Total pages in book: 154
Estimated words: 153544 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 768(@200wpm)___ 614(@250wpm)___ 512(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 153544 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 768(@200wpm)___ 614(@250wpm)___ 512(@300wpm)
Her words drill a hole in my chest and it takes me more effort than needed to breathe properly and even more to talk. “Last I checked, I don’t believe your words.”
“Go ahead and ask him then.” Her voice turns sinister. “Why do you think his favorite color is red? It’s the color of blood.”
I swallow and she laughs like a maniac. “What a scaredy-cat. You have the chance to walk away. Take it.”
“He won’t let me,” I say without meaning to.
“Hurt him by choosing someone else and he won’t touch you again.” She taps my temple. “Use your head and admit that you’re a good girl who’s not fit for him. He needs someone bad to the core to match his energy.”
Her words keep playing in my head on a loop long after she’s gone. I mull them over during classes, during lunch—that Killian sent me with Annika because he has classes—in the afternoon while I’m trying to concentrate in the studio.
Even when I FaceTime Grandpa and my parents. I totally had to cut those short, because they’d definitely know there’s something wrong with me.
Once I finish, I go on a drive and somehow end up in front of his house.
I let my head fall on the steering wheel as I breathe harshly. What the hell am I doing?
We were supposed to meet later for dinner, but I came two hours early.
I’m never early. In fact, I make sure to come late, just to get on his nerves. It’s my rebellion against the dictator.
Though I don’t come so late that he decides to be the one to pick me up, because that definitely means he’ll fuck me in the car first.
I consider leaving for now, but the gate opens. Apparently, I have automatic access to the mansion now along with the four founding members and the fifth one I’ve never met.
Once I reach the inside, I hear a commotion coming from the pool.
I head that way, and sure enough, Nikolai attempts to push Gareth into the pool and Jeremy is trying to mediate so he doesn’t drown him.
“Fucker thinks he can stay all prim and proper after waking me up from my fucking slumber. Get ready to have your corpse sent back home by international fast shipping.”
Nikolai kicks his cousin and Gareth grabs him at the last minute. A water bomb erupts and splashes water all over the edges, soaking a fully-clothed Jeremy.
“You fuckers tired of living?” He glares at them and Nikolai merely splashes him.
“Stop being boring. Even Satan’s heir is here instead of chasing after skirt.”
Killian is lying on a lounge chair wearing black shorts and an open shirt that reveals hints of his taut chest, muscular stomach, and some of his crow tattoos. He pays the scene no attention, looking straight through them.
His gaze is lost in the distance, half-thoughtful, half…gone.
I wonder what he’s thinking about at moments like these. What goes on in his abnormal mind?
His head tilts in my direction as if he knew I was there all along. And just like that, a smirk breaks his lips.
Killian’s smirks are different from his smiles. The latter are usually fake. His lazy smirks, however, are playful, mischievous, and a sight to behold.
It makes butterflies slash my stomach with the sole purpose of bleeding me out.
“Glyndon!” Nikolai shouts from the pool. “Tell me you brought your swimsuit.”
I walk to Killian. “I actually didn’t.”
“That’s okay. We can all go nude.” He waggles his brows.
“Not if you want it to be your last nude show,” Killian tells him with a dark tone.
“He’s become more boring than hookers, I swear.” Nikolai is about to splash him, but Gareth jumps him, drowning him underwater, then nods in my direction.
I’ve become used to these guys, though I really stay away when Nikolai is in his murder-spree mood or when Jeremy’s voice changes.
But no matter how much I’m used to them, they’re still Heathens and could and would turn lethal.
A strong hand wraps around my wrist and brings me down on a hard surface. I release a surprised sound when I drop on Killian’s lap. He releases my wrist and wraps a possessive hand around my waist.
Chill-inducing warmth covers my skin. It’s weird how someone so cold can give this feeling of…peace.
“Is it just me or are you here early?”
“I was around, so I figured I would come.” I stare back at the guys. “Didn’t know I would be in for a pool show.”
His fingers tilt my chin and make me face him. “Eyes on me if you don’t want to be in for a bloodbath instead.”
I swallow, Cherry’s earlier words stabbing me all at once.
“I’m assuming that’s not an empty threat and you’re actually contemplating murder.”
“You assume correctly.”
A ball the size of my fist gathers in my throat. “Do you really want to kill?”