Total pages in book: 75
Estimated words: 73716 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 369(@200wpm)___ 295(@250wpm)___ 246(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 73716 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 369(@200wpm)___ 295(@250wpm)___ 246(@300wpm)
I could literally hitch up the mower attachment in thirty seconds flat.
When I’d first started this over ten years ago, I hadn’t had a fuckin’ clue how to do anything. Let’s just say YouTube had been my friend.
“You’re pretty good at this for a newcomer,” I said, leaning back and letting her have complete control of the tractor.
My legs were hurting where she’d been sitting on them for the last couple of hours, but I didn’t care. Not when I could see her excitement lighting up her eyes every time she did something right.
“I’m a boss,” she declared.
I shook my head and placed my hands behind me head, linking my fingers to keep them from moving through her long curls.
“A boss,” I grunted, trying to hide the desire that I felt.
I wanted her.
I wanted her so badly that it was getting to the point of pain, but did I make her stop wiggling on my lap so my dick could have a little rest? No. I did not.
Instead, I let her move on my lap as she did her digging—fucking up my driveway in the process—to her heart’s content.
I didn’t bother to tell her that she was massacring it. Especially when I saw the uninhibited joy that was written all over her body.
“Okay,” she blew out a breath. “I’m done.”
We both looked at the driveway.
“You’re definitely going to need some more practice,” I told her. “Do you mind?”
She started to shift off of me and reach for the door handle, but I halted her movement with a hand placed on the soft swell of her belly.
“Stay,” I ordered, pushing a little more firmly. “Just lean back and give me some room.”
She did, leaning her entire back against my chest.
She wasn’t even stiff, instead she was relaxed and comfortable as I moved forward, caging her in between my arms and the steering wheel.
I took over the control of the brake and accelerator, and she let me without protest.
She watched as I smoothed the driveway back into place easily. Much more easily than it’d come up.
She even kept the smile as she waited while I made a few passes over it to ensure that the dirt was packed down.
“It’ll just be a big ol’ mud puddle by the time it rains again, but for now it’s good enough,” I said. “Are you ready?”
She wiggled in her seat, and I groaned quietly as my dick continued to respond to her moving on my lap by getting harder at this very inopportune time.
When she shifted again, I knew she felt it.
Liked it.
Because she continued to wiggle, and her face was flushed as she waited to see what I’d do next.
“Audrey,” I warned gratingly, barely able to be heard over the low growl of the diesel engine.
I didn’t know what I was warning her about.
It could’ve possibly been the fact that my control wasn’t infinite. Or it could’ve been the fact that I knew she wasn’t ready for where I could see this heading.
Whatever the reason, I needed to put a stop to it.
Or I would have put a stop to it had she not spun around in the seat and touched her mouth to mine.
And then I lost it. Lost it so spectacularly, in fact, that I didn’t realize I was even holding on to her when her kisses went from sweet to a scream in three seconds flat.
I let go as the feeling of ice water running through my veins poured through me.
I sat back, gasping, and lifted my hands in confusion.
“Audrey?”
Her eyes were wild, scared and filled with something that turned my stomach inside out.
“Audrey, honey?” I whispered. “I’m so sorry.”
Her eyes finally found mine.
“It was the hands.”
I studied her face.
“What was?”
“I do better when I’m in control,” she whispered. “You put your hands on me, and held me to you. I’m so sorry.”
She covered her face with her hands, and her shoulders started to shake.
Realizing that she was crying, I placed one hesitant hand on the side of her face and tilted her head back.
“Baby, look at me.”
She did.
I swallowed, knowing that she was buried deep inside her head. Though she was looking at me, she wasn’t all there, and I knew that it’d take a miracle to get through to her at this point.
“My sister was raped by my best friend for years…two years before I realized that it was going on and stopped it.”
Her eyes snapped into focus, and I realized the moment she came back to me.
“What?” She licked her lips. “What are you talking about?”
I closed my eyes and leaned my head back against the Plexiglas wall and looked at the ceiling of the tractor.
She shifted on my lap, and then placed her hand hesitantly on my cheek.
“Tell me.”
I swallowed, feeling my Adam’s apple bob, and righted my head.