willow was missing me made me want to at least check on her. I had thought to apologize so that maybe she could let me go—I firmly believed I no longer deserved to be with her, no matter how much I longed for her.
But now that I was here, it seemed that she wanted to keep me with her—at least for now. I wasn’t sure about severing my ties with Heaven a second time—would it even be allowed? It didn’t matter if it was or not—I would do anything to be with her.
And now, of course, I was intrigued. I liked it when she took control sexually. That may sound strange, coming from a seven-foot-tall, muscular male who has divine and angelic powers, but it’s true. My years of service to women have been a pleasure and I have never loved serving more than when it was Willow whom I was serving.
So I waited eagerly until the ten minutes she had specified were up and then I went upstairs to find her.
The cottage must have been at work because when I opened the bedroom door, I saw some new accoutrements had been added to the decor. The colors, which had previously been pastel, were darker now—deep purple and black. And the bedposts had something new as well—leather cuffs like the ones at the place where Willow had made the portal.